Romance › Re: . by MrsChima(f): 3:44pm On Oct 26, 2012 |
sandylurv: My relationship in which I had so much hope, where I found true love and hapiness, where nothing else mattered to me in this world has just come to an end because of genotype incompatibility (AS-AS).
I feel shattered ,broken, pained, disconsolate, heavy-hearted, sorrowful, aggrieved, wounded and bruised. My heart bleeds terribly, I've cried myself to sleep several times(usually I feel better after a good cry when I feel bad) but I still don't feel better. I find myself blaming nature, my stupid genotype, and God....I loved him, I still do, with every fibre of my being.
Oh God,we had so much in common, ideas, views, beliefs, birth month, family structure,physical attributes etc.I know for sure,I'll never find anyone like him **sobbing** Until now,I neva believed any human cud feel this much pain.
The amount of pain I carry in my heart at the moment is such that I keep wishing for death, maybe I would find some peace there. I cant say but maybe I feel dis bad cuz it seems soo easy for him. He has moved on, barely one week after.Maybe its just my imagination but it was really easy for him. I don't know if its usually so easy to let go of someone you truly and really love.
He was everything to me, he made me very happy, my world went round because of him, and now, my world feels so empty without him. We had decided to go ahead initially, with the plan of having CVS with each pregnancy but he is too scared to take that chance. This is the saddest thing that ever happened to me all my life. I still want him. Imagine finding someone you love completely, and finding all u ever wanted in that person but still not be able to have that person.
I'm praying to God for strength to carry on (even though I must be truthful, I'm sorry, but my faith and belief in him has greatly dwindled) as I really don't wanna do anything nasty.I don't understand why God would sit by and watch me go through dis and not intervene.
Any words of encouragement to help me go through dis would be appreciated, as I don't really have my friends around me at the moment and I feel so lonely in this world, plus I really needed to bare my heart one way or the other.
I hope I feel better after this. God bless you. Sorry darling...what you have described isn't true love. True love forsake all others and hold nothing against love. Remember that. |
Romance › Re: . by MrsChima(f): 3:42pm On Oct 26, 2012 |
omotola1: O boy... See as guys dey flaunt AA. Just because someone say they are doesn't mean it is true. This is chat you know. |
Romance › Re: . by MrsChima(f): 3:41pm On Oct 26, 2012 |
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Romance › Re: . by MrsChima(f): 3:38pm On Oct 26, 2012 |
What is with this genotype shit  |
Romance › Re: The O*T*H*E*R Woman... by MrsChima(f): 3:35pm On Oct 26, 2012 |
Is this an excerpt from your diary  |
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Romance › Re: I Am In Love With Sexkillz. by MrsChima(f): 2:50pm On Oct 26, 2012 |
[quote author=Mynd_44]And I hear all Igbo men keep cutlass under their bed[/quote]Do you keep knives under ur bed? Chima keep something under his bed but it ain't no knife!  |
Romance › Re: I Am In Love With Sexkillz. by MrsChima(f): 2:49pm On Oct 26, 2012 |
ijebabe: I'll let you worry about that  Your baby brother won't be one of them ewwww i hope not!  |
Romance › Re: I Am In Love With Sexkillz. by MrsChima(f): 2:42pm On Oct 26, 2012 |
xynerise: pls make it snappy! The groom said he cannot wait till the honeymoon night to deflower his bride  That bride was deflowered before he had his puberty.  |
Romance › Re: I Am In Love With Sexkillz. by MrsChima(f): 2:08pm On Oct 26, 2012 |
[quote author=Mynd_44]You wan cause wahala abi?[/quote]Not if Chima don't catch me first! Imagine him watching men groveling over his iyawo!  |
Romance › Re: I Am In Love With Sexkillz. by MrsChima(f): 2:06pm On Oct 26, 2012 |
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Romance › Re: I Am In Love With Sexkillz. by MrsChima(f): 2:04pm On Oct 26, 2012 |
xynerise: I love helping people especially couples that divorced  We should encourage people to divorce.  |
Romance › Re: I Am In Love With Sexkillz. by MrsChima(f): 2:04pm On Oct 26, 2012 |
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Romance › Re: When Abortion Is Allowed And Justified In Relationships by MrsChima(f): 1:55pm On Oct 26, 2012 |
xynerise: *slaps op's eyeballs*  |
Romance › Re: When Abortion Is Allowed And Justified In Relationships by MrsChima(f): 1:54pm On Oct 26, 2012 |
If a single or married woman want to have an abortion...I don't see how that affects you when it is their bodies.  |
Romance › Re: I Am In Love With Sexkillz. by MrsChima(f): 1:52pm On Oct 26, 2012 |
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Romance › Re: I Am In Love With Sexkillz. by MrsChima(f): 1:50pm On Oct 26, 2012 |
joeydozzy: and you'll be the moderator Sure....It would be my pleasure to keep your ass locked up!  |
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Romance › Re: I Am In Love With Sexkillz. by MrsChima(f): 1:46pm On Oct 26, 2012 |
Crown Prince: Baby; I know how hard it will be for you to accept reality but when I start dotting on you, I know you will succumb like others before you and regret why ever been a straight man. Love you Awwwwww. Fight for your baby!  |
Romance › Re: I Am In Love With Sexkillz. by MrsChima(f): 1:46pm On Oct 26, 2012 |
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Romance › Re: I Am In Love With Sexkillz. by MrsChima(f): 1:45pm On Oct 26, 2012 |
cdamsel: Is dis d new trend? No...it is a copy cat from my thread. |
Romance › Re: I Am In Love With Sexkillz. by MrsChima(f): 1:42pm On Oct 26, 2012 |
ijebabe: Lol, everyone wants killz. This is fun  Not everybody.  |
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Romance › Re: I Am In Love With Sexkillz. by MrsChima(f): 12:49pm On Oct 26, 2012 |
Awwwwww my baby bro getting married!!!!!! |
Romance › Re: A Girl's Facebook Status Updates. by MrsChima(f): 11:37am On Oct 26, 2012 |
M M M: Any punny here 2nite  Your hands. |
Romance › Re: Typical Romantic Section Male Chatters by MrsChima(op): 11:34am On Oct 26, 2012 |
mumumugu: dis is what hapens when a husband beats a nagging wife. She crys and pours her anger on someone else. I touched a nerve! Lol! |
Romance › Re: Typical Romantic Section Male Chatters by MrsChima(op): 11:33am On Oct 26, 2012 |
[quote author=Mynd_44]No the thread is a social experiment and we are seeing the results[/quote]Exactly! Truth hurts I see. |
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