I’ve been battling depression for more than 3 years now, I’m a young boy in my 20s, OND graduate.
I can’t remember what happiness feels like anymore, I’ve been depending on drugs and alcohol to get temporary happiness but I don’t want it anymore. Friends and family think I’m always happy because of my fake smiles in public, but the truth is I’m dying inside. My Life is in a Mess. I don’t know how long I can Continue fighting. I’m always sad, tears and pains everyday, please help me before I commit Suicide PLEASE PLEASE!! I might die soon.
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Hang in there.
Also have faith
What's eating u up?
Can u share pls do that's step 1 to healing

OP I'm so sorry to hear that you're going through this. But please know that no pain is worth taking your life; and I'm not saying this with levity.

It's good that you called out for help. Let the people around you know and see the actual pain you're feeling. Dont box it in. Talk about it.

I do hope you can get someone around you to talk to.
Remember, it does get better!

Can I call you? Do drop a contact.

Sometimes I wish I wasn’t born, I failed in my last suicide attempt. My Life is empty, I feel numb. Been having sleepless nights for a long while now plus my Appetite has reduced, I eat once in a day. Unhappiness everyday, I don’t think I can continue this way. Maybe I’ll just end it.

Dswave27:
Sometimes I wish I wasn’t born, I failed in my last suicide attempt. My Life is empty, I feel numb. Been having sleepless nights for a long while now plus my Appetite has reduced, I eat once in a day. Unhappiness everyday, I don’t think I can continue this way. Maybe I’ll just end it.

bro,a lot is going through pains...when you hear another person story,you will be surprised.I must tell you this phase is temporary..you will get through it if you are patient and speak out to people ....I will always make reference to my dad...I remember when things were really hard for him...How he survived is God's doing...God is definitely going to work something out for you...please keep up good faith...suicide is the end of it...you lose if you commit suicide..check your DM and let's talk more.

So you think suicide is the way out
I don't know why you guys are begging him not to commit suicide, see, uncle everyone is dealing with thier own side of life.

If you want to commit suicide you better go on with it, my dad died left me to big responsibilities at a very tender age, fending for my 3 siblings since 2003, you better wise up man!

It's not easy anywhere, forget all the pretty and smiley faces you see around everybody has what is eating them up inside. You need to hear some of us stories maybe then you will behave. Just these past few months alone I have sold almost everything in my apartment even down to my mattress, that's life for you but we still got to hold on and be strong no matter what.

NEVER THINK IN THIS DIRECTION, PLEASE! Kindly explain what you mean by " fake smiles" cos you haven't talked about the cause of this negative thought. Moreso, in which way,do you think we can be of help ?!

Hard drug/alcohol consumption can't free /give u happiness . Killing urself isn't the solution either.Eat, laugh,don't be alone in secluded place.Hang out with normal pipu not drunkard.Have a girlfriend to keep u company not banging .May God give u peace of mind

Just hold on, never stop, keep pushing........ Light at the end of every tunnel.

1) Accept Jesus into your heart

2) Read Isaiah 43: verse1 - 8

The Bible says when you go through a trial, he will not allow you to be overwhelmed or broken down.

Turn your concerns to the Lord and it will become a testimony.

Remain blessed.

You need to visit the hospital to get help. Who is your closest pal in the family? Friends?
You need to open up to them.
Find a new passion! No condition is permanent. Better days ahead, OP.

Get some who understands you and confide in such person.

Dswave27:
I’ve been battling depression for more than 3 years now, I’m a young boy in my 20s, OND graduate.
I can’t remember what happiness feels like anymore, I’ve been depending on drugs and alcohol to get temporary happiness but I don’t want it anymore. Friends and family think I’m always happy because of my fake smiles in public, but the truth is I’m dying inside. My Life is in a Mess. I don’t know how long I can Continue fighting. I’m always sad, tears and pains everyday, please help me before I commit Suicide PLEASE PLEASE!! I might die soon.
Ignore my vocabulary and punctuations..

Stop hoarding information from us.
I guess you need help and that is why you are here. Now,tell me,are you passing through difficult times? Could there have been an event that occurred three years ago that made you slide into depression? Please, share more light. And lest I forget, your sleepless nights also has a big impact in your mental health and drugs and alcohol can greatly hinder your sleep circle.These psycho-active substances only gives temporary relief but in the long run can be very dangerous to your mental state.

Dswave27:
I’ve been battling depression for more than 3 years now, I’m a young boy in my 20s, OND graduate.
I can’t remember what happiness feels like anymore, I’ve been depending on drugs and alcohol to get temporary happiness but I don’t want it anymore. Friends and family think I’m always happy because of my fake smiles in public, but the truth is I’m dying inside. My Life is in a Mess. I don’t know how long I can Continue fighting. I’m always sad, tears and pains everyday, please help me before I commit Suicide PLEASE PLEASE!! I might die soon.
Ignore my vocabulary and punctuations..

If only u wld watch this service online...peace and joy of God will return to ur heart but u have to do the clicking, the worship..u know I love u loads...imagine how God feels den


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oAqO5liQ2Hc

Dswave27:
I’ve been battling depression for more than 3 years now, I’m a young boy in my 20s, OND graduate.
I can’t remember what happiness feels like anymore, I’ve been depending on drugs and alcohol to get temporary happiness but I don’t want it anymore. Friends and family think I’m always happy because of my fake smiles in public, but the truth is I’m dying inside. My Life is in a Mess. I don’t know how long I can Continue fighting. I’m always sad, tears and pains everyday, please help me before I commit Suicide PLEASE PLEASE!! I might die soon.
Ignore my vocabulary and punctuations..

Do open up

wow sorry

Dswave27:
I’ve been battling depression for more than 3 years now, I’m a young boy in my 20s, OND graduate.
I can’t remember what happiness feels like anymore, I’ve been depending on drugs and alcohol to get temporary happiness but I don’t want it anymore. Friends and family think I’m always happy because of my fake smiles in public, but the truth is I’m dying inside. My Life is in a Mess. I don’t know how long I can Continue fighting. I’m always sad, tears and pains everyday, please help me before I commit Suicide PLEASE PLEASE!! I might die soon.
Ignore my vocabulary and punctuations..

Normal format.

First they say they are suicidal, then people start telling them to be strong. Next thing we now ask what he wants to prevent him from committing suicide. He then says he needs some financial help. Then he drops his account number.

Dude stop being lazy and go look for a job.

Dswave27:
I’ve been battling depression for more than 3 years now, I’m a young boy in my 20s, OND graduate.
I can’t remember what happiness feels like anymore, I’ve been depending on drugs and alcohol to get temporary happiness but I don’t want it anymore. Friends and family think I’m always happy because of my fake smiles in public, but the truth is I’m dying inside. My Life is in a Mess. I don’t know how long I can Continue fighting. I’m always sad, tears and pains everyday, please help me before I commit Suicide PLEASE PLEASE!! I might die soon.
Ignore my vocabulary and punctuations..

Your head no correct at all.

Can't you see several 40 years plus men suffering and smiling?

There is nothing called depression in African dictionary. The useless white pigs brought that nonsense word.

You may feel bad because of some issues, but depression? Nothing like that.

Some people have asked me, naija4life247, you no dey think?

I tell them that I think. I tell them I think about the several people on wheel chair, I think about the several blind people, I think about several of my friends who dropped out of school while in secondary school, I think about several of my graduate friends who earn less than half of the peanut that I earn, I think about the millions of people world wide who are in hospital for treatment, and I say, I just be happy and laugh at the small small issues that I have that are making me worried.

UDUJ:


Normal format.

First they say they are suicidal, then people start telling them to be strong. Next thing we now ask what he wants to prevent him from committing suicide. He then says he needs some financial help. Then he drops his account number.

Dude stop being lazy and go look for a job.

slowpoke..ic hal..f ma..n

Slizzords:
slowpoke..ic hal..f ma..n

Another scammer in waiting. New nairaland account, synonymous with scammers. This is probably the op using another one of his accounts.

Get the fvck off my mention you cretin.

Dswave27:
I’ve been battling depression for more than 3 years now, I’m a young boy in my 20s, OND graduate.
I can’t remember what happiness feels like anymore, I’ve been depending on drugs and alcohol to get temporary happiness but I don’t want it anymore. Friends and family think I’m always happy because of my fake smiles in public, but the truth is I’m dying inside. My Life is in a Mess. I don’t know how long I can Continue fighting. I’m always sad, tears and pains everyday, please help me before I commit Suicide PLEASE PLEASE!! I might die soon.
Ignore my vocabulary and punctuations..

Let me book space first

UDUJ:


Normal format.

First they say they are suicidal, then people start telling them to be strong. Next thing we now ask what he wants to prevent him from committing suicide. He then says he needs some financial help. Then he drops his account number.

Dude stop being lazy and go look for a job.

Asking for financial help isn't bad.
There's no one God cannot use in blessing something.
He may be feeling this way because of what he is going through.
Yes everyone has something bothering them, even I as I'm typing but we just need to keep ourselves encouraged no matter what.

UDUJ:


Normal format.

First they say they are suicidal, then people start telling them to be strong. Next thing we now ask what he wants to prevent him from committing suicide. He then says he needs some financial help. Then he drops his account number.

Dude stop being lazy and go look for a job.

sometime not everyone is here to beg for money..I was once depressed nd I felt like ending my life but then God intervene..and if he wants money I see no crime in it..being poor sometimes is not because someone is lazy tho