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Forzap:hello bro try to be sensible I don't need that if that's the only thing you can think of just keep your eye on the thread if I'm going to give anyone my account no. |
Simonrom:you don't know what I'm talking about bro. I think they are all connected in one way or the other. |
Good evening romanslander. I don't know if this is the if this is the right section to post this or the family department but anyways I know there are a lot of brilliant people here that would profer solution to my problem. I would like to go straight to the point but would like to give you background info about myself should in case you may need it for you to make valid assumption of what the solution to my problem or you may need it as the basis or whatsoever. I'm 22yr old and technically I'm still a virgin, I know there is nothing like male virgin but at least for you to know that I have never been kissed by an adult, never had consensual sex before although one my aunt raped me when I was 11 years old after that never did that again. The reason why I don't have girlfriend or consider having one now is that "love is only sweet when money is involved" but I'm not ready for that because I'm not broke but p*** at least for now and couple with the fact that I'm an introvert but I know how deal with this, because I can everything when I have the glass cup in my right hand but I don't like this style because it drain me but this is not the issue. when i was 17 masturbation set in and I did that for 5 years. in 2014 got admission in university and the uni is about 5km from my home governing body(dad and mum) decided not to get me an apartment in the school environment, schooling from did the worst thing to me and frustrate set in after my first semester result in 100 level (GPA 3.7) from there all my life depend on drug although it only TM, let leave this to another day. I decide to stop masturbating because it drain me physically and emotionally, no self esteem and all that although with tramado I was keep the act to the minimum level like once in a week and sometime twice in a month. never read all this crap about maturation or whatsoever but I decided that I need to stop this act, all thanks to NL I stopped it sometime this month and I'm not trying to go back to that again But the issue is now is that I always get hard for no reason I don't need to see naked picture or think about it before getting hard and sometime it comes subconsciously. NB; I don't have job and I don't have friend stay on Nl all day without account decided to create this acc to tonight and I'm always indoor like 21hrs/24hrs in day. and don't think I'm lazy the only thing you can do here is just to work as manual labour or something but I resigned from doing that when someone slapped me and the fact that they only pay 1k for job of almost 10hrs. thinking about online stuff 525mb ram phone can't do any. thanks in anticipation for your sensible contribution. and to those that want to bash me, I don't care about that. |
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