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spinna:
Your father raped you, yet you married a virgin "surprisingly"

You sound mentally ill

spinna:
Your father raped you, yet you married a virgin "surprisingly"

You sound mentally ill

vdestro:
With all i now know, i am thankful to know that not giving in to his evil lust and incest is one of the best decisions that any person should ever make, even though I suffered horribly and terribly for it.

And yes i married the poor man who loved me and have nothing, save that which I and my husband get through God from work.

Though life is very rough, tough and very scary and if thrown out we have no home to go to, but i am thankful and happy, thanking God for the miracles He performs in providing our daily bread and paying our bills.

And i pray one day of God will grant our prayers and give us a house of our own.

And I have just checked here, it seems this has not happened to anyone here which is impossible to believe but apparently no one has mentioned this, maybe because they eventually gave in.

illicit:
You sound disturbed tho

Had u tried getting help formally?

illicit:
You sound disturbed tho

Had u tried getting help formally?

Dtruthspeaker:
I'm sure you feel better now and shall have closure now that you have unburdened your soul.

vdestro:
Yes.

Dtruthspeaker:
No vex o.

Now I am going to use your case to fire more!

People are just too too wicked and evil and their wickednes should be exposed so that everyone should know that we know why they are going to hell and must go to hell even where they pretend to repent.

vdestro:
Flowing from the issues i have with my family, a bit of which I revealed in my thread
https://www.nairaland.com/8149679/which-better#130882465, i have finally being able to see and appreciate that my predicament stems from the fact thati since I was born my father has been raping me. What you people water down and call sexual abuse and molestation but these are still rapes, just different types and forms of rape, but rape all the same.

So my father sexually abused me physically as a child but God must have answered him as he suddenly stopped as i grew which I now figured that it is because he saw that I would soon know what he has been doing since. So he stopped to make me think that he did not nothing.

But my body tells me already and my spirit has already marked it and so i know that he did even though i was surprised to see that i was still a virgin when i married. but i feel his violations.

And since he stopped the physical abuse nonetheless, the old spiritual attack continued unabatedly. And since i never wanted it, wondering for years how a father could want to sleep with his daughter, i did everything i could do deny it.

Often denying that it was not true and that something must be wrong with me and rather ascribed his acts to something that else.

Even clinging on to my mum more thinking that it would stop. ButI no, it did not.

The bad thing is that even though he did not do anything physically but you know when a man wants you. That is always how it felt with him and also with his sons, my supposed brothers.

And because of them i knew what the word sexy means and hated it. And so i did not mind the old Elizabeth clothes my mom gave me.

It still did not work and the man still kept giving me signals but ah, how can I sleep with my father?

And obviously because of my refusal, i suffered horribly. He allowed my mom do all her wickedness. She even went as far as setting up my brothers to rape me but God always spoilt it. Something would just happen to spoil their evil plan and i did not know but i knew that something bad had just happened, leaving me always wondering what was going on.

And because I refused, he treated me exactly as a slave, i had no rights in that house, only torture and torment and of course deprivation. And all these made me feel like I was not a human being. and they treated me as a robot bound to be serving them if I do not want to die.

Judas1X:
Jeez!! So your dad tossed your bone when you were little. Ah, no wonder you grew up to be a deranged fanatic roaming the streets of the internet and spewing nonsensical drivel based on your extremist religious views

I always knew you were mentally traumatized and damaged as a kid beyond redemption. You kept trying to deflect whenever I pointed it out with your pitiful and hypocritical insults, but I could literally smell the mental instability oozing from your posts. Damn!

vincentont:
Are you sure you are his biological daughter? Because this looks disgusting

RaySimran:
It's time Nigeria declares state-of-emergency on MENTAL health awareness

The OP is modifying REALITY in a parallel construct, it's unfortunate and alarming

FayaBall:
So sorry for all you have been through. God continue to strengthen you, my dear.

You will have cause upon cause to smile and give praises to God. Hang in there, sis!

RaySimran:
It's time Nigeria declares state-of-emergency on MENTAL health awareness

The OP is modifying REALITY in a parallel construct, it's unfortunate and alarming

Free2Fly:
Some of you are just horrible and worse than forest-dwelling animals.

vdestro:
Please do.

Dtruthspeaker:
i just raised a thread on this wickedness and dem don delete am.

vdestro:
Wooow, so this is how much people know these things are going on and do not want it exposed.

vdestro:
It is unfortunate you would belittle my painful and torturous life but I know you are one of such men who prey on the weak and then call them mad for speaking out.

So my prayer for you is that your life would be worse than mine was and that everyone would prey on you and when you speak out, you shall be called mad.

Free2Fly:
Some of you are just horrible and worse than forest-dwelling animals.