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Wow,2015! It can only be God, thanks for the words of encouragement.
I need that Divine intervention more than before, the whole situation is draining.

Good day Great people, I will make this simple and short. I'm a young adult in my mid 30s, early stage of my life was rosy because I got a good job a year after service before then I was working double shift as a sch teacher during the day and security operative at night(just to let you know am not lazy) Worked at one of this new generation banks for almost 5yrs before I was retrenched, I ventured into a new business shortly after then, got married and to God be the Glory I have kids .

The last two years have been terrible, my business suffered a great loss in 2019 and up till now have not been able to pickup myself. I believe in being self made but am running out of ideas which is making me loose it. I've applied for several jobs but yet to be called, family and friends have been great but I can't keep replying on them.

I need someone to talk to, someone to inspire me, am getting depressed, am beginning to doubt my capacity. I survived a BP of almost 240 just recently,Bills keeps coming, I hate the fact that I have to rely on people when emergency pops up. I like making my own money. I NEED HELP. So many things have gone wrong which I won't want to delve into, I don't even feel like a man any longer.

I need great minds to give me healthy advice, I hardly sleep. I still believe in myself but I just don't know where to start again. I'm STUCK!
I NEED A JOB TO KEEP ME BUSY, AM LOSING IT. I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK, I NEED TO ENGAGE MY MIND.