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Kraik:
It isn't about money or material things, but I'm certainly depressed\

I have no friend, I'm misunderstood and thought strange by my family\\.

Even with life in general, I don't get along again, most times I feel alone, empty and lost.

The word "Earth" is becoming more and more strange to me as each day passes by, why am I here? Why so alone? Why do I see, perceived, and know what others don't? It's all weighing on me. I'm loosing it.

I tried to relate with people but it ain't working. I might just be off the radar soon.

I reckon you to enjoy your pain,wallow in it,suffer for it, embrace it because it's part of you

VeeVeeMyLuv:
Exactly same way here but I refuse to agree that I am depressed.

To settle down now & marry is a thug of war.
No girl wan gree for me.

Are u serious No girl wan marry u?? Why? Are u deformed in anyway or ughly or is it that I don't have money or what.

Flamemignon1:
You just described me,man....... except in my case,I love my loneliness,I appreciate my loneliness,I don't need nobody, my aunt who raised me calls me the black sheep of the family as she cries because she doesn't get or understand me, I don't fit in as I'm scared of people,I'm literally into "the weird".....like I love horror movies, crime shows.....anything drenched in spirituality and human blood or hate ,I love the protagonist getting hurt,I went through a phase in my childhood where I loved torturing animals before they die and I think I'm showing signs of both sociopathy and psychopathy (I went in and out of a psych ward for 12 years of my childhood) and to make things worse,I love it,I love being this way......i don't think anything is wrong with me as long as I don't go on a killing spree but I'm thinking about it hence why I love being alone,it's getting to the point that I'm acting like a misanthrope and I kinda love it and to top it all off......I love pain so sometimes I beat myself or I cut myself.......yea,I know, I'm all kinds of bleeped up

Blood of Jesus!!!! Are u sure u are okay Who on earth loves pain. Pls u need prayers ooo. God u are weird!!

Kraik:
It isn't about money or material things, but I'm certainly depressed\

I have no friend, I'm misunderstood and thought strange by my family\\.

Even with life in general, I don't get along again, most times I feel alone, empty and lost.

The word "Earth" is becoming more and more strange to me as each day passes by, why am I here? Why so alone? Why do I see, perceived, and know what others don't? It's all weighing on me. I'm loosing it.

I tried to relate with people but it ain't working. I might just be off the radar soon.

Your profile is pretty weird..


You need help

Prettygirl200:
Blood of Jesus!!!! Are u sure u are okay Who on earth loves pain. Pls u need prayers ooo. God u are weird!!

I know I need help....but I'm not hurting anybody......yet

Kraik:
It isn't about money or material things, but I'm certainly depressed\

I have no friend, I'm misunderstood and thought strange by my family\\.

Even with life in general, I don't get along again, most times I feel alone, empty and lost.

The word "Earth" is becoming more and more strange to me as each day passes by, why am I here? Why so alone? Why do I see, perceived, and know what others don't? It's all weighing on me. I'm loosing it.

I tried to relate with people but it ain't working. I might just be off the radar soon.

Smoke weed