nice 1. good wk.

it was neva my intentn 2 double date. I was passing tru a difficult tm and i  met smone who showed me compassion. wen i was down, he spent tm wt me, tk me 2 places i want 2 be including attending service. help me wt my fears of questning my faith in God. i felt i lost my way, i no longer feel confident enough 2 pray. be it by consent or forced d fact is i'm no longer a virgin and i had d belief dat i was not clean to serve God. During this period he was just my friend even thou i knew i was attached 2 him in ways i cud not explain. I was able 2 really let go n forgive my bfriend wen i started praying again. I prefer 2 still call my new guy just my friend, i used d word double dating bc i want 2 be realistic since he has told me his intentions and i'm sure i have very strong feelings 4 him. as for my bfriend he still kips trying 2 tk me 2 bed anytm i'm wt him alone bt promised neva 2 force me again which i tink i believe him.

i have a boyfriend whom i've bn going out wt for about 6months now, new him 4 about 2 yrs b4 dating him. thou he hardly come 2 c me cos of his really demanding job? i still loved him until he did smth dat hurt me so much i thot my heart would break. i forgave him but tins neva went back 2 d way it was. i noticed we were drifting apart n begged him 2 communicate wt me more, no matter how busy he is. each tm we c he wud apologise so much dat i won't have a choice but 2 say i'm sori too n forgive him. wen i tink of it now i realised it's bc if i hesitate 2 understand him, he wud start telling me i complain 2 much n i simply don't understand him which usually mks me feel bad.
3 months back i met another guy whom till now has refused 2 let go despite telling him i'm in a serious relationship bc according 2 him each time he cms 2 c me i'm always alone, neva goes out n we spend most tm talking on phone together. He initially thot i was saying all dat 2 discourage him.
Now i'm confused. cos i also like this new guy a lot. we're in d same profession(dat's how we met during a 2 week conference) but work miles apart in different companies. he spends tm wt me, i no longer feel lonely n d big problem is rather dan affect my relationship, it seems 2 do d opposite-at least i no longer 'complain' as b4.
i've neva bn in this kind of situatn b4- double dating. only dat it's bigger dan dat 4 me. i'm a xtian, my bfriend is 2. my new guy is a muslim. big deal? not at all cos my parents wud freak out, personal experience. y am i jumping d gun? i'm not cos both have proposed 2 me n my new guy sms 2 be working 2wards dat beta dan my old bf.
i feel much closer 2 my new guy n i share more wt him-plans, experiences, etc. he's d only 1 i was able 2 tell wat my bfriend did 2 me. it was 2 traumatic 4 me, i was forced by my bfriend 2 have sex wt him which happened 2 be my very first tm. despite d fact dat he knew i was keeping myself 4 marriage. at 27, it was a bitter pill 4 me 2 swallow, afta all dis yrs.
i forgave him bt maybe nt completely cos i had not bn able 2 bear him touch me ever since then n thank God he understands afta several fruitless attempts at seductn.
i met my new guy a few days after my bfriend disvirgin me.
my relatn wt my new guy is more dan platonic, now i'm scared dat i may start having sex wt him. unlike my bfriend who wants many tins in place b4 marriage, this guy can't wait 2 meet my parents if i'm ready 2 accept wat he can offer me.
i tink i'm in love wt my new guy, problem is my people will neva accept him n even i am yet 2 look past d religious aspect n i don't want 2 lose both ways. pls advice!

guess his tinking abt responsibilities 2 cm n since d bride is so enjoying herself lk she has caught a d biggest fish in d ocean, he is alarmed. can't blame d poor chap