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kiddoiLL:
I looked at her with contempt, there in that room, I told her to comman be going, told her I want nothing with her, she begged, went on her knees, I refused told her at that moment all I feel for her is hatred.
Now you'll ask why treat her like that?
I had my first sex at 21, was never my plan, had no plan to have it that soon, but she was constantly talking bout how am missing it, and how she'd love to be my first, those stuffs nah, I did like her and she was threatening to leave if I refused to satisfy her..
She visited one morning, we talked, poof! ayam naked with her, for a while I wasnt myself, she was actually sitting on me riding me for like three minutes without condoms, then I was like Wtf? even without condoms? (twas my first. and I was scared my inexperience would make me get her pregnant, n I really wanted to avoid dat, based on my background and dad) I pushed her off..
too bad, it was too late, I was already cumming(Guess it officially became my first), but was lucky enough to not cum inside her, Fam I had goosebumps, and fears, she was the experienced one, and I kept asking and saying I hope I didn't cum inside her, told her I wasn't ready for any of that pressure, she was like no you didn't, she knew I wasn't settled, saw the unrest on my face, chick literally spoke to me, calmed me down, even told me she'd abort it if she gets pregnant, I wasn't okay with that statement, before I know, chick was getting on me, tryna go another round..and that was when I lost it, oya comman be going to ur father's house b!tch, I told u I never wanted this, I ended up doing it anyways and u tryna get me to do more?
Swear down, I told I hate her on the spot, asked her to leave, never texted never called her, refused to talk to her... Years later she texted on WhatsApp, just normal howfar howfar, I apologized for treating her in that cold manner back then but told her I still regret having sex with her back then.
She's probably engaged to some guy now I think, she has a kid, I no dey text her, she no dey text me.. Till today I regret she was my first, cuz it didn't happen the way I planned my first would do..

She was my first, she deflowered me.
What? us guys aint human? We were virgins too, some of us are still virgins, so why you looking at my post like that cus I said she deflowered me?

kiddoiLL:
I looked at her with contempt, there in that room, I told her to comman be going, told her I want nothing with her, she begged, went on her knees, I refused told her at that moment all I feel for her is hatred.
Now you'll ask why treat her like that?
I had my first sex at 21, was never my plan, had no plan to have it that soon, but she was constantly talking bout how am missing it, and how she'd love to be my first, those stuffs nah, I did like her and she was threatening to leave if I refused to satisfy her..
She visited one morning, we talked, poof! ayam naked with her, for a while I wasnt myself, she was actually sitting on me riding me for like three minutes without condoms, then I was like Wtf? even without condoms? (twas my first. and I was scared my inexperience would make me get her pregnant, n I really wanted to avoid dat, based on my background and dad) I pushed her off..
too bad, it was too late, I was already cumming(Guess it officially became my first), but was lucky enough to not cum inside her, Fam I had goosebumps, and fears, she was the experienced one, and I kept asking and saying I hope I didn't cum inside her, told her I wasn't ready for any of that pressure, she was like no you didn't, she knew I wasn't settled, saw the unrest on my face, chick literally spoke to me, calmed me down, even told me she'd abort it if she gets pregnant, I wasn't okay with that statement, before I know, chick was getting on me, tryna go another round..and that was when I lost it, oya comman be going to ur father's house b!tch, I told u I never wanted this, I ended up doing it anyways and u tryna get me to do more?
Swear down, I told I hate her on the spot, asked her to leave, never texted never called her, refused to talk to her... Years later she texted on WhatsApp, just normal howfar howfar, I apologized for treating her in that cold manner back then but told her I still regret having sex with her back then.
She's probably engaged to some guy now I think, she has a kid, I no dey text her, she no dey text me.. Till today I regret she was my first, cuz it didn't happen the way I planned my first would do..

She was my first, she deflowered me.
What? us guys aint human? We were virgins too, some of us are still virgins, so why you looking at my post like that cus I said she deflowered me?