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I dont really enjoy being in need of any kind of help

Yeah, they will say itz everybody that needs help but who dey follow you argue anything?

Did i say only me should enjoy life ?

My own be say there are many areas of my life that are hmm hmm hmm

U grab?

If u dont, then 4gerrit before i give you a very bad or hellish word.


An alien here has to be something, not someone.

Will i still have a mind?


Well, even the mind will have to be reset and that means i just find myself thinking in that direction then those already like that

show me the way

You really need help, man.
Have you seen a shrink?

God will help you.

Try and get busy. 2021. I was in this your state.
Having purpose and direction helped me a lot.

If your hand touch better money. You no go dey reason all these things.

Shutting myself out didn't help either. It was this period i met the most genuine set of friends.

Rethink your life. Step out

Man up bro..
Don't relent, consistency goes a long way

Negroid001:
Try and get busy. 2021. I was in this your state.
Having purpose and direction helped me a lot.

If your hand touch better money. You no go dey reason all these things.

Shutting myself out didn't help either. It was this period i met the most genuine set of friends.

Rethink your life. Step out

So what can you do 4 me as a friend cuz i don sure say i no fit sleep this night
Tho i dey on malaria drugs

My father mata na jus another tragedy
Even my brother don leave am


I wonder why my sister dey underrate him failures


Am barely alive man and often disappointed

Negroid001:
Try and get busy. 2021. I was in this your state.
Having purpose and direction helped me a lot.

If your hand touch better money. You no go dey reason all these things.

Shutting myself out didn't help either. It was this period i met the most genuine set of friends.

Rethink your life. Step out

Itz not about getting busy alone

Itz about being appreciated too
How often do i get appreciated and commended 4 services rendered?

weezydee:
You really need help, man.
Have you seen a shrink?

God will help you.

E tire me

HellVictorinho9:
Itz not about getting busy alone

Itz about being appreciated too
How often do i get appreciated and commended 4 services rendered?

You don't need appreciation.
Man up bro. Men don't get appreciated.


Sad reality of life.

HellVictorinho9:
So what can you do 4 me as a friend cuz i don sure say i no fit sleep this night
Tho i dey on malaria drugs

My father mata na jus another tragedy
Even my brother don leave am


I wonder why my sister dey underrate him failures


Am barely alive man and often disappointed

I don't know you buh give me a heads-up on what's currently going in your life rn.

Negroid001:
I don't know you buh give me a heads-up on what's currently going in your life rn.

It has gotten out of hands and hmmm


But lemme give u heads up if thats whats up

I gotta rapping ambition along the line of post secondary school graduation(thats from august 2015 till date) , speaking of ghetto gloom with people doubting my personal misfortunes and setbacks

The street driving me bananas and gbas gbos in my brain with wasted energy put into composing or writing with no motivation

Spits on my date of birth cuz i was born with badluck or born into dam poverty ,which aint an african or black thing , but rather the lot of people like me 4 no reason as i SLEEP ON THE STREET, EAT ANYTHING AT ANYTIME AND WEAR ANYTHING POSSIBLE 4 AS LONG AS DAMN!


spits again
tried to get help from different churches cuz am inevitably unstable but there are buts/different expectations and thatz enough to also think of suicide or becoming an alien through dark magic or anything else

i sleep like itz a ritual (in discomfort) and wake up like av been sacrificed with ma eyes often red or strained ,am dam stressed by so much labor put into trekking,teaching and examination stuff most times.
4 which am often underpaid cuz certain employers feel i cant punish them 4 their deliberate sh##t ,worse than human trafficking and rape,


spits

Negroid001:
I don't know you buh give me a heads-up on what's currently going in your life rn.

am currently on malaria drugs and struggling to feed due to recurring financial disappointments

HellVictorinho9:
It has gotten out of hands and hmmm


But lemme give u heads up if thats whats up

I gotta rapping ambition along the line of post secondary school graduation(thats from august 2015 till date) , speaking of ghetto gloom with people doubting my personal misfortunes and setbacks

The street driving me bananas and gbas gbos in my brain with wasted energy put into composing or writing with no motivation

Spits on my date of birth cuz i was born with badluck or born into dam poverty ,which aint an african or black thing , but rather the lot of people like me 4 no reason as i SLEEP ON THE STREET, EAT ANYTHING AT ANYTIME AND WEAR ANYTHING POSSIBLE 4 AS LONG AS DAMN!


spits again
tried to get help from different churches cuz am inevitably unstable but there are buts/different expectations and thatz enough to also think of suicide or becoming an alien through dark magic or anything else

i sleep like itz a ritual (in discomfort) and wake up like av been sacrificed with ma eyes often red or strained ,am dam stressed by so much labor put into trekking,teaching and examination stuff most times.
4 which am often underpaid cuz certain employers feel i cant punish them 4 their deliberate sh##t ,worse than human trafficking and rape,


spits

The novels and articles you read is messing up with your psyche.

So it's joblessness you're trying to describe.
What skills do you have?
What did you study in school?

Negroid001:
The novels and articles you read is messing up with your psyche.

So it's joblessness you're trying to describe.
What skills do you have?
What did you study in school?

itz being terribly underpaid that i was talking about

even if av only got an o level paper ,it doesnt mean i should be as disappointed and stressed like av been

as 4 skills, av tried learning how to fix phones but i couldnt cope with the distance and the nature of the movement required which was unstable,

i mean the learning required a dam dam long distance covered in order 4 me to continue and it required constant or nearly 24 hour availability cuz the teacher was also unstable or could turn up at anytime
also required me to feed and wear clothes,bathe,brush ,damn!

those things aint so easy to achieve!

spits!

both the teacher and student were unstable 4 different reasons