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I sometimes find myself admiring a girl, but of course i don't make any move( i hope i wouldn't) but i imagine the whole 9yards with her

its my little secret  shsss

and NO, not looking for any Nairaland guys,

at this stage of my exploration, i rather have sex with someone i know

@ tpia

my reason is, 

there are somethings you wanna talk about,, you can't really tell people close to you cos they will only judge you

its easier to say it in a public forum like NL, it lifts a load off my back.

example i have a serious fetish for extreme sex, if i tell that to my religious friends, they will only judge me, even though i caught one of them in the act sometime ago

i support

even in the movies am tired of seeing female actors with big belly

example[b] ini edo[/b]

@hollandis

na you sabi

@ chic2pimp

believe what you wana believe

anyway

got things to do right now

@ hollandis

its weird cos i dont consider myself a hoe

at least not yet, mind you i do not encourage cheating

but what ever will happen will happen, i do not control my emotions

@ Ujujoan

thanks girl, don't mind all the hypocrites in nairaland, they think am a jerk, when in reality they are worst than moi

its not a crime to have feelings for someone else when you are in a relationship, it happens all the time

all these yeye people calling me names i have noting to say to them

anyway, i haven't slept with his friend yet, but it's something i am sure i will do if i am not careful, he just left my house a while ago,  for those asking why, well he is the closest to me when it comes to male friends, and my boyfriend wont suspect anything, plus he is easy to talk too. he kind of understands me plus there is just something about him that is so tempting, and hard to resist

AS FOR THE DUMBFUCK GUYS JUDGING ME

at least i am being honest, i know so many girls that after loosing their virginity feel the same way i am feeling now

we talk, do u think this is something we will tell our boyfriends?

i am only being human and honest

well i just lost my virginity and now there is noting to hide, whether i decide to have sex with other men, my boy friend  wont know, , dont get me wrong, i still love my boyfriend

i just have this crave for sex with his friend who is really hot( with abbs, tatoo and what not), and the friend is already making passes at me.
the other day i was alone with his friend, he had on sleeveless( i could see his chest, his muscular hands, and going down then  its like i went into a trance) and the whole of my body started trembling, i couldn't stop looking at him and one thing led to another so we kissed, almost got naked but my boyfriend got in

anyway he dint suspect anything

i keep having all this crushes and urges to get wild

i feel like i have been locked up in my virginity for too long and now  my body just wana explore things, you know like extreme sex, to make up for the lost times, my boy friend isn't giving me you know the whole wild stuff i would want, he is being so gentle cos he thinks am a good girl

but i just want the whole bad boy stuffs done to me, and i cant really tell him, anyway

what do i do?

am i a bad person