Martinez19:
only once. He told me that what I asked for would be given to me little by little without delay. But such thing never came to pass. It is like he has been avoiding me. I really suffered a lot.

But have you ever received any massage from God through anyone.

Martinez19:
how do I send emails on nairaland I am having problems with it.

Marvel1206:

It's obvious you don't even know the purpose of this thread. This is becoming boring already. Next thread pls

peachesandroses:


Don't be disappointed. If you had been a Christian before as you said, You would know how to express yourself without sounding like someone who's never known him.

Martinez19:
thanks. Take heart in a new tomorrow because everyone has a time when the sun goes away. If God is everywhere, then he sees our text. I believe if God wants to help us out nothing will stop him.

But if at all I get help from God, I am out of Christianity cos the trauma is too substantial.

Martinez19:
No actually, I am still traumatized by the experiences. You won't believe God put me through all this. What did I ever do to God? So traumatized that I am half human.

You won't understand until you experience it.

frustratedguy:


so? and i have to explain myself to you because? do you even care about people? where is your empathy? have you been depressed before?

depressed individuals don't have the luxury of going into detailed explanations in order to convince doubting thomases like you. i can barely organise my thoughts. i just dey manage dey type

i am very disappointed in you. you guys keep proving that christians are cruel folks. even muslims better pass una

Martinez19:
but for how long. God never valued my love, zeal and devotion to him. I have reached my limits. Why has he stop communications with me? Whatever may be the purpose of all this, it doesn't change the fact that this is emotional abuse and psychological trauma. Gosh, you should ask what I did to deserve all this. It is not fair. I believe that if God wants to do something, nothing will stop him.

peachesandroses:


My dear trying to paint Christians bad won't help anything,I have genuine concern for you. And you talking about depression? Guy I've had my share of depression, disappointment, frustrations and bitterness, you probably think your case is worst because you haven't heard other people stories. At about 11 years I almost committed suicide, no one knows this in my family till now and at 20 I was going through a great depression alone, I'm naturally quiet and not expressive so people didn't know, I know how many times I cried and how many times I wished I didn't exist. I'll tell you what, i'm stronger and I'm glad I'm alive and I'm happy and grateful that God pulled me out of the pit I was in. So there's hope for you .

Martinez19:
but for how long. God never valued my love, zeal and devotion to him. I have reached my limits. Why has he stop communications with me? Whatever may be the purpose of all this, it doesn't change the fact that this is emotional abuse and psychological trauma. Gosh, you should ask what I did to deserve all this. It is not fair. I believe that if God wants to do something, nothing will stop him.

frustratedguy:


so? and i have to explain myself to you because? do you even care about people? where is your empathy? have you been depressed before?

depressed individuals don't have the luxury of going into detailed explanations in order to convince doubting thomases like you. i can barely organise my thoughts. i just dey manage dey type

i am very disappointed in you. you guys keep proving that christians are cruel folks. even muslims better pass una

frustratedguy:


how na?

Martinez19:
well thanks I did like to have your number so we could communicate later on WhatsApp. Your own story might bring hope to me. How about 8:30pm this evening. My phone is down and I usually on my generator in the evening.

peachesandroses:




Okay,send me a PM when your phone is on.

frustratedguy:


i am sorry to hear about that dear. such is life. i believe that depression is an individual thing, mr A can't be said to be experiencing more mental pain than mr B owning to the fact that we as humans reside in very different evironments and grew under different circumstances and were all created differently. some have the ability to better cope with pains than others while other people are even too weak to bear any measure of pain.

saying your situation was worse than mine is as wrong as saying mine is worse than martinez'.

i have been depressed from childhood, I seldom intimate my family my feelings as i keep to myself mostly, so they felt i was alright because i was doing fine in school by the standards.
as i aged i realise i am changing into a much different person and am beginning to despise my overly religious family, especially my dad who is quick to blame and criticise. when i tell them how i feel inside, they dismiss my words, say i am too naive, and tend to only be concerned about pleasing god and going to church. they call me witch, wizard and other bad names. even those around me share similar opinion. i am thinking of cutting myself from them.

peachesandroses:



okay, surround your self with people that think positive things about you and one Person that would never leave you is God, please try him again, I can assure you there would be a difference this time. Go to him like a son going to a father, don't go to him with hate or despises in your heart.

Martinez19:
Did you receive anything?

peachesandroses:


Not yet, I think its network. I will reply you as soon as I receive it.

peachesandroses:



okay, surround your self with people that think positive things about you and one Person that would never leave you is God, please try him again, I can assure you there would be a difference this time. Go to him like a son going to a father, don't go to him with hate or despises in your heart.

peacesamuel94:



what actually happened.

moski5:


lots of people feel the way you do. you reminded me of the 3 Hebrew guys unlike you they said even if HE didn't help they'd still serve HIM

I was feeling something similar then I stumbled on a teaching by Pastor Chris Oyakhilome, when there's no change yet Changing Hopeless Situations My eyes were opened n I was reminded of things I forgot including what Faith Really is

frustratedguy:


thanks, but mention anything in the world but not god. well, if god is ready to apologise for all the pains he brought upon my life, make amends for the things i lost, then i am willing to forgive him and take him back. else he will grow bald waiting for me to reconcile with him

right about now what i really need is a calm atmosphere where i can cool off cos i am losing my sanity. i am thinking of changing location then start life anew.

frustratedguy:


if god is actually real and has the power to undo, why does he require faith from us before he acts? and why are the miracles happening today not instant?

Ranchhoddas:
Bros you funny o. You want apology from God abi. How exactly do you want to get it?- Verbally, via phone call or through email?

Seun:
Good. With all the spiritual distractions out of the way and getting to keep more of your income, you can build a better life for yourself.

Agadsman:
my guy, you have never been a true follower of Christ.... I pray that you encounter God Truly and soon too.

frustratedguy:


if god is actually real and has the power to undo, why does he require faith from us before he acts? and why are the miracles happening today not instant?