Its not HIV . your mind is playing games with you.

Depression!! what's eating you deep is depression bro,free ur mind Remember you only live once.....

Quite a few inconsistencies.

She was on her period but you didnt see a pad when she undressed?

It was in the morning but you had to use a touch light to see the blood stain?

LazyGoat:



I'm really hoping so, am just so scared. I haven't been myself this past few days.

My son, give me your heart and let your eyes find delight in my ways,--proverbs 23:26

Yet you have not listened to Me," declares the LORD, "in order that you might provoke Me to anger with the work of your hands to your own harm.--Jeremiah 25:7

Do you not know that he who unites himself with a prostitute is one with her in body? For it is said, "The two will become one flesh." --1st Corinthians 6:16

Now flee from youthful lusts and pursue righteousness, faith, love and peace, with those who call on the LORD from a pure heart.--2 Timothy 2:22

A word is enough for the wise.

LazyGoat:



I'm really hoping so, am just so scared. I haven't been myself this past few days.

How do you mean you've haven't been yourself, did you check the mirror?

donstan18:
I don't think these current symptoms are signs of any disease, they are just signs and wonders.

Oga I doubt you're a Christian; you must be an atheist.

After reading your pathetic story... All I could say right now is that you see a Doc, they might probably run some test for STDs and get you treated with the right medications. It could be a long untreated malaria/typhoid. All the same I know you will be fine in shortest of time. Always play safe and use a condom. Best wishes.

donstan18:
I don't think these current symptoms are signs of any disease, they are just signs and wonders.

brother i swear this ur comment made me rolling in laughter

op i had 2 seconds condomless sex and it was even my first time of having sex in 2k17 with my gf of 3 years the emotional trauma and the way the doctors looked at me when i went for test made me conclude it will be my first and last new girlfriend want me to have sex with her but i showed her all the test result i did and i told her i dont want to pass through this trauma again she asked me to use condom i said no condom can break except she will do all the sti test before i can have sex with her mind u it will only be with cd again
bro my advise to u cos for me now im really scared of sex raw or condom cos if they fail you i dont pray u go through the kind of panic stress depression sadness i passed through

[quote author=LazyGoat post=84547518]Good day nairalanders, am dying silently and I seriously need advise. I'm so sorry for my long episode but I just thought I should explain everything out. Also sorry for my poor English, am typing in so much hurry. There is this girl i met on Facebook, she was the one that sent me a friend request though, so after about 4 day's of chatting i requested to see her and she agreed, we saw that same day because i went to see her at her place, the next day i went to see her also at her place, she lives with her mum "her mum only child" i don't know her compound or gate though because she normally comes to meet me at the road side whenever i comes to her. all this while i normally calls her every evening just to check up on her, on the 3rd day during the evening i went to see her at her place as usual, when i was about leaving she said she wants to know my place, so i agreed and we entered Keke and i showed her my place, when it was almost 11pm i asked her if she isn't going home and she said no that she wants to sleep over "my heart stated beating faster" because i was happy and was very sure i must have sex with her during the night, that night i tried severally to touch her but she refused so i had to let her sleep in peace, the next day morning she saw on my face that i wasn't happy and yes i wasn't all what was on my mind was for her to get up from the bed and take her leave, i was still lying on the bed when suddenly she started touching me all over. Then i responded and we had sex i had condoms but the urge within me couldn't allow me go out from the bed to get it, to be sincere not just that only. I really wanted to enter her raw because it's been long i felt how it feels like. When i was done i saw thick bloods all over my bed sheet, when i saw it i was shocked and was wondering where it came from, immediately i took my touch light phone switched on the touch and pointed it on my dick and i was surprised that i saw blood all over my dick, the blood has an unpleasant ordour, it was smelling so badly that i couldn't breadth, i confronted the girl and told her that she is on her period and she didn't tell me, and allowed me to have sex with her raw she suddenly became afraid and thought i wanted to slap her but I had no such intentions. The only thing on my mind at that moment was the fear of hiv, she told me she wasn't on her period and din't knew where and how the blood came from her, i was so scared to the bone that i must have contracted hiv my fear became worsen when i remembered she din't asked me to use a condom when i was about going down on her, nor did she complained when i went down on her even without any form of pre-intimacy or kissing. I was so scared that i had to give her the last money i had on me which is 1500. I pleaded with her to go to one private trusted medical facility not too far from my place, i told her to do hiv text and come back with the result and show me so she took the money and left, 4 minutes later she came back to my place that she forgot her charger that she wants to collect it, i told her to go and do the test that when she is back she will collect her charger but she insisted that her battery is low and she wants to charge her phone on the place that the test is to be conducted, i allowed her take it and she left, about two minutes later it occurred to me to follow her and sees where she is going so i wore my trouser immediately and i did but to my surprise she is going the opposite direction "she was going home" so i pursued her and took the money from her i was so angry and pissed off that i din't gave her transport. I didn't called her throughout that day all what was on my head is that i have contracted hiv i was so scared to the bone, that same evening i called her and asked her about her whereabout and she told me she is at home so i went to her place and she came to meet me at the usual road side that we normally meet, i pleaded with her to do this text just to put my mind at rest but her response is that she doesn't have hiv that am making her scared, i asked her how she knew she doesn't have hiv and she was silent i asked her this same question up to 4 times but she couldn't say a word. I tried all i could to convince her to do this text but she refused so i had to let her be and face my sorrows alone two day's later she came to my place one thing led to the other and we had sex but this time i used a condom, we had sex severally for up to one week but i was always on condom, "I have a very very high libido, so i couldn't resist whenever she is around me" but still the first encounter i had with her was still fresh on my memory and eating me up, i lost weight because of thinking and i couldn't go to work for about a week, during same period my scrountom balls became very painful that i couldn't sleep at night so i went to a local text lab in my area to do some texts i did gonorrhea, syphilis, clymadia and all came out negative. Two days later the pains went away, during this period i was unable to sleep i thought i had contracted hiv i was so restless that i had to go back to the lab to take an hiv text, deep down within me i knew it would be negative because it is just 2weeks since i got exposed, but still i wanted to do it to put my mind at rest a little and had some little hope, the text came back negative, i had to explain to the lab guy what am going through and he told me i made a mistake that i shouldn't have told her that it was hiv text am about conducting on her that i should have told her that it is blood text to know her blood group, and i picked up the idea and decided to use it, I told the lab guy that am coming with her the next day. On same evening i went to the girl place and told her that i did hiv text and it was negative i showed her my result, i told her that she doesn't have hiv and my mind is finally at rest, she was happy. I then told her that i want us to do blood text next day to know our blood group if we are both compatible and she concurred, next day i took her to the lab the lab guy already knew my plan, he asked us what text did we came for and i told him it is blood text, he then called me into the inner room put a small piece of cotton wool on my hand and told me to hold it that way in other for the girl to believe he has took my blood, the girl went and he drew her blood he ran the hiv text on her as we both planned earlier. He told us to come next day for the result, few hours later i went alone because i knew the result normally comes between minutes/hours he gave me the result and it was negative. My mind finally came down all symptoms, worries and fears i had been experiencing suddenly disappeared, since that day until this moment i have been having raw sex with her, i would call it a painful sex because there are sores all over my dick accompanied with blood, i start noticing that since i started having raw sex with her, but unfortunately my sexual urge is just too high that i have been ignoring it and still continuing, and ignoring the pains which is indeed very painful because of the sores on my dick. Until 6 days ago i became very sick, serious headache, mid grade fever, painful eye's, appitite loss, dizziness, serious diarrha "the most serious i have ever experienced all my life" i have been so scared, because the last time i fell sick was March 2012 since then i haven't in anyway fallen sick. So i was really so scared that i have contracted hiv because the lab i conducted her hiv text was a local lab i was scared that the result is false. 4days ago i went to do some text for malaria and typhoid and the text came out that i have a lots of typhoid and a single + for malaria. I bought drugs took injection but still the symptoms are still there am still feeling so sick am so scared and confused right now as the symptoms has refused to go even after taking drugs and injections. I planned taking her for another hiv text at a government hospital tomorrow, if this eventually comes out negative I will never go in raw again, I have learnt my lessons already. I'm not myself anymore am so confused, i can't eat, sleep nor can I explain what am passing through right now to anyone. I'm so confused and feels like am dying slowly, please I need advise on what to do or next step to take because am dying silently.t go to work for about a week, during same period my scrountom balls became very painful that i couldnt go to work for about a week, during same period my scrountom balls became very painful that i couldn[/quote

How many weeks did it take before you started experiencing all those symptoms

unicorn79:
Quite a few inconsistencies.

She was on her period but you didnt see a pad when she undressed?

It was in the morning but you had to use a touch light to see the blood stain?

Bro read my post again, yes her period started but she didn't knew. In the morning "very early" before 6am

kevotek1000:
After reading your pathetic story... All I could say right now is that you see a Doc, they might probably run some test for STDs and get you treated with the right medications. It could be a long untreated malaria/typhoid. All the same I know you will be fine in shortest of time. Always play safe and use a condom. Best wishes.

Thank you very much sir, I really appreciate your advise so much, thank you very much.

hidhrhis:
op i had 2 seconds condomless sex and it was even my first time of having sex in 2k17 with my gf of 3 years the emotional trauma and the way the doctors looked at me when i went for test made me conclude it will be my first and last new girlfriend want me to have sex with her but i showed her all the test result i did and i told her i dont want to pass through this trauma again she asked me to use condom i said no condom can break except she will do all the sti test before i can have sex with her mind u it will only be with cd again
bro my advise to u cos for me now im really scared of sex raw or condom cos if they fail you i dont pray u go through the kind of panic stress depression sadness i passed through

I know how it feels bro, the pathetic feelings, fear, anxiety, frustration can't be compared with anything in this world

[quote author=Anacondaprick post=84573442][/quote]
It's been more than a month now since I met her, 1 month and about 1 week

LazyGoat:
Good day nairalanders, am dying silently and I seriously need advise. I'm so sorry for my long episode but I just thought I should explain everything out. Also sorry for my poor English, am typing in so much hurry. There is this girl i met on Facebook, she was the one that sent me a friend request though, so after about 4 day's of chatting i requested to see her and she agreed, we saw that same day because i went to see her at her place, the next day i went to see her also at her place, she lives with her mum "her mum only child" i don't know her compound or gate though because she normally comes to meet me at the road side whenever i comes to her. all this while i normally calls her every evening just to check up on her, on the 3rd day during the evening i went to see her at her place as usual, when i was about leaving she said she wants to know my place, so i agreed and we entered Keke and i showed her my place, when it was almost 11pm i asked her if she isn't going home and she said no that she wants to sleep over "my heart stated beating faster" because i was happy and was very sure i must have sex with her during the night, that night i tried severally to touch her but she refused so i had to let her sleep in peace, the next day morning she saw on my face that i wasn't happy and yes i wasn't all what was on my mind was for her to get up from the bed and take her leave, i was still lying on the bed when suddenly she started touching me all over. Then i responded and we had sex i had condoms but the urge within me couldn't allow me go out from the bed to get it, to be sincere not just that only. I really wanted to enter her raw because it's been long i felt how it feels like. When i was done i saw thick bloods all over my bed sheet, when i saw it i was shocked and was wondering where it came from, immediately i took my touch light phone switched on the touch and pointed it on my dick and i was surprised that i saw blood all over my dick, the blood has an unpleasant ordour, it was smelling so badly that i couldn't breadth, i confronted the girl and told her that she is on her period and she didn't tell me, and allowed me to have sex with her raw she suddenly became afraid and thought i wanted to slap her but I had no such intentions. The only thing on my mind at that moment was the fear of hiv, she told me she wasn't on her period and din't knew where and how the blood came from her, i was so scared to the bone that i must have contracted hiv my fear became worsen when i remembered she din't asked me to use a condom when i was about going down on her, nor did she complained when i went down on her even without any form of pre-intimacy or kissing. I was so scared that i had to give her the last money i had on me which is 1500. I pleaded with her to go to one private trusted medical facility not too far from my place, i told her to do hiv text and come back with the result and show me so she took the money and left, 4 minutes later she came back to my place that she forgot her charger that she wants to collect it, i told her to go and do the test that when she is back she will collect her charger but she insisted that her battery is low and she wants to charge her phone on the place that the test is to be conducted, i allowed her take it and she left, about two minutes later it occurred to me to follow her and sees where she is going so i wore my trouser immediately and i did but to my surprise she is going the opposite direction "she was going home" so i pursued her and took the money from her i was so angry and pissed off that i din't gave her transport. I didn't called her throughout that day all what was on my head is that i have contracted hiv i was so scared to the bone, that same evening i called her and asked her about her whereabout and she told me she is at home so i went to her place and she came to meet me at the usual road side that we normally meet, i pleaded with her to do this text just to put my mind at rest but her response is that she doesn't have hiv that am making her scared, i asked her how she knew she doesn't have hiv and she was silent i asked her this same question up to 4 times but she couldn't say a word. I tried all i could to convince her to do this text but she refused so i had to let her be and face my sorrows alone two day's later she came to my place one thing led to the other and we had sex but this time i used a condom, we had sex severally for up to one week but i was always on condom, "I have a very very high libido, so i couldn't resist whenever she is around me" but still the first encounter i had with her was still fresh on my memory and eating me up, i lost weight because of thinking and i couldn't go to work for about a week, during same period my scrountom balls became very painful that i couldn't sleep at night so i went to a local text lab in my area to do some texts i did gonorrhea, syphilis, clymadia and all came out negative. Two days later the pains went away, during this period i was unable to sleep i thought i had contracted hiv i was so restless that i had to go back to the lab to take an hiv text, deep down within me i knew it would be negative because it is just 2weeks since i got exposed, but still i wanted to do it to put my mind at rest a little and had some little hope, the text came back negative, i had to explain to the lab guy what am going through and he told me i made a mistake that i shouldn't have told her that it was hiv text am about conducting on her that i should have told her that it is blood text to know her blood group, and i picked up the idea and decided to use it, I told the lab guy that am coming with her the next day. On same evening i went to the girl place and told her that i did hiv text and it was negative i showed her my result, i told her that she doesn't have hiv and my mind is finally at rest, she was happy. I then told her that i want us to do blood text next day to know our blood group if we are both compatible and she concurred, next day i took her to the lab the lab guy already knew my plan, he asked us what text did we came for and i told him it is blood text, he then called me into the inner room put a small piece of cotton wool on my hand and told me to hold it that way in other for the girl to believe he has took my blood, the girl went and he drew her blood he ran the hiv text on her as we both planned earlier. He told us to come next day for the result, few hours later i went alone because i knew the result normally comes between minutes/hours he gave me the result and it was negative. My mind finally came down all symptoms, worries and fears i had been experiencing suddenly disappeared, since that day until this moment i have been having raw sex with her, i would call it a painful sex because there are sores all over my dick accompanied with blood, i start noticing that since i started having raw sex with her, but unfortunately my sexual urge is just too high that i have been ignoring it and still continuing, and ignoring the pains which is indeed very painful because of the sores on my dick. Until 6 days ago i became very sick, serious headache, mid grade fever, painful eye's, appitite loss, dizziness, serious diarrha "the most serious i have ever experienced all my life" i have been so scared, because the last time i fell sick was March 2012 since then i haven't in anyway fallen sick. So i was really so scared that i have contracted hiv because the lab i conducted her hiv text was a local lab i was scared that the result is false. 4days ago i went to do some text for malaria and typhoid and the text came out that i have a lots of typhoid and a single + for malaria. I bought drugs took injection but still the symptoms are still there am still feeling so sick am so scared and confused right now as the symptoms has refused to go even after taking drugs and injections. I planned taking her for another hiv text at a government hospital tomorrow, if this eventually comes out negative I will never go in raw again, I have learnt my lessons already. I'm not myself anymore am so confused, i can't eat, sleep nor can I explain what am passing through right now to anyone. I'm so confused and feels like am dying slowly, please I need advise on what to do or next step to take because am dying silently.t go to work for about a week, during same period my scrountom balls became very painful that i couldnt go to work for about a week, during same period my scrountom balls became very painful that i couldn

young man u contacted gonoherea and syphilis together treat it very well joor is not hiv Biko

Please lazy goat, no buy any herbal anything from anyone here in nairaland, they are all scammers, go to teaching hospital and collect std drugs ooo,

abelswife:
Go run a HIV test. You'd never know until you do.

Pls update your diary now
Edakun

tohyorsih2:



Pls update your diary now
Edakun

Okay Ma.

Runs away...

You will soon marry because the way you are going. You will definitely impregnate her. Congratulations in advance.