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Nawa oo, what did i just read? Parents need to be watching out for their kids... Things are happening. This world is an evil place....

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Good day Stella,I must commend you for the amazing job you are doing.Thank you for this platform.I have always wanted to send this my story but I have been so busy. I decided to make out time today and write to you because this story has to be told.I need to unburden here. Please post on chronicles and don't forget to hide my Email.My story sounds unbelievable but it is true.

Heres my story, I grew up in a very strict family, my parents were staunch Christians and they made sure we were like them. we are three in my family, two girls and a boy. We never missed mass and bible study.

we all prayed religiously in the house. My nightmare started when my parents travelled for a religious event in another state and sent us to our cousin’s house. I was so happy to go because I wanted a home that was less strict like my family, they were allowed to watch tv,go out to play etc than us and I was 9 years old then and yearned for that kind of freedom.

I had really big cousins that I got along with very well and staying with them was so exciting. During my stay my cousin that was 16 at that time started molesting me, when everybody goes out to play, he would take me to his room and touch me all over, I felt uncomfortable the first time but he assured me that it was cool and that I should promise him that I would never tell a soul, I loved this my cousin and trusted him , I wanted to please him so I agreed not to tell.

He told me that i would enjoy it that its sweet and its because he loves me. He touched me in ways that aroused me and from touching my vagina and sucking my little breast, he graduated to fingering me before penetrating me. I will never forget the pain I felt that day. it was so painful, he assured me that it would be sweeter the next time that he forgot to use something. The next time he rubbed something on his penis which I didn’t know what it was at the time but now that I am an adult im sure it was Vaseline, sex was less painful. He made sure I enjoyed the sex. With time I stared enjoying the act and longed for his fingering and penetration.

it was carzy. Nobody suspected anything, he was so smart about it. That was how I was introduced to sex at a very young age by my own cousin. when it was time to go, he was actually crying and I felt he must really love me for him to be crying and I cried as well. After that sexual encounter with my cousin, it was as if I was possessed, all I could think about was sex, I wanted to be fingered badly, I wanted to feel something inside my vagina and I had no one to indulge with except my 12 year old brother, I will never forget the look on his face the day he was sleeping and I climbed his bed, covered our body with duvet and started rubbing his penis, it responded so well and I guided his hand to my vjay and he was shocked, i told him to rub my vjay and I kept rubbing his, that made me feel a little better, though I craved the real deal, but the fingering by my brother was better than nothing.

soon I was admitted to an all girls school in Lagos. I entered school and became an fully fledged lesbian, I initiated a lot of girls and we inserted all sorts in our vagina to feel something in there. i was thinking of sex every time. i was always fingering girls, there was a time I was caught by a senior prefect and was disgraced during assembly but that didn’t stop me,I became more cautious, in fact stella I became a nympho, I was not concentrating in school activities, all I thought of was sex, girl, man, object, anyone was okay with me, I just wanted something inside my vagina.

I continued with this lifestyle when I managed to enter unilag with Expo of course because I didn’t know jack. i have slept with uncountable men and women, I have done several abortions and contracted lots of diseases because I do mine with reckless abandon. My family knows of my life style and have sent me for numerous deliverance but I still can’t let go of my reckless life style.

I feel strongly that the animal that molested me as a child transferred demons to me because his life is useless as well, nothing is moving in his life. I had to open to my family about the abuse,my parents are devastated, my mom is a shadow of herself and it hurts me that I am the cause of their condition.

Please dear BVS this story is so real and things are happening, I had to leave out a lot of gory details of my past because if i write am, some of you will not believe it. please I need help, nothing is moving in my life, i am always having sex with people no matter their background,its as if am cursed. Does anyone know a powerful man that can deliver me, even if the person is a native doctor, I don’t mind. Parents please be careful. Thank you Stella.

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1. Prayer. 2. Determination and working towards it If you see it as a problem. 3. Marry a guy with high libido too.

#Plenty people have high libido

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Wowzerful...gosh gosh gosh!

this one pass me o

Parents and careless naïvety !

U really need deliverance.

That's the consequences of having sex with family. The life of both of them will be useless and turned upside down. Except confessions and rituals are made to appease their ancestors and God. No Pastor can deliver her and her cousin.

mrcrabs:
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I have a friend with a similar story but he's male and since a male would have to spend to get sex, he doesn't bother himself with girls, the so-called hard to get, he visits brothels like 4times a week and finds it hard to stop. He's 30+ now and has no interest in girls except the easy ones who are few. He's also addicted to porn and not thinking of marriage at all.

I blame it on extreme strictness of parents, record has it too that almost all porn actors, and actress have strict or abusive upbringing/parentage. Strict parents never know how far the effect of their strict nature goes. To make it worse, our society is ignorant of such psychic issues and we are quick to see such children as outcasts, ogbanje or a disgraceful child to the family as if they made themselves that way. The so called chidinma accused of cucumber lesbianism, if you check her parentage well, there'll be an element of too much strictness and scolding. Now ppl are blaming her.

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RadicallyBlunt:
I have a friend with a similar story but he's male and since a male would have to spend to get sex, he doesn't bother himself with girls, he visits brothels like 4times a week and finds it hard to stop. He's 30+ now and has no interest in girls except the easy ones who are few. He's also addicted to porn and not thinking of marriage at all

I blame it on extreme strictness of parents, record has it too that almost all porn actors, and actress have strict or abusive upbringing/parentage. Strict parents never know how far the effect of their strict nature goes. To make it worse, our society is ignorant of such psychic issues and we are quick to see such children as outcasts, ogbanje or a disgraceful child to the family as if they made themselves that way. The so called chidinma accused of cucumber lesbianism, if you check her parentage well, there'll be an element of too much strictness and scolding. Now ppl are blaming her.

You are very correct my brother...