I really am still confused, its been a while i left secodary school going to three yrears now, but gaining admission seems imposible. l have tried all my best but still stagnant., i have cried, fought, and begged to go to school but still dificult untill few months ago, i was listining to a radio programme when i head motivational speaker talking about my problems. So,i became interested he really talked me out of my sorrows, he said that going to school was a rat race, that all that was required for a man was to discover himself, he said that diffrent road lead to a career, that no matter where we find ourselves that we should always make good use of that moment,.Since , have been feeling so good but without relenting, So my quetion is this; is this feeling good? or what can i call it?