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He walked into my room na'ked and surprisingly,I smiled at him. I was still lying face up and made no attempt to cover my bare self.
He bolted the door and started a graceful walk to my bed,with his huge member pointing upwards and a bit curved. I sat up and we held each other's gaze for a while before I raised my hand and wrapped his huge member in my hand. It was so big that my hand couldn't even cover it properly.

He came forward and I lowered my mouth to his joystick. I'm still surprised with what I'm doing but I didn't stop. He held the back of my head and started directing my pace. I sucked on,trying my best to get the whole of him into my mouth. He was grunting and whining his waist to the rhythm of my own movement.

I continued with what I was doing,looking up at him once in a while and he always gave me a smile to encourage me. After some minutes,he gently pulled out of my mouth and pushed me down on the bed. With expectant eyes,I looked at him,wishing he would touch me in places I've never being touched. He opened my legs very wide and used a finger to press on my cli't making me quiver. He slowly lowered his head to my womanhood and started feasting away. He wasn't gentle yet,he wasn't rough. He was lapping,sucking and gently chewing on whatever he found down there while I kept on giving out my screams of pleasure. I pressed on his head,silently asking him not to stop. He didn't. Instead,he inserted a finger to increase the crazy feeling I was having.

I felt something heavy on my chest and I started shaking,throwing my legs and hands in the air. A warm sensation washed over me and I felt myself going through an orgasmic bliss. He gently and lovingly cleaned me up before coming up to kiss me,making me taste my juices. He paused and we both looked on.

Hillary: Are you ready? Or should we wait?

What kind of man is this? Even at this point,he sought my opinion.

Me: Please. Make me a woman.

Hillary: But bae,I don't want you to regret anything. I'll wait till you're ready. Don't do this to please me.

Me: No no. Please. I want it now. Take me now.

Hillary: Let me get the CD from the bathroom.

I nodded and he stood up and disappeared into the bathroom. I turned to face the direction he had gone only to feel someone tapping my shoulders. I turned to see who it was.



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I jumped and looked at him. He was smiling. The chilly sensation on my tips reminded me that I was still bare so I quickly grabbed my blanket and covered myself. I had slept off while I thought about my boyfriend and Jesus! Was that a dream? It was too real to be a dream. Now,what was this fool doing in my room? He had seen my unclothedness. Gosh!

Gospel: You're beautiful.

what guts?

Me: What are you doing in my room?

He still stood there,just beside my reading table and he was smiling shamelessly.

Gospel: Was your dream about us? I've been here,watching you beg for a release.

Now I was angry. But I can't let him have a second show of my body.

Me: I repeat for the last time,what are you doing here?

Gospel: Hey! Come on. I had sent you a message and you didn't reply so I decided to come and talk to you. We've passed the stage of sending messages. We should sought it out once and for all.

Me: You're talking nonsense. And when you saw I was na'ked,why didn't you carry your filthy self out of my room?

His smile disappeared.

Gospel: Amanda,don't use stupid words on me.

Me: Why? Wait till morning when I'll tell mum you were spying on my bare form.

He shook his head and grabbed the edge of my table.

Gospel; It's okay. I'll just go. Not because I'm scared of your threat or something but because I want to respect you.

Me: Thank you. So get out.

Gospel: Okay.

Instead of going out,he came in further and stopped at the edge of my bed.

Gospel: Between,if that's how you moan,then he's not doing it better

He smiled and turned, trying to leave the room. I had to say something to make that smile disappear. Just before he opened the door,I found the right words;

Me: But at least,in my dreams,he's getting something you'll never get and very soon,I'll make this dreams turn to reality,trust me.

He turned,his smile disappearing entirely. It was my turn to smile. He couldn't stand it so he walked away,banging my door in the process.

I smiled,carried my bare form to the door and bolted it before going to bed.

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PamelB. I will take you out when I come back to Enugu by October. Just try n make urself available. U deserve it.

Hillary: Bae,I don't know him.

Me: Then how did it happen?

Hillary: Was withdrawing from an ATM when he suddenly bumped into me. He took my phone,my wallet and the money I withdrew. I'm glad he didn't notice I was with my ride if not,he would have driven away in it.

I gasped and Kamsi focused more on me.

Hillary: But I'm fine.

Me: We were worried. Kamsi,Ken and I are even on the highway now.

Hillary: It's alright. I'm fine. Just go back to the house. It's late already.

Me: Of course we'll go back. But I must get to that hospital and get your phone and other stuffs.

Hillary: Baby,let him be. I'm sure he'll still sell those things off to foot his bills.

Me: I....

Hillary: Bae,just...,you know what? Give the phone to Ken.

I gave the phone to Ken who's being silent throughout the call. They talked for a while before he gave the phone to Kamsi. When they were through,Kamsi ended the call and gave me my phone.

Kamsi: Let's go home.

Me: But....

Kamsi: Now,don't argue. Ken,let's go.


Ken started the ignition and hit the road again. I was angry. I don't know the exact brand of that Samsung but I knew it was very very expensive. How can we leave something that expensive for a common criminal? Nobody said a word anymore till we got home.
Mum and Gospel were outside when we drove in.

Mum: Amanda,come my child.

I went into her arms immediately.
I heard Gospel asking Ken what happened.
After mum released me,Kamsi told her what had really happened and she was relieved.

Mum: I was worried. God please save this children.

She led us all inside. We said a quick prayer and everyone retired for the night. I went to my room,undressed and laid on the bed. I was very tired and I hoped to relax my bones for a while before putting on my nightie and going to bed.

I unlocked my phone and started chatting. I got a message notification so I opened it;

"why can't you just love me the way you love this boy? I saw how you ran out of the house just because you got a call that he was in an accident. Amy please,love me"

With a quick thought,I knew it must be Gospel so I replied;

"love comes to those who love. You're not the right person for me so I'll advice you quit trying.

Seconds later,a reply came in;

" I love you and I'll do anything to prove it to you. Just give me some time with you."

I refused to reply. I continued with my chat,Kamsi had a picture of her and Ted in her profile. I opened the picture and started looking at it,imagining it was me and Hillary. Just then,a call came in. It was the same number Hillary had used in calling me.

Me: Hello dear.

Hillary: Not sleepy yet?

Me: No. But I'm lying down. I'm very weak and tired.

Hillary: Enough reason you should be sleeping by now. So ma'am,close those lovely eyes.

I stiffed a yawn and smiled.

Me: Not yet honey, I'm yet to dress for the night. I'm bare.

Hillary: Oh! Okay then,I just called to say good night.

Me: Thanks my love. Sleep tight.

Hillary: Thanks. And don't sleep bare.

I blushed.

Me: I won't. Take care.

Hillary: Okay dear.

We hung up and I changed position,lying face up with my tips pointing towards the ceiling. I smiled as I thought of Hillary's goodness. We had never gone past kissing and he seemed comfortable with it. Now I was through with my counseling, I'll initiate a deeper intimacy. He's my boyfriend and he deserves it.

I'm sorry,deeply sorry for leaving u guys on suspense for long. I couldn't even rejoice over the front page thing cos I didn't know. I've being away for a while,trying to put two and two together. But now,I'm back. And like someone had said,I'll keep dropping the story back to back everyday.
I love you all for your comments, encouragements,love and likes.
Saxwizard and his crew,thank you for always being there.




And the story continues......

So I'm back. Hope you guys didn't miss me that much?



Back at the Okoye's residence, things haven't being going down well with mother and daughter;

Mum: For months,we've not cooked in this house,always eating out. If we continue this way,we'll go bankrupt before Christmas.

Nenye: What? Mum don't even say that. Dad left a huge amount of money for us. You've got your business and Amanda's money too. How can you think of that word,bankruptcy?

Nenye said,filing her nails without looking up at her mum.

Mum: Look how it's easy for you to say it? The weekly allowance I give you? The things you order online? You go to school,see something Amanda puts on and you come home and cry on my head that I get it for you. You insisted on a car and I bought you one. I must confess,you're the one lavishing the money.

Nenye: Of course I'm your only child so you've got to do things to make me happy. Imagine that Amanda,if you see her phone,or the kind of clothes,handbags and jewelries she puts on? I think that's why that classy Rose became her friend,a girl I've wanted to befriend since last semester.

Mum: I'm saying something else and you're here talking balderdash.

Nenye: Mum?

Mum: Get your useless self up from that chair and go to the kitchen. From today,we'll do the cooking in this house.

Nenye stood up quickly but instead of going away,she dusted her short and placed her left hand on her waist.

Nenye: When I wanted to learn how to do all these things,you stopped me,you called it suffering. I won't touch a thing in this house,I won't lift a finger. If you want someone who'll do the cooking and household work,kindly get a house help,but if your pocket is too small to contain her,better do them yourself.

Mum: Nenye!

Nenye: Its the truth mum. I can't do anything and please,don't make me do any. Anyways,today is Thursday,my allowance is tomorrow,hope you'll still give me that. I deserve it you know.

Mum: Get out. Money is the only thing you care about.

Nenye: Fine. I'm sorry for the way I just spoke to you. You started all these you know.

Mrs Okoye raised a hand to slap her but stopped in mid air.

Nenye: Chei. Mumsy,you bin wan slap me? I'm not Amanda o. I'm not Amanda that you treated anyhow. I'm not the curse of your misfortunes so no just try am. She's gone now and you wan transfer that your wickedness to my side,no just try am.

Nenye walked away while her mother stared in shock. Did her daughter just talk to her in that manner? She sat down heavily on a sofa and the tears started flowing. Her daughter had just insulted her,using foul words on her? She carried her weeping self to the room and lay down,crying her heart out and wondering where she had gone wrong(imagine)


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We were on our way to St Patrick with Ken behind the wheels. Kamsi and I were sitting at the back and she was rubbing my shoulders.

Kamsi: He's fine. Trust me.

Me: We just came home few hours ago. What must have happened to him? Jesus!

Kamsi: At least,I'm glad you've got a grip on yourself. Let's get there first.

Me: Let nothing happen to him God. Please save him for me.

Kamsi: Nothing will happen to him. Trust God.

Me: I wonder where......

I was interrupted by my phone. It was an unidentified number so I picked it.

Me: Hello.

Caller: Baby.

That voice was familiar. I knew that voice. Where have I heard that voice before? I....

Me: Hillary!

Hillary: Yes baby. I...

Me: Sshh. We're coming to the hospital to see you. Keep quiet and be still. I'm happy you're okay. Your voice is....

By now,Ken had packed to a corner of the road and they were both looking at me with expectant eyes.

Hillary: Hospital? Who's in the hospital?

I frowned my face immediately. So even in his Ill health,he loves to crack jokes?

Me: Now don't play smart with me. We're coming to that hospital.

Hillary: But I'm at home. I'm calling you with a friend's number.

Me: At home? Have you been discharged?

Hillary: I wasn't even in a hospital. We were together through out today nau so when did I get admitted?

Me: But baby,someone called with your number,saying you were rushed to the hospital. What then is that?

Hillary: Oh! I think he got what he deserves.

Me: Who?

Just as he had promised,I started my counselling the next day. He would always pick me up from the house and take me back home,then after my session,he'd come and take me home.

The session helped a lot as I also saw different girls whom their cases are a lot worse than mine,they were already acting like they were crazy. They avoided physical touch and would scream whenever someone approached them.

I watched videos and listened to audio messages which were made to strengthen victims and get them back on their feet. I swore never to give up on life anymore. I swore to fight whatever it was that happened to me.

I had the session for three weeks before my own time was up. That afternoon,Hillary had come in his car and was waiting downstairs for me to finish signing up. A lot of my mates who were doing the session with me congratulated me and prayed for my success. I ran down the stairs and into Hillary's awaiting arms. We embraced like we were long lost siblings. Someone who had seen us wouldn't know he was the one that brought me to the place that morning.

Hillary: I'm happy for you sweetheart.

Me: You made it possible. Thank you very much dear.

Hillary: So where do I take you?

Me: Before we go out,get into the car and I'll tell you something.

Hillary: Now?

Me: Yes please.

We both entered the car and he turned on the AC,staring at me like my face would give him the answers he needed.

Me: I'm sorry but please,I have something to tell you.

Hillary: That's why we're here. Tell me.

I cleared my throat and started talking. Telling him about my conversation with Gospel the day he had come to the house for lunch and dinner,including what he had said about not letting any other person have me. He maintained a straight face throughout the period of my explanations.

Me: Baby I'm scared.

Hillary: I know. Nothing will happen to us. We're meant to be and nothing or nobody will change that.

Me: But honey.....

Hillary: Sshhhhh. I don't like the way you sound sometimes. You always sound discouraging and you have to stop it.

Me: I'm sorry. It's just that I'm scared that he might do something bad to you.

Hillary: He won't touch a strand of my hair. He's just whining and talking trash. I won't leave you the way he did. I'll take care of you with all my life,with everything that I am.

Me: Thank you. I love you so much.

Hillary: And I love you more than life itself. So tell me where you wanna go for lunch and we'll be there in 20 minutes.


We spent the rest of the day visiting places of interest and eating lots of junks.
Sometime around 6,he took me home and after a passionate kiss at the gate,I went into the house after I watched him drive off.


I had finished from the bathroom and rubbing some ointment on my face when my phone started ringing.
I looked at my phone and it was Hillary.

Me: Hi baby.

Caller: Please don't be upset. Come to St. Patrick's hospital at the moment. The owner of this phone was rushed here and his phone read that you were the last person he contacted.


I looked at the screen of my phone and of course it was Hillary's number. What was this guy saying?

Me: What do you mean by he was rushed to St Patrick? What happened to him?

Caller: I'm sorry ma but you need to come and know for yourself. St Patrick please.

He hung up before I could speak further. That was when I let my throat loose and screamed on top of my voice.




I wanna apologise before tomorrow. My data will be finishing tonight and I won't be able to subscribe just yet.
So please,bear with me and I promise that it won't take time.
Love you all.

***to my sweetheart,my Onyii,who's reading this story. My sweetheart who doesn't believe that relationships work. Onyii repent o***



Ken: Wow! So you're a citizen there?

Hillary nodded,sipping from his glass again.

Ken: I swear you're good man. You don't even act like one. Your personality is beautiful.

Hillary: What's the need? I love this place more that's why I tried to adapt immediately I came in.

Ken: Beautiful. I like you man.

Hillary: Same with me here.

Ken: Follow me to my apartment. I need to show you some stuffs.

They excused themselves and left the sitting room. I was now alone with Gospel. He wasn't smiling and he seemed so distracted. I went to him and tapped him.

Me: Thinking of what to do next?

He hissed and looked away but I won't stop pestering him. No.

Me: You got a degree at 23 yet you can't maintain a relationship. You're not even good at it. Things...

Gospel: Amanda please.

Me: Please what? Accept defeat and leave my life alone. Let me be. I've moved on. Quit trying to show Hillary that he's not good for me. He's the best gentleman I've ever met outside Ken so leave us alone.

He stood up and held my shoulders lovingly. I was even surprised.

Gospel: Okay. Fine. I accept that I don't like that boy. I admit okay. But you know I love you. You know how much I care about you.

Me: No you don't care about me. You don't.

Gospel: They say,you don't know the value of what you have till you loose it. I've lived in regret and it worsened after I saw you with this boy. I love you so much and I'm ready to make amends. I promise.

I stepped away from him,turning my back to him and fighting the tears that were threatening to fall.

Me: I needed support,love,attention but you offered none. Even if you couldn't continue with me,at least,you would have being kind enough to hide those words. You said them before me,in my presence, you didn't mince words remember? What happened? Now you've seen this light that is shining on my path and you want me to leave it and come back to you? Gospel,its not done. I love Hillary a lot and I'm ready to step on toes just to prove that point.

Gospel: The same way I'm ready to step on toes to prove mine too. I love you so much. Don't you get it? You drive me crazy,being without you has left me empty and useless. I need you in my life baby and I'm willing to do anything to make you happy,I promise.

I turned back to face him and he held my hands.

Me: You don't need to step on toes for my sake cause you've stepped on more than necessary. You've done enough. I don't care about whatever stupid love you have for me. I'm happy now so quit trying to be nice.

He left my hands immediately and frowned his face.

Gospel: I'm sorry Amanda but you're making things very difficult for me. What part don't you get? The part that I love you or the part that that guy doesn't deserve you?

Me: Oh! I don't get any of them cause the only language my brain listens to now anything positive about my boyfriend.

He sneered and turned away.

Me: I don't care the way your brain interprets it. I'm in love with someone else and that's final.


Gospel: You lie.

Me; I see.

Gospel: If I can't have you,nobody will.

He turned and repeated it again,pausing his lips to make sure I understand.
I stood there as we looked each other in the face like sworn enemies.

Gospel: If you can't be mine,you can't belong to anyone else. I made you what and who you are so you owe me a lot. I own you and there's nothing you or anybody can do about it.

I found my voice immediately but instead of speaking,I found my arm flying in the air and registering a slap on his face.

Me: You listen,I own my life. If there's anyone I should be fighting with about it,it should be God and not any useless and selfish man. That you picked me up from a dungeon,brushed me up,sheltered me,clothed me,doesn't mean you own my life. And as for what you said,you'll see with those two miserable eyes of yours how I'm so going to spend the rest of my life with the boy who loves me a lot and not you. You'll apologise with that miserable mouth of yours for every damn word you said here.

I stuck a finger out and poked at his chest.

Me: And when that time comes,I'll give you more slaps than I just did.

He didn't say another word. He just rubbed his chin and walked out.
I sighed and sat down,giving a deep thought to what just transpired. He shouldn't dare to hurt my boyfriend,if not,hell he'll have me to battle with.

I felt a new fire light up in me and I knew I had to fight this one,no matter who was involved, even if its not for my relationship,at least to get my sanity back.

mzlizabelle:
Thanks for the update Pamel.

I hope you're opened to corrections?

I noticed you often use "being" instead of "been"

"Have" goes with "been" while "is" goes with "being".

Have a good day at work
and thank you once again for the update.

tanx my dear. Who no like better thing? I'll work on the corrections from now on

So I want to thank everyone for their love,encouragement and support. And for minding my slow updates (though I know that some writers update once a day).

So thank you all o.. Have a wonderful day dearies.

tanx for the update queen

Lunch was amazing. Different varieties of food; from fried rice and drilled fish to yam and sauce with fried eggs. There was also a chicken soup,some baked cakes and fruits to wash down the meal. I didn't have time to acknowledge the meal because it was like a rule in the Kalu's residence,never to talk while eating. The only thing you'll keep hearing is,"please pass the salt" or "is there any serviette at that side?".

But once we had all left the table,every one started confessing about the meal including Hillary and Rose.

We all sat down at the sitting room to discuss. The look on mum's face showed that she was happy and anyone seeing us sitting together would think that we're gathered for a family meeting.

Mum: I'm not going to take much of your time as its compulsory that I take my siesta,I don't play with it especially on Sundays as it is the only day I get to relax properly. I just need to chip in one or two sentences.

She paused and looked at our faces.

Mum: You're all grown ups. The youngest amongst you all is Amanda and she's no longer a kid. I want unity between all of you here. See each other as brothers and sisters. Quarrels and feuds should be far gone from you all. I know why I'm saying it and most of you know that as well. You all are old enough to know what's right and wrong. You also have rights to call yourselves to order when you see that one of you is doing something contrary to your expectations. Finally,I wouldn't want you all to disappoint me. Keep clean records and never,I mean never do anything to jeopardize your relationships.

She looked at all of us as if the words would sink in properly with her looks.

Mum: Having said that,I beg to leave you all now. Have fun and call me once dinner is served.

We thanked her and watched as she walked up the stairs gracefully.

Gospel was the first to break the silence.

Gospel: So,Hillary, tell us,what do you do with your free time?

Hillary cleared his throat..

Hillary: I go to my father's hospital to help in the lab.

Ken: Wow! Your dad is a medical doctor?

Hillary: Yes.

Ken: Interesting. What are you studying in school?

Hillary: Microbiology.

Ken: What year.

Hillary: I'm in my finals.

Ken: Congratulations dude.

Gospel: So,what time do you spare then for Amanda?

Hillary: Oh! I always make sure we see at least three times in a week.

Gospel: Just that?

Hillary: Yes. That way, it won't make the relationship boring. I don't want her to get tired of seeing my face. Though I know I'll love to see hers everyday and I plan to make it so.

We all laughed except Gospel. I could see the defeat in his eyes.

Gospel: So how old are you?

Hillary: Wow! Is it necessary?

Gospel: Of course it is. I....

Hillary: I'm 24.

Gospel: Ken is already a lawyer at 24.

I frowned immediately. A quick tension passed through the sitting room but Hillary remained with a smile.

Hillary: That's very good. Very encouraging I must say. So when did you leave school?

Gospel: I schooled abroad. Got my degree at 23,now,I'm managing my father's multinational company.

I knew what he was trying to do but I refused to say a word because I wouldn't want our beautiful day to end up in fights.

Gospel: I'm the youngest CEO around the globe with a certificate from Oxford and Harvard.

Hillary scoffed and didn't say a word,instead he sipped from his glass and focused more on the fool who wanted to show him he was lesser.
Kamsi stepped out with Rose to God knows where but I refused to leave.

Hillary: You've made a name for yourself I must say. Congratulations.

Gospel: Thank you. I deserve it.

Ken: So tell us,where are you from?

Hillary: My parents are from Udi local government.

Ken: Your parents? What about you? Ain't you from there as well?

Hillary: I'm from California. I was born and raised here and only came back to be with my parents for a while.

I saw the smile on Gospel's face disappear and change to a look of surprise. He wasn't getting the victory anymore and I had Ken to thank for throwing in that question at that time.

As early as 11am on Sunday,Rose was already at the house. She had told us that she came straight from church. As usual,mum was very happy to see her. They talked for a while before Rose changed into one of my clothes and we sat down to chat for a bit at the terrace.

Rose: So how's Hillary? Kamsi told me you both went out the other day?

Me; Yes. I had fun.

Rose: So you finally said yes?

Me: Of course. Hillary is such a nice guy. I wonder where he'd being all my life.

Rose: Wow.

Kamsi: He's being waiting for the right time. And immediately the time was ripe,he came.

Me: Miss philosopher.

Kamsi: Call me that again.

We all laughed and got busy with our phone. Some minutes later,Hillary called.

Hillary: Hi bae

Me: Hi dear.

Hillary: Will you be kind enough to step outside your gate? I'm parked here and waiting for a Cinderella to come and walk me to the ball.

My chuckle got Kamsi and Rose' attention and they stared at me.

Me: You won't only get a Cinderella,you'll also get Jasmine and snow white.

Hillary: Beautiful. Please I'm waiting

I hung up and told the girls and they smiled.

Rose: So,I'm not fair so I'm Jasmine.

Kamsi: Unarguably Snow white.

We shared a laugh before walking downstairs and outside the gate. He was sitting on the hood of his car. He was dressed in a body hugged shirt and jean trouser. His shoe was shiny black and he looked like one going for a fashion show. My friends and I couldn't help but stare shamelessly.

Hillary: Won't you stop staring and at least give me a hug.

I came out from my trance and hugged him,sharing a quick kiss too.

Hillary: (turned to Rose) Jasmine,how are you?

Rose: I'm fine handsome. You look amazing.

Hillary: Thank you. (turned to Kamsi) Snow white,how are you as well?

Kamsi: Better than yourself.

Hillary: I doubt.

We shared a laugh before entering the house. We led him to the sitting room where mum was seeing a movie.

Hillary: Good day Mrs Kalu.
He greeted with a little bow.

Mum: Good day son. How're you?

Hillary: Very fine ma. You look quite good yourself.

Mum smiled like a teenager.

Mum: Thank you my dear. Please have a seat. You're just in time for lunch.

I looked at the wall clock and it was some minutes going to 1:00.

We all sat down.

Mum: Amanda,go ask the girls if they're done with making the table,Kamsi,go call your brothers.

Did I mention that Ken had moved to his own building? I guess I did not so please forgive me.

Kamsi walked out while I went to the Kitchen. I passed the dinning and noticed that the table was already prepared and I liked what I saw. I was tempted to take a peak to know the meals we'll be having but on a second thought,I turned and went back to the sitting room.

Mum and her in-laws (Rose and Hillary) were already conversing so I stepped out of the house.
Kamsi was taking a call so I stood beside her. She dismissed the caller and turned to me.

Me: So you've not called your brothers?

She smiled and kicked my shoulders playfully.

Kamsi: Was thinking of a way to inform Gospel,maybe sending him a message. I've vowed never to go into his apartment again.

I frowned at her but she didn't stop.

Kamsi: I'm beginning to see him as the black sheep of this house.

Me: Are you alright?

Kamsi: Of course I am. You don't get it do you? He's not the gentleman I've always thought him to be. I dunno what changed him and....

Me: You know what? Go and call Ken while I call Gospel. We'll talk about this after today.

Kamsi: Whatever.

I spanked her behind with my palm and we both went on our different directions.
I got to the door and rang the bell and the door swung open immediately.


Me: Hi.

Gospel: Amanda,come inside.
He was on a jean short and polo and he had a smile plastered on his face.

Me: No. Not now. I was sent to call you. Lunch has being served.

He looked at me like I was hiding something.

Gospel: So I guess your boyfriend is here?

Me: Yes. Together with Rose.

Gospel: Okay. I'll join you guys in two minutes.

I walked away,surprised that he didn't react,also praying that he doesn't have a back up plan hatching somewhere.
Mum was still busy with Hillary,asking him his parents occupation,where they lived,where they came from,trying to drill out everything about him,with Hillary in turn,giving her all the answers with a smile.

I sat down and joined Rose. Kamsi and Ken came in some minutes later.

Ken walked to Hillary who stood up and gave him a handshake.

Ken: Hillary right?

Hillary: Yes and you are?

Ken: Kenneth. Nice meeting you.

Hillary: The pleasure is all mine.

They both sat down beside mum.

Ken: I've heard quite a lot about you and I do hope they are all true.

Hillary laughed,throwing his head back.

Hillary: Depends on what you heard.

Ken: I see you're an intelligent guy. I hope you'll be able to take care of my sister.

Hillary: I.....

Gospel: Of course he will. If he doesn't,I'll so beat him up.

We all turned to look at him and he was all smiles. He approached Hillary and offered his hand for a handshake. We were all surprised including mum. Hillary looked into his face and shook his hand,looking back at me for answers but I just shrugged my shoulders,indirectly telling him that I knew nothing.


Was this part of a plan? Or has Gospel changed for good?

The exams were over and I was grateful. Kamsi and I invited Rose and Hillary to the house for lunch and dinner on Sunday and they had agreed to come.

The next day being Friday,Hillary called,asking for permission to come pick me so we could eat out. I dressed up and didn't wait for long before his honk came and I stepped out to meet him. We drove to an eatery where we ate quietly. We finished without discussing anything and he drove to shoprite.

Me: What do you wanna buy?

Hillary: Anything. I just want to spend this afternoon with you.

We shared a quick kiss before alighting from the car.
He asked me to pick anything I wanted. I had always fantasized about finishing a full bucket of ice cream so it was the only thing I picked. He wasn't satisfied with that so he started picking boxes of sweets,chocolates,biscuits and drinks.

The ride back home was interesting as I had my bucket of ice cream and was spooning good quantities into my mouth and that of Hillary. I texted Kamsi,telling her that we were coming back and she said she was going to wait for us at the car park.

Hillary drove into the house and while he made for the bags,I just stepped out with my bucket of ice cream which hasn't gone down a bit.

Kamsi welcomed us and took the bags inside including my bucket of ice cream.

Me: So you ain't coming in?

Hillary: Not today. I have somewhere to be by 5:30 and look,its almost 5:00.

He fixed his gaze behind me and I followed to see Gospel walking towards us. My face flushed as I wondered why he was at home.

Hillary: Good day.

Gospel: Save your greetings. Who are you and what are you doing here?

Hillary looked stunned. He looked at me and I couldn't say anything.

Hillary: I'm Hillary,a.....

Gospel: What are you doing here?

I had to come in now. He won't embarrass my boyfriend. I won't let him.

Me: Gospel you're embarrassing my boyfriend and I don't like it.

Gospel: Did you say that to my face?

Me: You heard right. It's.....

Hillary: Baby!

I turned to him and he asked me to come. I went closer and he hugged me.

Hillary: Don't argue. I'll be here on Sunday. I won't allow you to get into a fight with your brother.

Me: But....

Hillary: Sshhh.

He kissed me not minding Gospel's presence. He entered his car and drove off.

Gospel: How shameless. Better tell him not to step into this house on Sunday because I'll break his bones.

Me: You'll do no such thing. You won't dare.

Gospel: Don't push your lucks. You can't just bring in anybody to this house. Its not done.

I scoffed and walked closer to him.

Me: You just feel threatened by him. He's a lot better than you so quit trying to make a mountain out of an ant hill.

Gospel: I can never feel threatened by him. If you want to do anything to spite me,look for already made men,men who'll treat you right,not some university boy who goes round in borrowed cars.

Me: Made men indeed. Made men like you? God forbid. Its better I follow this university boy around than a made man who can't control his libido,a made man who doesn't care about the feelings of those he hurts. You don't know Hillary Thompson but I promise you,he's already a made man,not some fake guy who is wallowing under his father's treasures.

He raised his hand to hit me and I ducked. He didn't stop. He held my arm and pulled hard,causing me to cry out in pain.

Gospel: Not a word against me next time you cheap.....

Kamsi: Cheap what?

Gospel left me immediately and stepped back.

Kamsi: You're just disgustingly jealous. I regret that you're my brother.

She held my hand and we walked into the house,leaving Gospel behind.
We got to the kitchen and she brought out a pack of ice and placed it on my arm.

Kamsi: Sorry okay?

Me: Is that how he is?

Kamsi: Sometimes,especially if he's angry. But what happened?

I told her everything and she just smiled.

Kamsi: Just let it be. We'll report to mum once she's back.

Me: No please. Let it be.

Kamsi: That's what you always say. I'll let it go this time but when next he touches you,I'll tell mum.

Me; Better.

You know,I always try to give you at least three updates daily,don't persecute me please if I don't make it up to three. My phone is having battery issues but I'll always try to give you the updates as it should always come. Thanks for the encouragement and know that I won't do shakara with my updates. God didn't do shakara when he gave me the talent to write.

He approached me with mean steps and I tried my best to muffle my laugh.


Gospel: Who's he?

Me: Who?

Gospel: The boy you went out with. The same one you just kissed.

Me: That means you were spying on us?

Gospel: Answer me right now. Who's he?
His tone was now high and obviously angry. I grinned at the thought of him being jealous.

Me: Okay. No need for you to be angry okay? I'll tell you. You see,when he came to pick me up this evening,he was just a friend from school,but after a wonderful night,I'm proud to say that he's my boyfriend.

Like lightening,he pushed towards me and held my arm and I winced in pain.

Me: Leave me alone Gospel.

Gospel: Is that how shameless you've become? You left this house with your face heavily made up and look how you came back. You even have the guts to kiss him when you know my window overlooks the gate. To spite me right?

Me: You're just being jealous that someone else is doing what you couldn't do. Leave my arm.

He left my arm and stepped back.

Gospel: Amanda what happened to you? Why are you doing this?

Me: What happened to me? You think I'll sit down in this house,mourning my heart because you broke up with me? Sorry to disappoint you because I've moved on. You did that as well so let me be. That's why you refused to acknowledge our greeting before we left. My life is no longer your business so quit acting like you're my boyfriend and let me be.

He gasped at my words and I felt his eyes tear up.

Gospel: But you know I loved you and always will?

Me: I believed that as well. But your love is selfish. Your love is self centered. You're no worse than those loafers that took advantage of me. You moved on before you even broke up with me and if Kamsi and I hadn't caught you in the act,I would have being dwelling in sorrow of why you are avoiding me. I wouldn't have met Hillary and I wouldn't be this happy. The earlier you stop monitoring me,the better for you.

I walked out on him,happy with myself for not breaking down in front of him. I've moved on and I can't wait to share my dinner experience with Kamsi and mum.

The next morning,I took Kamsi to mum who was dressing to go to her boutique. I told them word by word about what had transpired at Golden Royale including the proposed visit to a counselor. They were both happy for me and mum apologised for not thinking about taking me to a counselor all these while.

We were talking about when to invite him over for dinner when Gospel stormed into the room.

Gospel: He's not coming to this house.

Kamsi and I stood up to face him,ready for an attack but surprisingly,mum was calm.

Mum: Why?

Gospel: Cause he's not good for her. I know his likes. This university cheap boys who'll do anything to get a beautiful girl on his bed including coming to her place with borrowed cars and suits.

Kamsi: But he won't include sleeping with different girls before breaking up with her.

Mum: Kamsi!

Gospel closed his eyes and swallowed hard. He opened them again and gave Kamsi a very mean stare.

Kamsi: I'm sorry mum.

Mum turned back to Gospel.

Mum: If he's not good for her,who then is good for her? Will you be the one to choose a spouse for her?

Gospel: Bu.....but mum,I saw that boy,the look......

Mum: You've being standing there,eavesdropping on us and its wrong.

Gospel: I was also coming to tell you about him when I heard you all discussing the same thing. But I'm sorry. And I still maintain the fact that he's not good for her.

Mum: Amanda will say who is good for her and who's not. You don't have a right to decide for her. She's matured enough now so please,I'll advice you to stop meddling.

There was a look of surprise on his face.

Gospel: I'm I now meddling?

Mum: If you don't mind,I beg to leave now. Kamsi,make sure to lock my room after you people are done.

She picked up her hand bag,looked at herself in the mirror and stepped out of the room. Gospel sized Kamsi and myself and also left.

Kamsi: He's now making me to dislike him the more.

Me: Please don't. He also approached me last night immediately I came into the house.

Kamsi: He did?

I told her what had happened between Gospel and I. She didn't find it funny.

Kamsi: Why didn't you tell mum?

Me: Let's just forget it. Are the girls done with making breakfast?

Kamsi: Let's go and check. It's past seven already.

We went downstairs and the table was already made for breakfast. We sat down and helped ourselves to the meal.
Ken came in just when we were almost done. We greeted him and he sat down to join us.

Ken: Where's is big bro?

Kamsi scoffed and continued with her meal. Ken looked at me for answers but I shrugged my shoulders.

Ken: Kammy I wonder when this bad blood between you two will stop.

Kamsi: Of course I was thinking about it before now. But after what he did last night and this morning,I don't think it'll ever stop.

Ken: What's the problem again?

Kamsi told him about Hillary and Gospel's view on it.

Ken: He's just jealous. It's normal for him to feel that way.

Kamsi: Does he now expect Amy not to move on when he's busy having the fun of his life?

Ken: Okay. I'll talk to him later. For now,let me talk to Amanda.

I raised my head up and looked at him.

Ken: Are you comfortable with that guy?

Me: Yes

Ken: And you're not with him to get back at Gospel?

Kamsi: Even if......

Ken: Kamsi I'm not talking to you. Amanda?

Me: Gospel didn't even come to my mind the moment i agreed to be with him. He's just understanding and calm and I like him a lot.

Ken: You know you shouldn't take decisions like this in a hurry,just be careful till you're sure of his intentions. Let's not get too excited for now okay?

Me: Thanks Ken.

Ken: Its nothing. Now you two should allow me to eat. I'm late for the office.

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Hillary: So its my turn now.

Me: Yes. I want to hear everything about you.

He laughed and cleared his throat.

Hillary: I'm from a family of three; my mum,dad and myself. My parents are from Udi local government of this Enugu whereas am a citizen of California. I came back six years ago cause I was missing my family and wanted to be close to them. So now,I'm here. Sorry,I forgot to mention that we live at new GRA but I live at Ogui road,where daddy built a house.

Me: Oh!

Hillary: Yup.

Me: You haven't explained your parent's occupation.

Hillary: Sorry dear. My dad is a medical doctor,heard of pax pharmacy?

Me: Of course. Heard its in so many states.

Hillary: My dad owns it. My mum is a representative in the house of assembly.

Me: Wow! Explains why you own such an expensive ride.

Hillary: See why I don't like mentioning it?

Me: But its true.

We both smiled.

Me: So tell me about the Mr handsome stuff.

Hillary: You'll see the video later. Won it last semester after my exams. I didn't contest. Just that my friend gave my name to the master of ceremony and I was called out. God blessed me in a way that I always stand out and just like that,I won.

Me: And you're enjoying all the benefits alone?

Hillary: It was just the car that I took,a Toyota Camry. Its still parked in my house.

Me: And Miss beautiful?

Hillary laughed in a way that got me smiling. He looked into my eyes and held my hands.

Hillary: You're my Miss beautiful.

Me: No. I meant ESUT chapter nau.

Hillary: I know. The girl doesn't suit my standard and she didn't win by merit. I've found my own Miss and that's you.

I became shy all of a sudden. Why did I even ask him about her. I've heard about the girl,how she slept with almost all the judges just to win the contest. There's had being this semester so I witnessed the show. She didn't deserve it.

I looked at my wristwatch and it was four minutes past eleven.

Me: We should go now. Its late.

He looked at his own watch and gasped.

Hillary: I wasn't even looking at the time. Come,I'll drop you. I'll spend the night here.

We walked downstairs and into the cold night. I clutched my purse very firmly as I used my free hand to give warmth to my arm.
When we got into the car,he didn't turn on the air condition.

Hillary: This gown of yours is too sexy for the cold.

I smiled at kicked his shoulder before he started the ignition and we drove away,talking about the night and me,thanking him for a wonderful date.
We got to my house and he blew his horn.

Hillary: Do I drive inside?

Me: Don't stress your sweet self. You've done enough.

I drew in to him and he pecked my cheeks before coming down to open the door for me.

Me: Thanks for tonight.

Hillary: Its nothing bae. I'll do more for you.

This time,I gave him the peck on his lips and walked into the compound through the small gate which was opened by the gateman.

I had almost walked past Gospel's house when he came out and called my name. I turned to him with a smile but he was fuming with rage and I think I know why.

We were done with eating and were sitting on a double couch. I had a glass of chamdor in my hand,waiting anxiously to hear about his background.

Hillary: Maybe when you stop looking at me with those dreamy eyes,I'll get back my sanity and kill your curiosity.

I smiled and looked away but he placed his hand on my jaw,cupping it and making me face him.

Hillary: You're beautiful y'know?

Jesus! Will he just get a normal voice than this one that's already sending shivers down my spine.

Hillary: I'm lucky to be with you now. And I'm going to utilize my time as I don't know if we'll still talk after tonight.

I looked up at him immediately, my brain sending different versions of what he meant by that.

He stood up and backed me.

Hillary: When someone is as beautiful,curvy,sexy,intelligent and calm like you,I find it difficult to speak. But I'm going to do that tonight. I'll speak to you Amanda,about my feelings for you.

I dropped my glass on a side table and swallowed hard. He turned and sat down just where he was some minutes ago.

Hillary: The day you had come for registration with the other girl,can't remember her name, I had seen you from afar. I loved the way looked around with these your lovely big eyes. I thought you would be able to see deep into me. I wanted to come to you at the admin block but I noticed the other girl was giving you orders,making you carry her bag and I felt uncomfortable. I had thought you were not even our student.

I closed my eyes,remembering the incident of that day. I was on a milk colour polo and a jean baggy short, together with my trainers. It was my best set of clothes but I began to think otherwise the moment we stepped into the school and people started giving me odd looks. Nenye had made matters worse,she had added to my misery by making me carry her handbag and throwing orders at me like she was a princess and I'm her servant.
I wiped the tear from the edge of my eyes and opened them. Hillary was looking into my face so I looked away.

Hillary: I didn't see you again afterwards. I went to that girl and asked after you but she denied ever knowing you. I had always followed her,trying to see if I could set my eyes on you again but it didn't work out. Seven weeks after registration, you came to school as a different person. I didn't recognise you at first because you weren't that girl I saw that day. Your dressing,steps,your smile,it was all different. I made enquiries to be sure if you were the one but nobody knew you too well.

He paused and tucked my weavon behind my ear.

Hillary: That day at the cafe, when the other girl had come to you and your best friend,I confirmed it all. I knew it was you. The pain I saw in your eyes that day told me it was you. I had to do something that was why I approached your best friend Kamsi. And look where we are today.

He held my hands and I was forced to look at him.

Hillary: I love you very much,I sincerely do love you Amanda. Forget the transformation because I know you're still that girl I had seen during registration. You made your way to my heart and you've habited there,not willing to share with anybody. All I ask for is a chance,a chance and if I'm not that guy you want,I'll let you be.

Gospel's words came rushing into my head,"rape victims can't stand relationships". The tears formed in my throat and I let them fall,taking my hands away from Hillary and clutching them like they were going to save me.
The confusion on his face said it all and I know i needed to give him answers.

Me: Behind this face,behind this smile is a sorrowful heart,a condemned one. They ruined me,they took everything from me and left me like this,empty and without support.

He frowned at my words but it didn't stop me.

Me: I'm sorry Hillary,I can't accept to be in a relationship when I know I can't really get involved. When I know I can't make relationships work. Where I will be a catalyst that will destroy that relationship. I can't do it. I'm sorry.

Hillary: What do you mean? What are you saying?

Me: You want to know? Of course I'll tell you.

And without mincing words,I told him everything,from start to finish,including Gospel. I expected him to walk me to the car,take me home and never contact me again. But he proved me wrong. He enveloped me in his arms and let me cry my heart out. We remained in that position for a good number of minutes before he pulled me up;

Hillary: Did you visit a counselor?

I shook my head negatively

Hillary: When are you starting your exams?

Me: Next week.

Hillary: Once your exams are through,we'll go to a counselor. She is a very good friend of mine and she'll help you out of this. Whatever your past was,doesn't and won't change the fact that I love you and always will.

Was I surprised? Yes I was. I looked at his face and he was smiling.

Hillary: The way I feel about you,no amount of what you went through will change that fact. And I promise,I'll make your life perfect that you'll never remember that you once had a bitter past. I promise.(he placed his hand on his chest as he said I promise)

I couldn't control myself as I hugged him lovingly.

Me: Thank you.

He pulled away from me and held my hands.

Hillary: Look how you ruined your beautiful face.

I smiled and he handed me his handkerchief,leading me to a mirror and asking me to recompose my face. After I was done,with most of the make ups gone,we went back to the couch...........





Good morning everyone. Hope we had a pleasant night rest.

adeyinkao28:
Thanks for the update, may God add to ur wisdom nd give u more strenght.

Amen. Tanx dear

You're a genius girl. Tanx for the update

Bornita:
yay! Where are the readers at? Dinner has been served. Nice update btw ma'am.

tanx Bornita ma'am.

Thank you.....thank you,for your encouragements and comments.




His steps were gracious,very gracious. He walked to our table with a permanent smile. His tooth were gaped and he knew how to flaunt them with his smiles.

Hillary: Hi ladies.

We took turns to say our greetings and I wondered where my shyness had gone to.
He took a seat beside me and I could feel his eyes all over me.

Hillary: So,hope you girls are enjoying your meal,yes?

I giggled as usual.Who ends statements with rhetorical questions?
Kamsi and Rose replied in the affirmative so he turned to me.

Me: Of course. Though,you're a little late.

Hillary: Had lunch in school.

Me: Okay.

Hillary: So I'm Hillary Thompson,final year student of microbiology.

Me: Wow! Rose,radiography,100 level.

Hillary: Nice. Very nice.

Me: Thanks.

Hillary: Very much welcomed. Can I ask for a favour?

Me: Of course.

Hillary: Would really love to know more about you,yourself and yours.

I chuckled,finding his words sexy and funny at same time

Hillary: Is that a yes?

Me: To what?

Hillary: Dinner tomorrow. To tell me more about yourself.

I gave Kamsi a glance and she was smiling and nodding. Rose was doing the same thing.

Me: Okay then.

He passed me his phone and I put in my number. He called me immediately and I saved it.

Hillary: You'll text me your house address and I'll come and pick you then.yes?

Me: Its okay

Hillary: 6:30 yes?

I laughed,throwing my head backwards..

Me: Yes please.

He smiled before turning to Kamsi and Rose.

Hillary: I beg to be excused now girls. Thanks for giving me a "me" time with your friend. I appreciate.

Kamsi: Its okay Mr handsome.

Rose: No. No. What if I don't agree with that?

We all turned to her to know what's wrong with her.

Rose: So you came here,not even an introduction or something, you just went straight to business and forgot there are other girls these side of the table. Not fair if you ask me. Besides,its not because you're familiar with Kammy means its same with me.

By the time she was done,we were all smiling;

Hillary: Sorry damsel. I was taken away by the thoughts of this girl that I forgot she was with her friends. Forgive my manners please.

Rose: You're making it up to me.

Hillary: Fine. How?

Rose: A selfie.

We all laughed. We all tool selfies with him before he left,not before registering a peck on my forehead.

Kamsi: Aha. I can see you like him already. Look how you're smiling

Me: He's a nice guy.yes?

We all laughed as I mimicked his misuse of the word "yes" in his own sexy way.

Rose: And he's too cute to be real. Amy,you've got to play your cards well.

Me: Of course. The way you're playing your cards well with Ken and Kammy is playing hers with Ted.

They rolled their eyes at me and I smiled.
We finished our lunch and went home,with each of them trying her best to give me a thousand and one reasons why I should be with Mr handsome(as if he's even asked me out)




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The ride to Golden Royale hotel was a silent one. We just kept on stealing glances at each other as he drove into bisara road.

Kamsi was quick to tell mum about Hillary. She had called me to her room and asked me so many questions like if I was ready to move on,if I had gotten over Gospel,if the new guy was good for me. I did tell her that I liked him but he was yet to ask me out. She had showed her concern,saying she didn't want any of her children to get hurt again,me especially. We had hugged each passionately and I had slept in her room that night. I woke up the next morning to her voice,asking Kamsi to come wake me up and help me pick out an outfit for my dinner. That was how I ended up wearing a black handless gown which showed off lots of my cleavages. I had worn a blue wedge which had made me stand tall and clutched a blue purse. You should have seen my face. It went from Chimamanda Okoye to Celebrity Rihanna. I looked absolutely cute and I was afraid Hillary won't be able to recognise me anymore.
When Hillary had driven into the house,I thought it was to cancel the dinner but was I wrong? He came in to greet mummy and Kamsi before we stepped out hand in hand after mum had had a little chat with him and asking him to take care of me and bring me back in one piece.

The universe always favours the just because as soon as we stepped out of the house,the first person we ran into was Gospel. He didn't respond to our greetings because he was staring at the way Hillary had held my hand in his.

Now, we were sitting in a honeymoon suite at Golden Royale. I don't know why I felt comfortable enough to follow him to a room. The room was well decorated. A table was set already and I quickly did a calculation that he had booked a reservation. Two waiters and a waitress were also in the room which made me more relaxed. They used our phones to take pictures after which they shifted from earshot.

Hillary: I guess you're used to these luxuries already?

I scoffed, trying to make it sound sexy though.

Me: Are you kidding me? Why would you say that?

Hillary: I was at your house few minutes ago remember?

Me: Oh yes. Still doesn't beat a student who rides a venza.

He tilted his head to a side and smiled.

Hillary: You've won.

Me: I always win. Just tell me what I want to know already.

Hillary: And what is that? Can't it wait till we're done eating?

Me: Okay. I'll serve.

There were varieties of meals on the table that I didn't know where to start from. I looked at Hillary in confusion and he smiled before calling on the waiters. He had called the girl by her name and I was surprised. I didn't say anything till they had served us and poured our wine.

Me: Thank you.

The girl nodded with a smile and they left. We began to eat,with me,looking for the very moment to pop in my observation. And of course I got it. The very moment he picked up a serviette to wipe the sides of his lips.

Me: Guess you're already a regular guy here that you already know their names. Wonder how many girls you've given same treatment.

He paused his lip before bringing in a smile;

Hillary: Sorry to disappoint you,none.

Me: I....

Hillary; I'll tell you. There's a club house here. My dad and his friends are registered members here so this is just one of our rights. Its wrong for you to think so lowly of me.

Guilt and shame washed over me. He dropped his fork and stood up,leaving the dinning area and going deeper into the room. I stood up and followed him.
He got to a point and stopped.

Me: I'm sorry. I'm not used to having dinner in this flamboyant way. I'm also surprised that you called her by her name so I just had to ask. I'm sorry.

He turned to me with a smile.

Hillary: Its okay. Let's go back and finish our meal then I'll clear all your doubts.

Me: You ain't angry anymore?

Hillary: I'm not.

He led me back to the dinning area and we resumed our eating,stealing glances at each other and thinking the other doesn't know.





My thumbs o..Lots of office work and typing so its aching aready. Good night lovers of PamelB.

Bornita:
wonderful update. More wisdom and inspiration i pray.

Amen

I walked into the lecture hall with my peplon gown,clutching my handbag and wondering what the lecturer would say to me. I had come to school with Kamsi that day,we got a seat and sat down but my period pain wasn't helping me so I had gone to a chemist to get some drugs. The midwife I met there helped me with warm water instead and asked me to relax a bit. Now,the menstrual pain has stopped but I'm 20 minutes late to class.

Mr Ofor was a no nonsense man. He took the smallest of things serious. I was very good at his course but I just don't want to get into his bad books.

Me: Good morning sir.

I greeted with the most tender voice I could give. All eyes were now on me and I wished I had just stayed back at the clinic.

He looked at his wristwatch and gave me a scornful look

Mr Ofor: Lady,you're 22 minutes late for this class.

Me: I'm sorry sir. I was at the clinic. I'm sick.

Mr Ofor: Sick? Which clinic are you coming from?

Me: Toks pharmacy.

Mr Ofor: Because I'll go and confirm. Give me your ID card right away.

There was a loud murmuring from the class. I looked at them and some were shaking their heads,asking me not to give it to him.

Me: I'm sorry sir,I don't have it here. But if you wish to confirm,I will go with you.

He frowned his face immediately. That was what lecturers were known for. They found any reason to take your ID card,then they'll ask you to come and take it later. Once you're in there office,they'll give you conditions;either to bleep them,get your ID card and pass their course or you take your ID card and keep on carrying over their course.

Mr Ofor: Alright. Go and sit down.

I silently said "thank you Jesus" and walked over to where Kamsi was seated.


After lectures,Rose,Kamsi and I decided to pick a cab to thrillers and have lunch. It had being two months since after Roses' visit to the house and since then,Gospel and I haven't set eyes on each other and I loved it that way.

We got to thrillers and ordered same meal;fried rice and chicken with yoghurts. We ate amidst taking pictures and laughing at our smiley faces.

Kamsi: So I think its time I say this.

We asked her what it was about and she said we should guess.

Me: Ted has proposed?

Kamsi: Nope.

Me: You're pregnant?

Rose: Wtf! Say no please.

We all laughed.

Kamsi: I'm not pregnant

Rose: Then what?

Me: What is it?

She cleared her throat and looked at our curious faces

Kamsi; Someone has being on my neck for a while now.

Me: Better tell him that Ted is in the picture o.

Kamsi: Shuu! Wait let me finish first.

Rose: You don't know your sister fa?

Kamsi: He's being disturbing me for you,Amanda and in fact,I just texted him our location and he'll be here soon.

I frowned immediately. Rose and Kamsi stared at me as they didn't understand my countenance.

Me: Why nau? You would have told me first.

Kamsi: Amy I know you very well. You would've gone home straight if I've told you.

Me: And you think I can't go home now?

Rose: I'll just bundle you back to this place and get you tied to a spot.

Me: Its not funny Rose.

Rose: I'm sorry.

Kamsi: Come on Amanda,you're beautiful and people have the right to admire you.

Rose: I don't know why you're acting so reserved. Open up and socialise girl. Let them admire you,let them approach you.

Me: Hey! Now I smell a conspiracy. You both are in this right?

Rose raised her hands.

Rose: I'm not. But I want you to socialise that's all.

Kamsi: Exactly.

Me: Okay. I've heard you two. Who's he?

Kamsi giggled and we looked at her expectantly.

Rose: Talk nau.

Kamsi: Most handsome guy,our chapter.

Rose: Wow! Hillary?

I sat down there,looking at the entrance. He chose to enter the very minute his name was mentioned. I've seen his pictures everywhere in school,he's even my friend on Facebook but I've never had a chat with him. Seeing him facially now,I couldn't help but wonder why he took pictures because he looked more handsome than in the pictures.

If I had said breathtakingly handsome for Ken,Hillary is then the beauty god. I fell for his colour immediately which were a bit darker than my chocolate complexion. I watched him approach our table with a smile and I looked away,silently wishing that I can disappear because he looks too handsome to be seen with him.


Ever heard of beauty being intimidated by handsome?

Thanks Repogirl for the update. I'll patiently wait for Friday.

Vidamia:
what a shit!!!
it does happen to me too, you know what....I'll be very mad to the person i want to send such message to instantly

so you're advising that I get angry with you all? Lol.... You all are sweethearts and I can't get angry with any of ya.

Dinner was ready before 6:30. Kenneth had stepped out of the house to only God knows where. Kamsi and I dressed up with a little make up and sat down in the sitting room,chatting away with our phones. A honk outside got us rushing out of the house as an ash coloured highlander drove into the compound. Ever seen these Nollywood movies where the servants would be standing in a queue,waiting for the prince or princess to arrive or get down from the car? Lol. That was the scene being played now. Only difference was that we weren't servants and we looked too good to be one.

We watched as Rose got down from the car and we gushed shamelessly at her beauty. She was dressed in a short pink floral gown,wearing a gold plated heel which was about five inches. Her handbag marched her heels and she looked like a celebrity going for a photoshoot.

Rose and Kenneth had met on badoo the year Rose had written waec. Ken was in law school then. So many calls,chats,video and audio calls kept them going for a while but just like many other online dating,distance didn't help them grow so they broke up in a couple of months. Now,they were back together and I prayed silently that they work out now.

We took turns to hug Rose and she was all smiles.

Kamsi: Welcome to our house girlfriend.

Rose: Thank you. Your house is so beautiful.

Kamsi and I thanked her before we moved into the house.

We three sat down and started discussing about school and matters that concerns girls before mum came downstairs.
Perfect wife material.....She stood up immediately and waited for mum to get to her.

Rose: Good evening mum.

OMG! Mum already?

Mrs k: Good evening my dear. Sit down

Rose sat down and mum took a seat beside her. They began to talk,with mother trying to know everything about Roses' background in one night. We excused ourselves and went to make the table,silently gossiping about mum's likeness for good girls.

Rose was from a family of four;her mother,her father,her elder brother and herself. They lived in old GRA. Her father is a retired soldier while her mum is a lecturer at IMT(institute of management and technology, Enugu). Her elder brother owns a construction company in portharcourt and he's still single.

Just before we came to call them to the table,Kenneth and Gospel came in. We all went to the dinning and Kamsi served us with the favourite meal of the house;breadfruit which was well garnished with smoked fishes and meats. We ate quietly(who dares to talk in the dinning while mum was around?). Gospel kept on stealing glances at me and I also fought with myself not to pour my food on him. While everyone had dessert, I excused myself and went to the sitting room with my own plate.

I know he is surprised that I'm over what he had said to me. I'm also surprised myself. But those words he spoke,everyone of them is locked somewhere deep down my heart. Like mummy had said,I had sealed the part of my mind where he existed. I would focus more on my education and once I get to the level I want to be,I'll open up myself and unleash the same quantity of sorrow to him.

30 minutes later,we were all sitting together in the sitting room,chartering amongst ourselves.

Mrs k: Rose darling

Rose: Yes mum

Mrs k: I beg to take my leave now. I'll be having a hectic day tomorrow.

Rose: No problem mum. It was nice meeting you and dinner was awesome.

They exchanged hugs and we watched mum go upstairs.

Ken: So,I also beg to leave with my girlfriend now.

I giggled audibly but Kamsi won't take any of it.

Kamsi: See this man. As if she's not our friend,we'll just take her from you now now.

Rose: Of course. Ken,these girls have more rights to me you know?

Me: Exactly. So do the right thing Ken.

He shrugged his shoulders and opened his palm like he doesn't have a choice.

Ken: Okay. Please girls,can I have some time with my girlfriend?

Kamsi: That's more like it.

Ken helped Rose up and they walked upstairs. I got busy with my phone and didn't notice when Kamsi left and which direction she went but I looked up to show her a picture but I only met Gospel,sitting just where he had being.
I stood up and made for the stairs;

Gospel: Can we talk for some minutes please?

I turned around and he was standing up.

Me: Did you talk to me now?
Surprisingly,my voice was calm

He came close to me and held my hands. It reminded me of the days we spent,visiting all the malls in Enugu,all the eateries,showing off our love to the world. I shook those thoughts out of my mind as tears were already forming at the back of my throat.

Gospel: Baby you know I love you and I'll always love you. Its just that circumstances beyond my control seems to be against us. I....

Me: Uhm.... Its alright. Just forget it.

Gospel: Not until you forgive me. I know I chose the wrong words. I didn't just know how to explain things to you so you'll understand me.

Me: Understand that you have needs as a man and you refused to share with me? You said you love me,what happened? Aren't you the right person to help me get out of whatever fear it is I dwell in? Did you ever try to? No you did not. Instead,you started avoiding me and bringing in girls who I'm way better than.... Gospel its not fair.

Gospel: Baby you know I'm not good with words. You know I.....

Me: I know that. And I also know your likes of ladies,your best sex positions. I also know you screw girls without protection. Gospel I hate you. Get this thing clear,for every tear I shed for you,you'll get back in tenfold.

He held me close this time,tears falling from his eyes and I looked away,fighting with my own tears. I am strong,of course I am.

Gospel: Baby please I'm sorry. Forgive me.

Me: Let me go now. Just let me go.

Gospel: You know I can't let you go. You know that. I love you so much and will do anything to make you happy.

Me: Fine. Make me happy by leaving me alone. Leave my life alone. Just let me be.

His hands left me immediately and I turned back and ran up the stairs counting the third person I loved so much who had left me all alone......Daddy,Emeka and Gospel....

They were all gone....gone for good.

So I slept very angrily and frustrated. I had written another chapter,just for it to wipe the moment I pressed the submit button.

MrJah:
Ride on pretty woman!! I observed that you've been using (there) instead of (Their)

tanx a lot my darling. I'll take the corrections right away

Mrs k: You don't know my child,so many people long to be in your shoes right now. A lot of people out there have so many problems which are worse than yours,yet,they won't look like it. There are lots of girls your age who live there lives without having a boyfriend till they are ready to settle down. You can't be here,crying out your eye balls because your boyfriend is with another lady who I'm sure you're prettier than,I'm also sure you're more intelligent than her. It shows he's classless and has lack of good taste. You're beautiful my child and your destiny is in your own hands. You'll be whatever God wants you to be only if you take it with faith. The word of the Lord even said it,that the kingdom of God suffereth violence and violent people taketh it by force. I don't know why you're crying when you have a life that is ahead of you. Gospel shouldn't be your priority now. Your priority should be your education. You should know that with education,many men would come knocking on your door and it'll be your time to choose whoever you want to be with. With Education,good one,you'll be able to shut the likes of Gospel. My child,I won't deceive you. Think about all I've said here and pick the ones you want to pick. By the time I'm back from London,I want to see a new you.

She stood up to leave and I also stood up.

Mrs k: Dinner is seven pm on the dot. You should look your best. Kenneth's girlfriend is coming

I smiled and gave her a nod.

Me: Thank you mum.

She hugged me before leaving the room. I looked at my table clock and it was past five. I quickly washed my face and started going to Kamsi's room. I met Kenneth at the hall way and he hugged me tight.

Ken: I knew you were a strong lass.

Me: I'm not
I managed to give him a smile.

Ken: You are. You just haven't noticed it.

Me: Okay. Okay. So you didn't tell me that Rose was coming around. Not fair.

Ken: Oh. I'm sorry. She told me this afternoon as well. We didn't plan it.

Me: Hmmm. Okay o. So you both are now official? Since mum is now involved?

Ken: Yeah!

Have I told you guys about Kenneth? I'm sorry. He's what I will describe as breath takingly handsome. He's chocolate in complexion,a graduate of Madonna and he's a lawyer. He's just 24 and was called to bar few weeks after Emeka's death. Since then,he's being one popular guy in and outside the neighbourhood. He's tall and has a baritone voice. His nose is pointed,his lips are small and he loves to pout them,his eyes are sexy and blue. He also has this side burns which he leaves bushy always,saying that nobody would love to work with a small boy,but his beards make him older. Mrs Kalu is indeed blessed with beautiful children with good manners............ all except Gospel.

Me: Wish you guys the best. I need to go to Kamsi.

Ken: Alright then. See you guys later.

I walked away and finally got myself in Kamsi's room. She was speaking with someone on the phone so I sat down and waited. She spoke for some minutes and hung up.

Kamsi: BF

I smiled at her and she came and sat down beside me.

Me: Was that Ted?

Kamsi: Nope. Most handsome guy, ESUT, campus one chapter.

Me: Hmmm. This year?

Kamsi: Yes.

Me: Okay. So I heard Rose is coming for dinner.

Kamsi: Don't mind Ken. I don't even know what I'm going to wear.

Me: Hello! She's a lady not a guy. A Lady like you and I. So it doesn't matter what we wear.

Kamsi; I know. But haven't you noticed she looks like someone from a rich family?

Me: Ain't we rich too? Just that we don't dress over classy for school.

Kamsi: You're wrong. She wears designers o.

I laughed and she stared at me.

Me: Next thing now,you'll start asking mum to order our clothes from London or China or maybe task Ken to take us out. This clothes in your wardrobe,have you finished wearing them?

Kamsi: You're amazing. We're going shopping by weekend. I'm already sure that mummy will get us something once she travels. For now,let's talk about something else.

I told her my conversation with Gospel and mummy and she supported mum. Saying that I need to take my mind away from Gospel and move on,that I should learn to be strong. She said one thing that made me determined,"if you fight this and move on,you'll find out that Gospel was never meant to be part of your life.Move on sis,we don't have enough time in the world to start crying over guys who don't think twice before breaking us.Use the time you have now to the fullest."

Gospel sprang up from the bed,his huge member shrinking immediately. The lady with him stood up from the bed,dangling her body which was full of fat and headed towards the bathroom. Kamsi wondered how her brother found the lady attractive. Gospel quickly picked his boxer from the floor and wore it,not taking his eyes away from the girls.

Kamsi walked into the room not taking her eyes away from her brother.

Kamsi: I'm sorry bro. We were looking for answers and I think we've found it. We'll just go back to the main house.

Kamsi turned and looked at me. I was still recovering from my shock but I could see her struggle with the tears.
She walked past me but I was still rooted to the ground,looking at someone I loved.
Words can't explain how I felt. I wanted the day to start afresh so I wouldn't follow Kamsi to Gospel's quarter. You'll agree with me that its better for your spouse to break up with you than catching him or her in the act.
I felt so weak that my knees were now unable to carry me.
He didn't say a word to me neither did he move from the spot. I weakly carried myself out of his house and headed to the main house.
If Gospel could do this to me,then,anybody can hurt me and I'll survive it.

I got to my room and laid down,pondering over my life and where I had gone wrong. A knock came and I asked the person in.

Gospel: Amanda.

I turned immediately, staring at Gospel who was now a different version of the man I had seen some minutes before. He had tears in his eyes and his face was greased with sadness.

Me: Sit down please.

He sat down beside me and crossed his hands.

Me: I'm sorry for barging into your apartment without prior notice. I....

Gospel: No please. Your words would make me feel worse than I'm feeling now. You're such a nice person and you don't deserve what I did to you.

Me: Why? You prefer plumpy women,I'll be that for you,or,you don't like my colour,I'll do something about it. Tell me what you like and I'll make myself suitable for you.

He held my hands and kissed them. Tears ran down my eyes and I thought it best to let them flow.

Gospel: You're perfect just the way you are.

Me: Then why will you do these to me? Thought you said you loved me? Why then will you choose to hurt me in this manner? Avoiding me wasn't enough for you,then you started bringing them into the house. Why?

Gospel: I couldn't continue anymore. I....

Me: Continue? With what?

Gospel: I'm sorry but I think its time I tell you.

He stood up from the bed and walked two steps away from me. I joined him,eager to know what the problem was,what our problem was.

Gospel: The rape Amanda. I couldn't bring myself to be with a victim. You experienced hell and I know without being told that it will affect our relationship. I've seen victims,I've heard there stories. They don't go beyond kisses and memories of the incident will cloud there heads and they'll start seeing you like you mean harm for them. They....

I broke down automatically, crying my heart out and telling him all sorts of useless jargons I could think of.

Me: You're wicked Gospel. You're cursed. How can you say that to me? How can you say that in my presence? Did you give it time? Did you try it out. You back up your stupid exploits using my worst experience as your excuse,rubbing it to my face that I can never stand a relationship. Gospel you're heartless and mean. I curse the day my heart fell in love with you. Get out. Get out of here now.

Gospel: Amanda cal........

Me: Don't Amanda me. Don't you dare try to mention my name with those cursed mouth of yours. I curse you Gospel. You said I can't stand a relationship, Gospel,same thing will go for you. You shall never be good for anyone. You...

Gospel: Amanda stop it,you're angry and saying all these words. Stop it now.

Me: Get out.

I began to push him before he figured out I meant it then he left on his own.
I locked my door and flung myself on the ground,crying my heart out and cursing Gospel for the rest of his life.

I remained on that position even after I got tired of crying. Someone kept on knocking on my door but I refused to get up,let alone opening the door. It was the ringing of my phone that got me up and I went and picked it. It was Mrs Kalu.

Mrs k: Amanda.

Me: Yes mummy

Mrs k: Open the door sweetheart. I've being here for sometime now.

Me; I'm sorry mum but I really wish to be on my own.

Mrs k: I know. I won't take much of your time I promise.

Me: Okay.

I dropped my phone and opened the door for her and she hugged me. It opened doors to the tears I thought had finished. She let me cry for a while before she pulled me into the room.