I have a lady i fell in love with and gave all my love, we loved each other but some where along the line i think i got too jealous and i invaded into her private life, she is a student and stays off campus, i have an extra key to her apartment, so a day i traveled on getting to her apartment she was not around, looking for what to read before her arrival, i stormed her diary, where she wrote she love a guy although that was her Ex. I got mad and left, called and yabbed her, she said that was before. You know nairalanders, as a man i over talked. I told her love her, but she wouldnt believe me again, because of what i said.

      In the cause of my anger i told her to return the car i gave to her for her birthday, she promised to return it and i know she mean it, i am scared my conscience wont allow me collect it, my friends and family condemned me, for asking her to return the car, i knew she never asked for the car before i gave her, when i remember i even gave her without asking it kills me. I love her but she says she is scared of me after all i have said. But i am human,  what do i do please.