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He had a go at me last night. saying to never speak to him again and all this shit when clearly i didn't even talk to him. he's just finding ways to make me angry. im kind of moving on. i wish he'd just leave me alone! arh!

Ahh my age just seems to matter so much here.
Which is stupid because I'm one the most matture 15 year olds there is!

And I've been through so much already (not just love wise) I can't imagine what the future holds.
Since already, my life is not how I wanted it to be.

Oh well.

He's 17. I'm 15.

I now know I need to move on, because he's proven to me he has moved on.

It's really hard because I loved him so much for so many months.

I just feel like I've wasted my time, and I have.

I feel so betrayed and used.

Nothing ever good happens for me, I should of known this was going to turn out like this.

We had a massive fight last night.

We are not friends anymore and never will be.

He says he is over talking to me and that he doesn't want to know me

This all happened because I called him an idiot for ignoring me the other day.

Apparently he has a new girl too, one that he used to like since year 8 but she left and now she's back and they still like each other.

I hate my life right now. I've been upset all day and crying. He just pushed me away completely.

I don't get why we couldn't just stay friends!

Every single day it's what I think of, I go to bed thinking why he did this to me and I wake up thinking it.

It really is driving me insane and I wish I never met him!

There is so much more to the story. He's been hurt before really badly.

I saw him today, lets just say he gave me the most disappointed look I've ever recieved.
We did not talk.

We've been ignoring each other, and hopefully we can keep it that way.

I'm just so over all this bullshit.

Yeah I've told him so many times not to go and he listened kinda, coz he came back, but this time there's no stopping him.

Thank you all for the advice.

The reason as to why he doesn't look at me the same is because he said he's moving away the other week and on the day he moved away
I couldn't take it so my friend told me to go to her house and she had 2 boys at her house also. I ended up kissing one of the boys. I did nothing more.
After I kissed him I felt bad and told him I like someone. He asked me if we could still kiss, I said yes. I thought this would help me get over the boy I love. But It didn't work. It just made me feel guilt. But then, he found out what I did because I choose to tell him so he doesn't find out the wrong way.
But what I didn't know was that he had moved BACK to where I live. He had only been gone for 1 day or 2. He said moving there was a mistake. But never told me why. I guess we both made mistakes. But apparently he defenatly is moving away in a few months to somewhere else.
Everybody says to admit I like him but It's way too hard for me because he's stubborn and won't even admit he likes me but we both know it's true.
There's nothing really left to do, right?

Thank you.
But I feel as if there is no point at all since he's leaving. He said he would ask me out but can't because he wouldn't want to dump me, and he thinks we would last much longer than next year. So yeah. It's really confusing and I'm not sure what to do. I've given him the impression that I don't want to talk to him and that I've moved on but that's only because he's been ignoring me.

What would you do if the guy your madly in love with for over 4 months now was moving away in a few months?
You two never got to be together because of what went on his life. He didn't want to put you in the middle of it
because it would just make you upset. What if he loved you just as much as you loved him but you both could
never admit it to each other because you didn't want to ruin the friendship. What if he said that your the only thing
keeping him sane and alive. What if you made a mistake that disappointed him so much that he didn't consider you even
a friend anymore. What if you've now made up your mind and your letting go but don't want to. Maybe he could tell
that your letting go, so now he's letting go because he's sick of always comming back to you.  What if he was just perfect
for you, you wanted NOBODY else. Only him. My friends tell me to keep myself entertained and move on. But I can't. I need to
first; solve this problem between me and him and then I can go on with life. I can't keep putting it on hold.
What if the solution is to just move on because nobody knows what else you can do.
There's more to this story, way more. But what if the one you were in love with lost all
trust in you?

Let's just say. Many words were said but too many were left unsaid.