Please forgive me if this is long for you I don't mean to stress you, would appreciate if you read to the end

I have Been feeling this way for a long time now, tired and frustrated, I am just tired of my life, I feel super bored, I stay at home all day because I am not yet in school, jamb didn't work out for me this year, I am a good looking guy, age 21, yet no friends or girlfriend. I feel very lonley, I still live with my parents who go about their daily activity as they are both working class, I have no money of my own, which means I am broke, my parents are rich but their money is not mine, they don't even give me much money anyway, all they do is make sure I eat very well and comfortable at home, paid full package of dstv Explorer. Not the TV type, I am tired of watching.

I just hate this world guys, I feel so scared living in this world because of all the evils in it, brutality, violence, man's inhumanity to man, I am like an introvert, I have become a shadow of my self.

Every day I wake up I feel very sad for no reason, I feel so depressed, sometimes I cry alone on my bed. I don't know what's wrong with me.

I feel like dying, tried holding my breath so I could die both I only fainted.. Scared of other options because they look too painful. But still I don't want to die.

I just feel like I don't belong here because I don't even get along with people in this world. Their ways are different and they make me scared, people tend to avoid me for reasons known to them (mind you I am not ugly at all, above average in looks, please I am not being proud, I just want you to get every details.

I find it difficult to even fall in love with a woman because I don't even know what love is sometimes I wonder how love works, what triggers it.
I have been like this since I was a kid. Nairalanders this week my depression and anxiety became super, that is my I seek help here with tears

Please forgive my long epistle

Do not be depressed. I feel ur pain. Try and enroll in a program. Either look for a job or learn a trade. By so doing u will meet people who will add to ur life. Kpele

we've all bn there.... u will get over it



u ought to experience it to grow up



stay strong... it has a reason and will soon b over

adontcare:
Do not be depressed. I feel ur pain. Try and enroll in a program. Either look for a job or learn a trade. By so doing u will meet people who will add to ur life. Kpele

Thanks a lot

TheMainMan:
we've all bn there.... u will get over it



u ought to experience it to grow up



stay strong... it has a reason and will soon b over

Thank you bro �

My advice is.....................................................................
Go to any JEHOVAH'S WITNESS gathering and tell them "I AM AT HOME ALWAYS, DOING NOTHING!"
I am sure my witness brothers and sisters would keep you company.....they can even stay morning till night if you don't mind. If you really need company, go for Jw....................................... Those fellas disturb for a living, seeing a person like you is a BLESSING to them







Meanwhile....

I wanted to say this before reading,but I decided to read before commenting,and I was right
When an average Nigerian tells you he/she is depressed,it is either of these things
1.He is jobless
2.Has a job,but still broke
3.Relationship issues
4. GPA is falling at a rate that,it might discover crude oil in borno
Op I feel your pain bro, honestly. Always remember whatsoever you are going through now has happened to the prophets and saints of old,and they overcame,you will surely overcame