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Dear Ma,

Please help me. I feel like giving up. My life has no meaning and I have no reason to exist. I am crying even as I write this email. I am 37years old,a single mother to a 12 year old boy. I am an artist. Many of you may know me but please keep my ID private.

All my life,all I have been able to do in my relationships is to be with the wrong kind of men. I started singing from church as a teenager. I was in school choir. I got pregnant in my 200 level. That nearly killed me but I thank God for my mother who stood by me and helped me raise my child.

During my youth service,I was raped by someone I trusted. A pastor in my church. I was close to him and his family so his wife did not suspect anything. They were like my mentors. It started innocently and I had no reason to suspect his care for me. After he raped me,I left because I was ashamed.I blamed myself for trusting him. I also loved the wife and did not want to break her heart. For someone who got pregnant at a young age,I .....see more




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