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I try so hard to remain upbeat,to find a source of light in the darkness that surrounds me and pulls me under,but alas each breath I take causes more of the waters of misery to flow into my mouth and heart.
I hate my body , riddled with imperfections and weaknesses,i am ashamed and I wonder what I must have done to annoy God so much.
I have nothing going for me at all ,the chains of poverty tightly wrapped around my ankles refusing to let me go,no talent ,no help.
I don't want to kill myself,but I don't want to continue like this either.Happy new month everyone.

Ultraviolet5:
I try so hard to remain upbeat,to find a source of light in the darkness that surrounds me and pulls me under,but alas each breath I take causes more of the waters of misery to flow into my mouth and heart.
I hate my body , riddled with imperfections and weaknesses,i am ashamed and I wonder what I must have done to annoy God so much.
I have nothing going for me at all ,the chains of poverty tightly wrapped around my ankles refusing to let me go,no talent ,no help.
I don't want to kill myself,but I don't want to continue like this either.Happy new month everyone.

Forget God!

NasoLifeBe!!!

E dey happen sometimes like dat but try start from somewhere, what I see is just dat u wan start big due to sey u to comparison with ur mate

Life can be truly be hard especially in a country like our's, anyway I salute your decision not to think of suicide that is a good choice you made. As for hating your body and all it imperfections according to you, if only you could take a stroll through an hospital emergency ward and see the agony of patients in severe pain people who have lost limbs, severely burnt with scars all over there body as a result of either accident or fire incidents yet they are crying to survive in such a state, I guess your conditions may not even be as worse as Thiers. , develop the attitude of what i called "SELF LOVE"

You will be fine dear, no body is ugly some people just have to change their hearts.
Just focus on taking care of yourself and love all your imperfections because trust me nobody is perfect and focus on how to make money because once you are financially okay, you will feel more relaxed and you will be surprised at how you will look with good sleep, good food etc
Lastly dont think negative thoughts because God created you and God doesn't makes mistakes