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wow! i am really feelling you guys to the core.

okay! this is how it started, i mate Ruky some 8 years ago when i was a player. she is just so cool, takes all my bowl full of shit, always accepts me back after i leave her without notice to do my nasty things. i wrote a love song on a sheet of paper and gave to her 8 years ago and she still has it. 6 years ago, i left her  again without notice when i mate Ragadao, equally beautiful, i can bet my neck out that she is a virgin.  i was sleeping with four of her classmate b4 i met her just then i proposed to her. i had do everything right just to prove her wrong  before i was able to win her heart. finally she did accept my proposal. for the first time i had to stay for three month without sex and even that i had to do it behind her. this girl changed me. it was a relationship void of sex.  6 years down the line i have only kissed her once, "i feel like i am doing something bad" was what she told me when i gave her the first and the only kiss of the relationship. just before we left school she wrote to me that she is breaking up with me because her parent said so. i tried so hard to win her back but it never worked. " dont come to my house or call me again" is what she tells me. in other to forget her i went back to Ruky and she welcomed me back. just when i am about to forget Ragadao she tries to send signals true my friends that i have left her and i am enjoying my life. this has happen on several occasions and anytime it happens i leave Ruky and turn my attention to Ragadao, then she will dump me and i will run back to Ruky. for about a year now i have not contacted Ragadao and she has not bothered calling me. i have been with Ruky and have proposed Marriage, i have also secured myself a job as the marketing manager of the biggest movie production house in Ghana. Suddenly Ragadao is sending signals again and i am falling back for her, i spoke her with  her and she says she has a boy friend in the state plus some other four guys in ghana and that she is confused, she doesn't know who to marry. i have been seeing her behind Ruky for the past 4months and have proposed to marry her too.

this is the problem:

Both of them knows not about each other.

Ragadao the (the religious virgin) is most at times not at home, she is always in town, she never calls me and any time she does, she asks me to buy her  call Card to recharge her phone. she likes big things and always tells guys that call her on the phone that she is a taxi even when we are driving in my car. She lives a very strange life and besides she's only told me she loves me once in six years according to her she is shy"wow!".

Ruky is always there for me, we have sex almost once every week, she calls me every hour, she turned down a lot of proposals just for me and is always proud to call me her man, always reminds me of her love for me. supports me in everything i do.

I, on the other hand feels Ragadao is very poisonous but will prefer her to be my wife. i can bet my life that Ruky is just so clean, a girl i can trust with my life but would prefer Ragadao over her. which of this two is likely to kill me.

sorry for the long note.