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LiteratureRe: Scars And Stories I (FICTION) by stariobran(op): 12:21pm On Aug 06, 2013
I said i would tell you about my parents today right?

when we were younger, my siblings and I wondered how the young children in the movies we watched usually hugged their parents, especially their dads, some even pecking them -inyama- and saying 'óo dad you are the best. It looked really weird to us. we even played saying things like 'tracy go and hug dad and say you are the best', and then we would laugh and say if that happens the world must have definitely ended.

yea i can guess you are having an idea of who my dad is. i see him as a sadist. not just me, all of us. in the course of this and subsequent stories you would probably understand why we see him as such. I remember when josh my younger brother, who is the last child in our family, was still growing up and was fong of sulking his left thumb. We all saw sulking as a very bad habit especially as we couldnt remember any of us ever sulking let alone sulking till the age of six. so dad came into the room one day and saw josh sulking, and by the time josh realised that dad had seen him, it was too late to hide his hand. Everyone then got scared, because we felt dad was going to flog him with the cane he always bought on his way from work every evening, - why he always did that, i would say later. but dad didnt flog josh. nice dad shee? well, he didn't flog josh. he asked josh instead to stand and move towards him, then looked around, noticed a portion of the floor where some of the cement had come off then told josh to scratch that particular thum till it bled. he said that way the thumb would be hurting and would serve as a reminder to josh anytime he unconsciously put it in his mouth to sulk. Josh was six years, I was ten years old then, but i had goose pimples all over me, the type that always comes over me whenever i see a fresh wound or an iodined old wound. i never asked Josh how bad it hurt. I just shivered, we all shivered and watched Josh cry and bleed. When mom came home we told her and i"m not sure i can remember what her exact response was anymore. all this was four years ago. you can see it was a long time ago. dad isn't that wicked anymore. but he is still a sadist.

Mom is cool. a lot of people hate mom, i am not sure exactly why. especially the people in my church. but at the same time i know a lot of people who say they like mom. i hope they really do. or i don't even care how they feel. personally she has tried to make up for marrrying our sadist dad by being extra nice to us.

i said i would tell you bout dad buying a new cane each day yea? well that was because whenever he left for work the next day, we would take the cane bought the previous day and go throw it away. sometimes we even cut the cane into pieces, lit a match stick to them and smoked them. so he knew he would never meet the cane he bought the previous day......

(to be c'ntd)


(PS: @Neduzze5 it is fiction true true o)
Music/RadioRe: Mama's Song Review by stariobran(op): 11:48am On Aug 06, 2013
Artist: Rascal Flatts
Title: Stand

You feel like a candle in a hurricane
Just like a picture with a broken frame
Alone and helpless, like you've lost your fight
But you'll be alright, you'll be alright

‘Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what you're made of
You might bend ‘til you break
‘Cause it's all you can take

On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe your hands, shake it off
Then you stand, then you stand

Life's like a novel with the end ripped out
The edge of a canyon with only one way down
Take what you're given before it's gone
And start holdin' on, keep holdin' on

‘Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what you're made of
You might bend ‘til you break
‘Cause it's all you can take

On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe your hands, shake it off
Then you stand, yeah, then you stand

Every time you get up
And get back in the race
One more small piece of you
Starts to fall into place, yeah

‘Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what you're made of
You might bend ‘til you break
‘Cause it's all you can take

Yeah, then you stand
Yeah, baby
Woo hoo, woo hoo
Woo hoo, woo hoo
Then you stand, yeah yeah






This song is shares some similarities with my first song reviwed, 'fix you', in the sense that it is inspirational too and can lift you up. but unlike fix you, this doesn't fit into a situation where you've lost someone, rather where you ave taken enough and you deserve better so you make a decision to leave. it could be a relationship, work, friendship, anything at all.

'when push turns to shove' means when it gets really bad, and thats when you know how strong you actually are, and you don't give it all up because you are broken or you've been defeated, rather you do because it is time to do that.

i dedicate this song to people in abusive relationships - and abuse isnt when you are being hit oo, its when you are treated less than you actually deserve.
Music/RadioRe: Mama's Song Review by stariobran(op): 9:55pm On Aug 05, 2013
Artist: Coldplay
Title: Fix You

LYRICS:

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I
Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you




The first time i heard this song,. i think i almost cried. the words so beautiful as the tune. it's calming and soothing to me. when you get disappointed or you fail an exam or you lose someone or something, this song helps. it doesnt make it all go away, but it shares the pain and the feeling with you.

'when you try your best but you don't succeed, when you get what you want but not what you need'.....we have all been there, havent we?

and if you havent listened to this song ever, -shocking as it may be-, download and listen just before you sleep...
again, it is a beautiful song
Music/RadioMama's Song Review by stariobran(op): 9:43pm On Aug 05, 2013
Hi,

i want to use this space to review songs i love. so in each post i would pick a song,. post the lyrics and a download link for the song if i can find it. then i talk about the song, what i like about it, what i dislike, what it reminds me of, etc. you can also share your songs and what you think about it
LiteratureRe: Danielle Steel; Not Like Before by stariobran(f): 9:32pm On Aug 05, 2013
I still cry when i remember zoya. omg dt book was something else. i cried and cried while reading it. i was 17years then smiley
LiteratureScars And Stories I (FICTION) by stariobran(op): 9:18pm On Aug 05, 2013
MY name is tracy. you probably know me. i'm that girl next door. I live with my parents and two brothers and two sisters in a three bedroom apartment in oshodi. i am in SS3. i am a very bright student, infact i am the head girl of my secondary school. i want to study medicine in the university once i'm done with secondary school. My parents are very proud of me- out of all their children i seem to be the hope of the family. i shall be taking you through how my life goes, from now till twenty years later. i shall refer to the past often for you to understand how i have come thus far.
in my next post i will talk about my parents, and the one after that, my siblings.
see you later, i have to go read. i read a lot, thats why i am this intelligent


(ps: THIS IS PURELY FICTION)
EducationRe: Unilag Postgraduate Studies 2013/2014 Session by stariobran(f): 10:49pm On Jun 27, 2013
1) please can someone passing out of the NYSC in october apply?

2) what are the documents that must be sent to the school before the july 17th deadline?

Thanks
Jobs/VacanciesRe: I'm Tired! by stariobran(f): 9:38pm On Jun 22, 2013
you can pm your email address or your phone no
Jobs/VacanciesRe: I'm Tired! by stariobran(f): 3:58pm On Jun 21, 2013
when did you finish your nysc? how much did u save up during that? how much can you raise? even if it's 1000 naira lets save you from financial bondage. you will work for yourself and make money for yourself no matter how humble you have to start.
PoliticsRe: Heavy Rainfall Predicted In Lagos On Tuesday! by stariobran(f): 9:46am On Jun 18, 2013
raining heavily here in ikoyi
AdvertsRe: Original Sexy Dinner Gown And Underwear (wholesale And Retail) by stariobran(f):
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PhonesRe: Plz Help Me.how Do I Subscribe To A Bb Plan On A New Tecno N7 by stariobran(f): 11:49am On Jun 09, 2013
Please send mtn unlimited idea to me. Thanks.
dbrowncat@yahoo.com
Jobs/VacanciesRe: Tutorial For Aptitude Test by stariobran(f): 9:50pm On May 29, 2013
Please I also need the shl materials. Godbless you.
dbrowncat@yahoo.com
Jobs/VacanciesRe: 2013 Shell Recruitment Day Application For Fresh Graduates by stariobran(f): 9:19am On May 23, 2013
yes deadline is 27th. confirmed
Tech JobsHtml5 And Jquery Mobile App Developer Freelance Needed by stariobran(op): 11:56am On May 17, 2013
There is a small job for a freelance html5 mobile developer to work on a small project.
Project Timeframe: 2weeks.
Pay: 10,000

Send an email with subject 'Freelance developer' to admin@ivobble.com to apply.
Jobs/VacanciesRe: I Need A Free Job by stariobran(f): 11:52am On May 17, 2013
are you also a programmer alongside? because i have a programming job for free.
Jobs/VacanciesFreelance Html5 Mobile App Developer Job by stariobran(op): 8:16pm On May 16, 2013
There is a small job for a freelance html5 mobile developer to work on a small project.
Project Timeframe: 2-3weeks.
Pay: 15,000.

Send an email with subject 'Freelance developer' to admin@ivobble.com to apply.
Poems For ReviewRe: My New Year's Eve by stariobran(op): 6:14am On May 16, 2013
Enitsua: Your poem brought tears to my eyes...Very nice poem
cheesy
ProgrammingRe: Html5 Help by stariobran(op): 6:12am On May 16, 2013
lordZOUGA: Remember if you create a crappy software, nobody will use it.
Lol. I promise you. It'd be awesome. Dts y I need to kn hw to go abt it
ProgrammingRe: Html5 Help by stariobran(op): 3:49pm On May 14, 2013
spikes C: It depends on the app itself. If it's more about content where u can offload processing to a web server, then use phonegap.

To help you more, give us a list of the core features. Not the ideas ooo
E.g;
Maps,geolocation
Contacts access
Etc
thank you for ur reply.
for features, lets say everything you have on instagram.
ProgrammingHtml5 Help by stariobran(op): 1:41pm On May 14, 2013
please i have an idea for a mobile app, a million dollar idea, and im scared of paying anyone to develop it until it is launched, to avoid the idea being stolen. so therefore i am taking it upon myself to learn html5 and create it.
i know about google, so please don't suggest that.
i just want to know if there is an easier way to create a mobile app like using a solution like dreamweaver etc. one that a novice can easily get in tune with.

PS: i know my basic html, css and a bit of javascript. so i quite have an idea about coding.
thanks. every help would be appreciated
Poems For ReviewRe: My New Year's Eve by stariobran(op): 5:12pm On May 03, 2013
Hehe. Amaka picked out these shades for me. She convinced me it looked perfect.
On getting home my sis says I look like a blind mallam sad.

Which is it? Perfect or blindect?
Poems For ReviewMy New Year's Eve by stariobran(op): 5:41am On May 03, 2013
I have searched, and no words can perfectly describe everything I have and want to say to everyone who have been in my life these past twenty-four years, more than the lyrics of honor's society's 'where are you now'.

(Modified by me in some cases)
To my favorite teacher,
told me never give up
To my secondary school crush,
who I thought I really
loved
To the girls I miss, and
the guys we kissed
Where are you now?
To my ex best friend,
don't know how we grew
apart
To my favorite band, and
sing alongs on my bed
To the face i see, in my
memories
Where are you now?
Where are you now?
Cuz I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like i do
If it wasn't for you I
would never be who I am
To my first boyfriend, I thought for sure
was the one
To my last boyfriend, sorry that I screwed
this up
To the ones I loved and didn't show it
enough
Where are you now?
Where are you now?
Cuz I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like i do
If it wasn't for you I would never be who I
am
I know I'll never see those days again
And things will never be that way again
But that's just how it goes
People change, but I know
I won't forget you
To the ones who cared and were there from
the start
To the love that left, and took a piece of my
heart
To the few who'd swear, I'd never go
anywhere
Where are you now?
Where are you now?
Cuz I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you I would never be who I
am
If it wasn't for you I would never be who I
am
If it wasn't for you I'd be nothing
Where are you now




Tempted to include names, but I feel everyone knows where they belong cheesy


And if the song is all u care about,
http://a.tumblr.com/tumblr_lgjh0v9FXr1qbh0d8o1.mp3.

And if u're thinking of the perfect birthday gift for me 2mrw cheesy, just book a room for me at the radisson blu. I need to spend the day reflecting in luxury cheesy.

Love,
Mama.

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