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kandiikane: Thank you. I have noticed the hit, it worst when I have not smoked for a day. I literally find it hard to see straight or stand straight. I usually have to sit down. And it may also be because of the mixtures of menthols because that's when you can taste it for-when you haven't smoked for a while.

I had admit being addicted because I want quit. I find that people judge me negatively because of it but I really cannot blame them because smoking is seen as a negative attribute.

For my lips, I keep looking back at my old pictures and my lips were lighter but now my top lips has gone too dark for my liking and my bottom lip is starting to. People would never know I'm a smoker unless I tell them but some days when I've smoked a lot I notice it gets darker than usually and dry so I usually scrub it hard until it starts to peel.



That's good news, hopefully mine will go back when I finally go off it.

Seems like you pushing your body to the limit sis,

But you know what ? I believe in you. Somehow, you sound like someone who can win this battle.

I just pray you can banish the demons once and for all this year.

I'm with 1forall on this - You have my support - @team Kandi

lari03: bro I would rather tell you of my smoking issues, cos that's decent stuff. I done did a lot of bs that will never leave my lips,back when some emotional cravings crawled up my mind.

You talking like a true brother who's been through some bs due to addiction (sex that is)

I mean you end up doing some crazy crazy shit, that even you personally find disgusting (even while doing them) just because you need to have sex . . . . .

I mean there some shit that I find so bad that even thinking about them hurts not to talk of talking about it . . . .

lari03: addictions.... best way to get over this is to search for God with all your heart cos this is heavier than nicotine dependence.

You really think so ? any personal experiences ?

Maybe when I have the time I might open a thread on sex addiction and how peeps coped with or got out of it

kandiikane: It's not about the taste but how it makes you feel, it's also psycological because it becomes the first thing you think of when you're stressed, angry, upset etc. Within those minutes of smoking, you are in a world of your own. This is from my own experience anyway. I could find something to relieve me during a stressful period but I am an addict and my only option is the smoke.

I should have been criticizing or judging you if not for the fact that I have my own personal issues that in a way relates to yours. I don't smoke nor drink but my personal stress reliever ? S.ex (hope am not derailing).

The way you described your smoking addiction closely aligns with my attitude towards sex. I mean once I am stressed, I just need to have sex, doesn't matter the time, the day or with who or where I am. Its not even about the 'pleasure' per se. its just that it acts as my escape route to another world.

I know its a crazy and dangerous habit but I'm trying my best to break free. God help me

@Folanaira, pagan nga, kails, jazzgreen, Igbeke and especially LYNPET.

I think you guys should pay this thread a visit . . . . .it might help.

https://www.nairaland.com/608819/dont-mad-see-psychiatrist


abeg no vex o, i jus wan assiist una small