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CEOKmotors:
Na now you go know the chains wey u dey into, u think say na mouth dem take dey quit abi??

Dey play 😂😂

NewManFred:
We will see. By God's grace I have finally quit for good this time.

CEOKmotors:
I really pray you do bro 🙏🏿

Are you quiting porn or just the violent act??


You should really quit porn in general.

Crimpsy:
Op, I am happy, u have decided to stop

Stop posting the website online, were u can see or download the violent porn,

Someone will start searching for it, based on the info u dropped here,

Don't promote it indirectly to the public, while u are trying to quit privately

advanceDNA:
Lol...does this one read like someone that wants to stopp??
The demon of pořn inside him is just using him to recruit unsuspecting weak-flesh pple to the depressing life of to sexual cŕaziness

NewManFred:
Mind the things you say. There is no demon in me. I've decided to quit an addiction to violent pornography and that's all this thread is for.

You honestly don't know the struggle I'm currently experiencing. The longest I've ever gone without watching violent porn is 4 days. I'm already past halfway to beating that record. The least you can do is to support and encourage me.

NewManFred:
A brief Overview

As I made the decision to quit this sort of pornography, I tried to make sure my last masturbation was going to be with one of my favorite videos. So I got out my hard drive, connected it to my PC and began to peruse through my folders. That was my first mistake.

I am OCD and I like to keep things arranged nicely. As a consequence, I have all my violent porn arranged in folders based on the company names. Again, believe it or not, there are over 30 different companies producing this sort of stuff, and each company tailors its videos and models to different interests.

For instance, there are companies like N-MAX and 2kill4 that only feature Chinese girls. Their videos involve murder and simulated sex or ragdoll play with the corpse, but there is zero nudity. I don't even think you can even consider this pornography. What I like about Asian actresses is how well they can play dead. They are by far the best at keeping death stares(perhaps its the anatomy of their eyes) but they are the absolute worst at any pre-death acting. For pre-death acting, the award goes to the white women, particularly the American models.

There are companies like DarkRooms that only feature Russian girls and usually involve gunshot and stabbing type murder amongst the models, that is, girls killing girls, which I like a lot, but they speak Russian 95% of the time which throws me off, and when they try to speak English to appeal to their English market, the accent is so heavy lol

There are companies like Velvet Fantasies that feature girl on girl stuff, but in a less realistic way, usually involving spies and clones. For instance the clones of a spy are hunted and killed by neck breaks and obviously fake gunshots without the blood. They also do some chloroform and knockout stuff at times. Not a fan of these though.
I like this company because the models are all hot and also because the owner of the company is the absolutely gorgeous, thick Jacquelyn velvets who started off working as a model for Annabelle's Fantasy many years ago and then Bluestones Silk before creating her own company.

Jacquelyn has been annoying lately cos she goes to sites where I usually download her videos for free and requests that all videos from her company be taken down. She expects everyone to purchase her videos from her online store. Lol. Imagine purchasing a 20 minute video for $25. Something I will download for free with 100mb.

Then there are companies like Psycho-thrillers, Peachy keen Films and Chris corner productions that do hyper-realistic videos mostly involving male on female violence, that if you stumbled on it for the first time, you'd think were real. My favorite videos are from these companies by the way. Not something I am proud of though.

advanceDNA:
U go into extra details of what u call struggle listing all the producers and actors of the mental fuel that triggers ur addiction and how u enjoy them...doesnt sound like stopping... what kind of drug addict list the names and locatiin yo all his dealers, describing how great his drugs makes him feel....

My point is ...it seems like u are not there yet... u sound like u still at that point where u are still enjoying your addictions, even if mentally u feel u should quit.....

Akinfemmy:
Dude you don't know what OCD means. I'm tired of reading people with perfectionist traits claiming to have ocd. OCD is a terrifying mental illness. It's not about being organized or keeping things clean and neat. Learn about it before you self diagnose yourself

NewManFred:
Okay, whatever. I didn't use the abbreviation as a psychological term, rather I used it as a urban slang. Just the way you call someone narcissistic and not necessary mean the person suffers from narcissistic personality disorder.

Take a chill pill. It's not that deep.

Akinfemmy:
Well, you could have just used the word "organized". Don't turn someone struggle to something that makes you look cool

NewManFred:
Like I said to someone in a previous response. This whole typing out how I feel and what I like is cathartic. I'm basically pouring out my feelings to everyone who cares to listen. Believe it or not, it helps keep the urges at bay.

If I don't talk about the urges, I'll be left alone ruminating about them and before you know it, I'm back watching those videos.

NewManFred:
I'm sorry you are struggling with OCD. Don't heap your frustration on me. I'm struggling with far worse than your obsessive compulsive disorder.

Eastcoastboy:
Y'all are so funny.

You strike me as an intelligent dude. While I think you should have uploaded those clips online, like create a website and upload them so you could make money out of it. Yunno? More like a recompense for all the money you've wasted on data.

And on the other hand I'm glad you deleted all cus the need to return to them might return.

NewManFred:
I'm gradually becoming a psychopath? This must be the dumbest thing I've read all weak. Psychopaths are born, not made. I wasn't a psychopath all these years I was indulging in violent porn, but suddenly I'm becoming one just after deciding to quit violent porn? Listen to yourself.

The flashes of previous scenes are normal. I'm handling it. The fact that I've gone over 48hrs without watching violent porn is enough to show I'm serious. You have no idea how tempting it is to go and have a little peek, but yet I'm restraining myself. Cut me some slack please..

DoingBetter:
Why does this look like a thinly veiled ad for those sites? You spent more time telling others where to find violent porn including the niche available than anything else? Ewww 🤮

If you are sincere, I wish you well. Also edit your previous posts and remove those sites, actresses and other details that may make it easier for others to find the same thing. You might even use them when you relapse.

beelon1020:
Tame your inner beast, and turn those videos to goldmine...
Open a store on dark web and make nasty $$$ out of those videos, don’t delete them..:
Only control what you watch like controlling what you eat...

advanceDNA:
Lol...does this one read like someone that wants to stopp??
The demon of pořn inside him is just using him to recruit unsuspecting weak-flesh pple to the depressing life of to sexual cŕaziness

NewManFred:
I actually thought of keeping them and selling them off in the future. There has been a heavy crack down on violent porn in recent years and in few years it might not exist again. If heavy-r dot com and motherless dot com close down, no more free access to violent porn. So on that note, yes I deleted the videos, but they are still in my recycle bin, in case I slip up. I have over 2000 of these videos. It's a huge investment to just throw away.

Below are all my folders and the opened one is the PST(Psycho-thrillers) folder.

Citizen10:
Wake up guys.
Violent porn (Dead porn) is a relatively new kind of pornography. The op has been paid to advertise and create awareness for it. That's all that this post is about.

NewManFred:
Stop displaying your ignorance. I have a collection of violent porn from a studio named Orgasmagoria that started shooting as early as 2002. There are many old companies like RueMorgue and Directors Cafe that are no longer in business. These companies started as early as the 2000s.

There are actresses that have been doing violent porn for over 10 years and some of them have their own companies now and hire their fellow women.

Go on motherless and type snuff or necro and check the date the videos were uploaded. Some as early as 2015. Go on heavy-r dot com and search for Funbarbie23. She has been uploading videos since 2013.

Go to discussion boards like femme fatalities and check their violent porn adverts. Or better still, type "Femme fatalities Nika Noire" and check the date of the videos that you'll see on the first website that pops up.

No fetish is new. Don't talk about things you know nothing about.

Citizen10:
If that's the case, then it's all trying to drive traffic to those websites then. Creating the market for such commodities. Forget about it. You can't deceive me like you are doing to the rest. You are a paid agent. Paid to create awareness for a commodity that has a low market drive....

NewManFred:
Meet Victoria Lawson. The greatest murder porn actress in history. I've seen over 3000 murder porn videos and I've watched over 300 different actresses. Victoria is by far the best. The amount of energy and seriousness that she puts in her roles is just exciting to watch. Watching her get killed is so believable, sometimes I have to check her breathing closely to see if she's still alive.

She grew up a shy quiet kid from a Christian home. Her dad was a strict religious father and didn't allow her go out to mingle with other kids. So she spent her time alone at home, reading her bible and focusing on her books; practically shielded from the world. Now look at her: An established porn star that has acted in over 10 different murder porn videos for psycho-thrillers and currently working on onlyfans.

Moral of the story: Train your children well, but it's up to them if they turn out bad. You can never force a child to be good. There will always be a balance of good and bad in the world.

I'm seriously craving her videos right now though. Please help me God.