E never reach like that

2019 I got married and under 5months, I was able to save 1.5m. I moved out of my old apartment due to lack of water and bad roads. So I spent almost 600k get two bedroom flat. I was having 800k left then someone wants to sell Big daddy car to me at 850k. I told him to bring the car that I will bring the money along the next day.

All of a sudden, something came over me and told me to gamble small amount so that I can be able to raise the 50k to complete the payment and still have extra change. Mind you, I stopped gambling before I got married and vow not to ever go back. After putting some funds in bet account, under2hrs I lost all the 800k.just by playing virtual. I had to gave excuse for the car and since then I have bee Trying to recover lost cost but trust me. I keep losing. I am not exaggerating. Since 2019 till now. I must have lost 10m to bet because I get cash easily but Sport bet takes it away.
My marriage is threatened. Pls I need you all to help me to stop my addiction .