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justnock:
It's either you attend Deeper Life or Jehovah Witness. If you are attending Deeper Life, I pity you...if you are attending Jehovah Witness, I still pity you.

I attend deeper life...what's wrong with deeper life?

Hi everyone,
I recently gave my life to Christ last year and I became born again Christian...
I had a boyfriend then and I told him I couldn't continue the relationship anymore cuz I was told not to have a boyfriend but wait for the will of God..
We dated for a year plus, we knew each others family and I do go with him to his family place for xmas_ new year and vice versa and I did really love him but God first...
He was heartbroken and didn't talk to me for days...
I deleted his number and everything about him since then cuz I didn't want to be tempted with him...
Weeks after he chatted me on WhatsApp and said he wanted us to be friends but I can't be friends with him cuz I still love him..
I only reply his text when he chat me and I don't call him anymore...
When calls and chats were getting too much from him..I blocked him but he called me with another number asking why I blocked him and that they were deceiving me with the will of God issue....
I unblocked him but didn't chat or call him except he does...
At the church I attend now..
Almost everything is a sin
1. No dating whatsoever except will of God
2.no earrings ,make up or weavon.
3.i can't have guys as friends or unbeliever female friends
4.I have to be suspicious of everyone either they are witches or wizards , even my family and so much more
.am trying hard to stop them especially the use of earrings but have been coping

I also want to speak to my ex to give his life to Christ but as it is, he is still angry and besides I don't want to talk to him anymore or I will end up getting addicted to him...
I want to erase this feeling and move on from him to face God only but am not even sure if will of God exists...
Please kindly advice...
Thanks