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I honestly dont know why i was born a male child

Neither am i sure of the essence of my first name victor or even the meaning of my surname


But i must use these names 4 verifiable indentification

In other words, so that they can trace me but even the tracing has become boring to me and i honestly dont feel like introducing myself to many more people,

However, even the other names i have tried to use for some other things seem to have been cursed,

Itz as if some enemies of happiness and progress have also casted a spell on the other names

But what do you mean by sacrifice again or pay 4 whatever initiation again?

What sort of stupid suffering is this all about?

Spits!

Again ,why am I
male and what does it really mean??!??!


And when they see me for the first time,
they often think I'm over 30 to 40 something years,

Anyways, i think my existence proves the randomness of things and even God will agree with me that he was not sure of what made him to create me.

And let those at the shrine of oshun or yemoja also know that i can make patterns with charcoal on the wall for the internal decoration of the shrine.

The church does not seek such things. The church is expected to use gold or any other expensive material which will require a lot more money to be spent and that means the church project will be harder to complete.



I expect oshun or yemoja ,however they whatever, to not be against business.


So,
Take note!

I have been ,hmmmmm , when it has to do with dating or romance or whatever like that
to the extent that i wonder what the biology/psychology of being male should mean but i won't forget the seemingly hopeless ability i have,
which is to form patterns in as many ways as i want,
through lines drawn,
anywhere and anyhow!

Spits!

OK, what do you want to be born as?

FreeIgboho:
OK, what do you want to be born as?

Itz too late.

Spits!

HellVictorinho9:
Itz too late.

Spits!

You want to be born as itz too late?

HellVictorinho9:
As in 4get the topic


Am losing it right now over some debts

Am so worried right now

Just listen to these two songs. One is called "Don’t worry. Be happy"


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d-diB65scQU?si=MGvxE8m2-A38xV69


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M4EZ8kpX3Os?si=7YwpgY6CwKbD8L4l

Are you married?

JOACHINpedro:
Are you married?

Am always getting rejections


so whatz the chance of getting married

You were born a male because of how your body was programmed from the very start, right at the moment of conception. Biologically, every person gets half of their genetic material from their mother and half from their father. Your mother gave you an X chromosome, because that’s the only sex chromosome a woman can pass on.

Your father, on the other hand, had two options in his sperm: an X or a Y chromosome. If you had gotten another X from him, you would’ve been born female (XX). But in your case, the sperm that reached your mother’s egg carried a Y chromosome, and that’s what made you male.

That Y chromosome carried a special gene called SRY—short for "Sex-determining Region Y." Around your sixth or seventh week as an embryo, that gene switched on and told your body to start developing testes. Once the testes formed, they began to produce testosterone, a hormone that guided the rest of your development into a male body—like forming a penis, scrotum, and other male features.

So, in simple terms: you were born a male because your father's sperm gave you a Y chromosome, and your body followed the biological instructions that came with it.

Nnamdipapa:
You were born a male because of how your body was programmed from the very start, right at the moment of conception. Biologically, every person gets half of their genetic material from their mother and half from their father. Your mother gave you an X chromosome, because that’s the only sex chromosome a woman can pass on.

Your father, on the other hand, had two options in his sperm: an X or a Y chromosome. If you had gotten another X from him, you would’ve been born female (XX). But in your case, the sperm that reached your mother’s egg carried a Y chromosome, and that’s what made you male.

That Y chromosome carried a special gene called SRY—short for "Sex-determining Region Y." Around your sixth or seventh week as an embryo, that gene switched on and told your body to start developing testes. Once the testes formed, they began to produce testosterone, a hormone that guided the rest of your development into a male body—like forming a penis, scrotum, and other male features.

So, in simple terms: you were born a male because your father's sperm gave you a Y chromosome, and your body followed the biological instructions that came with it.

Why was it programmed like that


Am not really enjoying it

Am often between the devil and the deep blue sea


Sometimes, i think of how i can become part human part something else ,like a genderless being, an alien sincerely,

If it will take reciting or chanting bla bla bla at 12am, i dont mind,

Cuz i barely sleep already

HellVictorinho9:
Am always getting rejections


so whatz the chance of getting married

Not sure man but a single male child can change the world

JOACHINpedro:
Not sure man but a single male child can change the world

change the world by being rejected here and there !!?

Calm down bro, i understand this feeling.

Just pray, keep grinding and you will pull through, many people find themselves in your shoe and today the story has changed, trust me na who give up lose.

Key to success
Dont be lazy
Dont reject some jobs based on peoples perception or name calling.
Do whatever is legit and improve your PR.
Stop seeing others as competition, do your own and hope you will be a champion.

HellVictorinho9:
change the world by being rejected here and there !!?

December 23 last year, I gave up all the physical satisfaction life gave me, to pursue my true identity. I didn't know life was hard until I exhausted my savings from my previous job. 3months ago. I even tried to go back to my 6digits figure job but to no avail.
I was at my lowest in life.
I only had God, my caring family and my church choir.
When I thought it couldn't get worse, behold there was a basement!
The shege was profound. Bro I saw blood
But guess the funny thing, somehow inside me I felt peace I never felt. My spiritual life was awaken, I got so close to God that I left everything to him. I literally told him that if I ended up while trying to figure out what I came here to do, so be it!
I didn't care about the outcome of my decision. I just knew I was unveiling a deep person that was hidden inside me.
My sixth sense was opened.

But today, all the plans that made me get off from my comfort zone have been actualized.

Take this info however you deem but never give up on yourself and your God, cus he lives in you.
Peace be with you

You and your sorrowful posts

Suicide is not the answer tho
You will be fine

labake1:
You and your sorrowful posts

Suicide is not the answer tho
You will be fine

Can we meet face to face?

Am at gberigbe ikorodu


Thanks 4 wishing me well though i am on malaria drugs now and hoping to get some sleep in a yet to be completed church

HellVictorinho9:
Can we meet face to face?

Am at gberigbe ikorodu


Thanks 4 wishing me well though i am on malaria drugs now and hoping to get some sleep in a yet to be completed church

I don't live in Lagos. Why church and not hospital?

HellVictorinho9:
Itz too late.

Spits!

Sniper is now N1K. Too late sef if you wan end am via that means. You better stop all this yeye threads.

Goodlady:
Sniper is now N1K. Too late sef if you wan end am via that means. You better stop all this yeye threads.

U guys dont know how stupid u sound

HellVictorinho9:
U guys dont know how stupid u sound

Moderators this boy is abusing me. Help me get justice. I am having emotional trauma now. He called my post a derogatory word. Help me get justice. Justice for me oooo
HellVictorinho9 is showing me hell. Na him create a needless cruise post o.

HellVictorinho9:
Can we meet face to face?

Am at gberigbe ikorodu


Thanks 4 wishing me well though i am on malaria drugs now and hoping to get some sleep in a yet to be completed church

LoL where do you live at gberigbe ikorodu

Shey your side reach CPI agura

Emancipate yourself. Rather than wallowing in self pity and cursing your gender. Search within yourself for answers. Why is pussy chasing your primary agender? Have you taken care of your physical appearance, character, confidence, personality, spirituality and finances? When you do, people will be attracted to you. Have you built friendship first with people or you're more interested in getting a 'yes' from random people who hardly know you. That will be unfair to them. Leave 'clout' chasing for now and focus on yourself and your happiness, the right one will come your way when you do. Mind you, women are also not having it easy.