OG, let me just share a not with you, if you like the OS and u feel she is someone u can setl for, just open up to her and tell her that u had a fling with her YS only after u guys have done dinner with loads of drinks while she's at ur place. Clear her and let it sink, if she wants to go ahead to have u, then its her decision to get down with you. After that she would confront her YS and they would sort it out. Then make it clear to the YS how things should be, but don't eat her again.

But if it is the YS u wanna roll with and be with, bro, don't have anything to do with the OS at all. Just clear her well that u have things going with her YS and u want it to remain that way. But if she still insists on getting down with u, dont. OS would get what she wants and she would plot crazy stuffs and use it against u.

Dude, slow down man. First and foremost, I want you to know that suicide isn't the best option. I can relate with what you feel, but you need to know that you can't end your life just because of the present situation. I want you to look at the bright side of life and give life another try. it's never too late to start again, and trust me, when u begin with a more focused perception, am certain u will be the best of the best. Don't let the mistakes of the last ruin your bright future bro.

For now, forget about women, ask for God's mercies, forgive yourself, ask for your mums forgiveness, then pick yourself up and become the best version of yourself.

just like the case of a bamboo tree, take a lesson from that, because when a bamboo is planted, you need to keep wetting the ground for 4 years, even though nothing might show up growing, but the root under the ground is rooting up for a firm foundation, and in the 5th year, the bamboo grows 90fts tall within six months... so don't give up fam... just believe in God and believe in yourself... as I also believe in you bro...

please kindly drop your digits so we could call you to check up on you, so you don't pull the plug and end it all... because we out here care about u fam...

God bless your ways with prosperity...