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yeah right!
you all wish.
arsenal is gone just like the name, goners.

was that english?

thank you so much to everyone that has contributed to this issue.
God bless you all.
however i think i'll take the advise of going to see a health practitioner.
i believe my problem is begining to infringe on my health. i mean, having to live practically on adrenaline 24hrs of the day. i seriously fear for my haelth now.i mean there is so much my liver can take. init?
will be seeing a doctor this week.
meanwhile i am still hanging on,  though just barely.
thank you all again.

i dont know the correct place to post this whether in medical or here.
please i'm in desperate need of HELP!
i am an introvert,
i work in a semi-military organisation.
by virtue of my education and partly due to a recent purge in the workforce, i suddenly find myself at the very top heading quite a large group of personnel.
a good thing you'll say but for me its a nightmare.
you see, this position requires that i am now the spokesperson for men. i have to hold lectures/meetings and represent them at HOD meetings and wherever.
the problem is i cant speak in a crowd to even save my life.
i cant talk when i'm in front of more than 5 people in a formal gathering.
i get all nervous and trembling, my speech becomes badly affected.
what i'm afraid of, i dont know. its not that i'm not knowledgeable about my work or something, simply that i am extremely introverted. as far back as my university days that i noticed the problem but it seems to be getting worse by the day.
its so bad that i'm sick of myself. i loathe and hate myself so bad that,
i cant stand to embarrass myself so i'm thinking of quitting my job.
please, please, anyone who has suggestion should please help me
this is so pathetic, a big shame and i'm dying inside everyday.
help me, i love my job but i just might run off due to this problem
is there any help out there for me?
nairalanders please i need your valuable advise.
thanks.