Pierced:
Same here. I purge anytime I drink garri.

hmm. So it is not only me

I wonder the cause

Today's service/mass in churches is overridden by talks of seed sowing, donations, thanksgiving, offerings and levies on members/parishioners (as the case may be)



This commitment creates financial burden as some congregation members are made to pledge what they don't have



It also eats into the time designated for the church activity



Do you see this as superfluous or a religious obligation?

In a time that garri (cassava flakes) is seen as a life saver, I dread eating it

Garri is something you can easily make when hungry. It requires less resources. It can also be combined with different food (Kuli Kuli, groundnut, coconut, beans etc)

But I noticed that anytime I eat it, I have stomach upset and I have to use the rest room up to four times before my stomach gets okay. I also take diarrhoea medicine as well.

Initially it happened with just yellow garri, now I react to both the yellow and white (ijebu) garri.

What could be wrong?

Ayobammi20:
You are a big fool

I pity you

hmm. How? Don't you regret some past actions

When I look back retrospectively at my sex life before I became a pro, I feel sullen. I really wasted money on ladies and couldn't man up to give them a hot sexual ride



I remember Jennifer, a lady I connected to via 2go (good old days you could connect with someone around you on 2go). I took her out and we spent quality time together. I connected with her on a daily basis. I was successfully able to get her to visit me. I got her black bullet and she was f*cking high. We undressed and I dived in. I banged her with the intention of going all the way. I didn't last more than two minutes. The pleasure got the best of me. Another time I sucked her to lure her to sex, when she climbed Me, Omo I cum once. Mental picture be don finish me. Too much soapy from porn. We later broke up. She probably left with the assumption I was not man enough. How i wish she can taste my sexual prowess now to believe



Then came Linda. 100 Level student then in the university of Benin (where I was schooling). We connected on 2go and planned 3000 naira for hook up sex. I used to be shy and could not make public advances. I borrowed money from someone to foot the bill. I also begged for a friend's room to host her. It took time before she was convinced to come. (Read how it went on this same topic in r i b d o . c o m romance section)



I wish I can redeem myself with those two ladies, better doggy style now I am a legend (thanks to Olosho joint)

imohimoh12:
Are you that guy called childof.doom ?

yea

While growing up, I used to be pious and chaste. I grew up in a Catholic family. I joined the Alter Boys Association early on in life. I grew up with the nascent feeling of wanting to be a priest. My mum encouraged me on the aforementioned subject. I went on to act as Jesus Christ in the passion of Christ acted in my church. Parishioners gave me the sobriquet 'jesus' for the role I played. I tried to be active in Church and joined the Board of Lectors due to my eloquence. I took up different leadership positions



Everything would change for the worse after going into the higher institution. I could not manage my independence well. I learnt masturbation, after which gambling. Most recently I went into the habit of patronising promiscuous women in return for sexual pleasure. I also engage in mischief for my own personal aggrandisement.



Things of God no longer excites me. Hard to pray or dress up to church. But call me for flirting or partying and see me euphoric. I know I need to change but the influence of the contemporary world is strong.

Sometimes I wonder how I change so quick and become a strange being when it comes to sex. I become mild and compassionate when broke but once small money enters my hand, I became pompous and treat the girls at Ezeka mercilessly

The last day of May I got 12000 from bet. I was excited. (I relapsed from my plan to stop bet). I was excited I had money to feed for some time. On my way home, I felt what's the point of being scared of being infected from my last sex without having to test all the girls before 'i go down'

I entered the place like a big man. I turned down the girls one by one till I saw my taste. A young girl with small boobs and erect nipples. I went to her room. I undressed as she locked the door. I asked her to rock me a little. As she grind my rod with her ass, I became high. I pressed the right boobs hard as my hand enveloped it. And she screamed. Then I dropped her on the bed. She wanted to fix a condom on my rod but I refused. I said I wanted direct. She refused and said she promised herself Never to fvck that way. After much struggle I couldn't even fvck her with her resistance as my cock goes limp before it got in. I dropped her 1k for her and warned her never to approach me again when she saw me in the brothel.

I came out and went to the drinks section. I was mad. One, I was mad because of the beast I had become and also because I did not have my way. Second because of ordinary sex, I became heartless. I ordered for two bottles of Life beer which I gulped into my alimentary canal to clear my head. I was the type of person that was a go-getter. Anything I wanted, I got it (whether positive or negative). The other oloshos who always discussed my matter amongst themselves noticed the one I took was sad. Then she probably explained to them I wanted raw sex and she didn't.

They were always excited when they saw me at the brothel because I was a regular customer. It was also rainy and so no much client that day. So three oloshos that were ready to compromise and fvck with me raw, danced my way. One with kobo leg and gargantuan breast, a tall chubby girl with hips and then another one who sprayed her hair grey.



I followed them to one corner to negotiate. They said it would cost me more. I agreed. We negotiated 5k for skin to skin. I was to fvck them in turns. After the drink I knew within me that my money will only last for two girls. Then I went in first with the tall chubby girl called Vicky
She took me into her room and locked it. It was nice to see an intimidating figure as mine (same height). I brought her body close to mine as she undressed. We were both naked. I pressed her ass as her body gummed to mine. Then she lay on her bed. I climbed her. She wanted to used cream first on the surface of her pussy before I penetrated with my cock. But I refused. I dived into her dry pussy as she moaned. It was kind of uncomfortable to do but I twisted in circular motion to ensure my full cock could go in. I ignored her moaning. I fumbled her boobs one by one.



Though she was ready for the ride as she was in a submissive mood. Probably as she was new and needed to raise money to settle (imposed fee and rent) and also to have a comfortable life. I then asked her to turn doggy style and she obliged, then I used my hand to hit her waist, telling her to bend that part down and raise her ass to show her pussy lips. She was subservient and I was elated. Though I reduced the times I pressed her ass cheeks and spread it (due to the heat/sweat that gathers In chubby people's body that produced a stench)



It was easy to navigate in out her pussy as I saw the hole. As I rode I noticed the pussy was getting wetter. This was my weak point. As a long-time soapy member, any wet surface made me cum early (cream, soap etc). I didn't ride for long and I came. But I was wise enough to quickly withdraw and poured in the nylon she normally dump tissue and condom used by her customers. I complied and gave her money to her before dressing up and leaving. I took her number as a tradition with the customers I patronised.



I resolved to leave as I was no longer interested in another round of sex with the other two girls. I had masturbated twice two days ago and wasn't having much strength. Just addiction that brought me to the brothel regularly. Not that I had recovered enough from past CUMMING. But the greedy girl with grey hair was not having any of that. She lured me to her room by rubbing my manhood (though clothed). As the woman wrapper that I am, I followed in. For details of how it went down with the second girl, check r i b d o . c o m and search for this post by loquacioussinner on their romance section)
You won't believe that when I got caught up in the moment with the second girl, I forcefully added kissing. (Check on the site).

On my way out, the lady that once infected me with Chlamydia was just sitting on the ground displeased as she looked my way. I gave her 500 left to smile.
I went home broke, staggering on the road and slept like a baby due to the cool breeze. I couldn't help but wonder, what if I had infected the two girls going raw or what if they have added a new STD to the one my body was already fighting. Soon I will go for tests and try to get a new addiction to replace this one that is destructive

So ribdo, a platform like nairaland with similar rooms like romance, sports and politics chatted me up to join their team. Thanks to the nairalander who helped link us up

They wanted me to drop posts there for a fee.

Initially i thought it was all scam, like some online peeps.

They have kept their word of paying, by paying me for the first week today !

Do well to follow me on r i b d o . c o m. My moniker there is loquacioussinner. I will be dropping my complete sexual tales there via my feeds and news

Now i can be seeing pocket money for weekend tickets, olosho or beer.

I am sure you remember the story of the two thieves crucified besides Jesus Christ. Despite their sins, Jesus Christ absolved the compassionate one of his sins, to be with him in paradise.

We also remember the story of the good Samaritan who helped the dying man when a priest and Levite had worked past. His reward will surely be great.

We also remember the widow who had just a little meal but shared with Peter. Her jar never ran dry.

1st Peter verses 4:8, love/charity covers a multitude of sins.

I will rather be a pagan who responds to the plight of the needy than be a church goer who is not sympathetic to the cries of the least of his or her brethren



R i b d o . c o m

Day 81 - clean


9 more days to complete my pledge


Alhamdumillah

Day 72 - clean

Day 63 - clean

atilla:
Great im happy to hear this. well done im proud of you.

Im sure now you are beginning to get new habits. how do you keep yourself busy now and how do you prevent yourself from going back?

work and learning passion helping out. Also learning from my experiences. If I don't stop, I am not coming out of it alive

Day 54 - clean

atilla:
Howfar. Any update

yes. Every nine days update. No going back again. Family have given me just one last chance

Day 45 - clean

Day 36 - clean

atilla:
Howfar notch.ildofdoom
Any update so far on your pledge? Stay strong

Yes sir. Thanks for your concern. I am updating once every nine days now

Day 27 - clean

Day 18 - Clean

@odogwumoney6 please give me a loan of 200k to pay back 250k

How to apply?

She just bounced my mum's call

Really confused


She was my only hope to pull through


She's so engrossed with bills to move abroad and would not consider me at all again



I am finished

ResidentMUMU:

Great one
The scope now is to restart counting from 1-9... 9 more times and you're in day 90 already..no give up.. everyone is battling a thing or the other. 🙂

thanks a lot for the motivation. Similar plan to what I plan doing.

Nine set to go. I will assess myself every nine days