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| I Wish I Told Her.... by Twill92(op): 10:54pm On Dec 08, 2015 |
1st year(In university) I was sitting in the lecture room, looking at that girl sitting next to me. She was my ‘best friend’. She had nice hair, humble and was very beautiful. I wish I could tell her that I loved her so much, but I didn’t want to break the bond. After lectures, she walked to me, borrowed some notes of the previous class hugged and pecked me goodbye. I wish I told her, I wish she knew That I wanted us to be more than just friends I loved her, but I was shy I didn’t know why. 2nd year My phone rang, it was her; she called me to tell me how much she was hurt. Her boyfriend just broke her heart. She asked me to go keep her company. I went to see her; coz she was my best friend. As I sat next to her, I looked her in the eye, wishing she was mine. After two hours of having fun and hanging out, she was okay; so I left her to go to bed. Before I left, she looked me in the eye with a beautiful smile, hugged me goodbye. I wish I told her, I wish she knew That I wanted us to be more than just friends I loved her, but I was shy I didn’t know why. 3rd year One day, before the grand school end year party, she asked me to accompany her to the school dance. I was very happy, because every moment with her was special. But we went to the party ‘as just friends’. After the party, I sat at the door. I looked at her, as she chatted with her friends. She happened to look at me, and then gave me that killer smile. I wish I told her, I wish she knew That I wanted us to be more than just friends I loved her, but I was shy I didn’t know why. Graduation day Days, weeks, months passed. It was the graduation day, so happy and excited we had completed our studies. She stood up, to go pick her certificate. As she walked elegantly, I couldn’t stop staring at her. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn’t notice me like that. Before she left, she came with her graduation gown, looked at me, gave me a smile and told me, ‘your forever my best friend’ I wish I told her, I wish she knew That I wanted us to be more than just friends I loved her, but I was shy I didn’t know why. Clarion call NYSC That same Year we got our call up letter and to our surprise we were posted to the same State. I thought in my heart that this is it. We traveled the way together talking and sharing life issues and personal experiences and it was so sweet to have her beside me all the way through. On getting to the camp we found ourselves in the same platoon. I thought again that this is not a coincidence but a greater opportunity for me to declare my love for her. ......On several occasions I rehearsed what I'd say to her but every time she was around I'm pulled back by my shy nature. And so the year went by as good friends. Little did she know I wanted more than that. Wedding day 3 years down the line, in the church, she walks down the aisle, with her parents on her side. It really hurts me, since my chance is now gone. I love her too much, but I got to let her go. She is being married with another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn’t see me like that. But as she walked she looked at me and gave me that killer smile. Whispered to me “BEST FRIEND EVER” I wish I told her, I wish she knew That I wanted us to be more than just friends I loved her, but I was shy I didn't know why Burial day Days, months, years passed.5 years later, I went to mourn the love of my life. The love I was afraid to tell. As I viewed her lain body, it hurt me that she left without knowing I loved her. During the service, they read her diary. The mc began ‘I stare at him; I would love to have him in my life. I try to simulate situations, but he doesn’t seem to notice me.’ I love him, I wish he knew. I would really want us to be more than just friends. I love him but am shy to say. I don’t know why. My strength was over, I Knelt before the crowd, as tears dropped down my chicks. Those words touched me deeply. I wish I told her. But its now too late, she is gone. I wish I told her, I wish she knew That I wanted us to be more than just friends I loved her, but I was shy I didn’t know why. BREAK THE SILENCE> IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE; TELL THEM. SHARE TO ENCOURAGE MEN THAT ARE STILL boys!! 1 Like |
| Re: I Wish I Told Her.... by Cutehector(m): 10:55pm On Dec 08, 2015 |
Wishers |
| Re: I Wish I Told Her.... by Behira(f): 11:00pm On Dec 08, 2015 |
Too long  |
| Re: I Wish I Told Her.... by Lucialovely(f): 11:01pm On Dec 08, 2015 |
Why is it tiny or is it my eyes? |
| Re: I Wish I Told Her.... by marshalcarter: 11:03pm On Dec 08, 2015 |
Prayin is far better than dreamin and wishin....keep wishin e hear ....wishanus amadi |
| Re: I Wish I Told Her.... by HCpaul(m): 11:28pm On Dec 08, 2015*. Modified: 11:57pm On Dec 08, 2015 |
To be honest, it really touch my heart. Am in a simialar situation with the only girl that i love in the whole world. I wish i told her. But we don't use to rappo like that. Am close to her family and parents, decieving myself with a false confidence. Not until my first day of approaching her as an elegant man, then i knew that i have no place in her heart. I wish i told her. It took me years bfor approaching her, and on doing so, i started limiting the expression of my feelings to companionship. She gave me her contact and hurriedly walked away. It pained me for not disclosing my real intention. I wish i told her. I called her but she talked to me with weak emotions. I really don't have a place in her heart. I wish i told her. She got admission and another guy make the move. I wish i told her. She started liking me with visible expressions. I wish i told her. She graduated and was posted to my firm for her service. I thought i was lucky. We had nice time together but i was too shy to make the move. I was scared of rejection, and i hate offending people. I wish i told her. Her service year got exhausted and she relocated to a new city where she got a new job. I wish i told her. After 8 months, she sent me an invitation letter. It really pained me. I wish i told her. I attended the weeding and she spoke to me "The day that was made for you." I didn't understand what she meant. I just wish i told her. She grew old and passed on, i cried but my tears wasn't capable of resurecting her back to life. I forever missed the love of my life. After 3weeks after burial, her autobiography was sent to me. This is her words concerning me: "He approached me like a man but he denied his feelings. He requested for my contact, hoping that when he calls, he will disclose his real intention. He called and started adoring me as his best friend. I switch on the signal, but his device was off. Though i form like a woman just to maintain the normal dignity. I prayed and fast to make him declared his love for me but he kept introducing me as his best friend. I build a mansion for him in my heart, but he didn't rent a single appartment. On my wedding day, before collecting the ring, i even made him to realize his rightful position but he didn't understand. I died with his love and i will be resurrected with it." If i knew she love me i like this, i would have tell her. If i know that i have a space in her heart, i would have disclose my real intention. I was scared of hurting her emotions if she didn't loves me back in return. I was scared of rejection. I made the greatest mistake in my life, I REALLY WISH I TOLD HER. 1 Like |
| Re: I Wish I Told Her.... by jayzon: 3:59am On Dec 09, 2015 |
HCpaul:dey der dey do mumu .....dnt man up ... u go 90years single |
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