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I said i would tell you about my parents today right? when we were younger, my siblings and I wondered how the young children in the movies we watched usually hugged their parents, especially their dads, some even pecking them -inyama- and saying 'óo dad you are the best. It looked really weird to us. we even played saying things like 'tracy go and hug dad and say you are the best', and then we would laugh and say if that happens the world must have definitely ended. yea i can guess you are having an idea of who my dad is. i see him as a sadist. not just me, all of us. in the course of this and subsequent stories you would probably understand why we see him as such. I remember when josh my younger brother, who is the last child in our family, was still growing up and was fong of sulking his left thumb. We all saw sulking as a very bad habit especially as we couldnt remember any of us ever sulking let alone sulking till the age of six. so dad came into the room one day and saw josh sulking, and by the time josh realised that dad had seen him, it was too late to hide his hand. Everyone then got scared, because we felt dad was going to flog him with the cane he always bought on his way from work every evening, - why he always did that, i would say later. but dad didnt flog josh. nice dad shee? well, he didn't flog josh. he asked josh instead to stand and move towards him, then looked around, noticed a portion of the floor where some of the cement had come off then told josh to scratch that particular thum till it bled. he said that way the thumb would be hurting and would serve as a reminder to josh anytime he unconsciously put it in his mouth to sulk. Josh was six years, I was ten years old then, but i had goose pimples all over me, the type that always comes over me whenever i see a fresh wound or an iodined old wound. i never asked Josh how bad it hurt. I just shivered, we all shivered and watched Josh cry and bleed. When mom came home we told her and i"m not sure i can remember what her exact response was anymore. all this was four years ago. you can see it was a long time ago. dad isn't that wicked anymore. but he is still a sadist. Mom is cool. a lot of people hate mom, i am not sure exactly why. especially the people in my church. but at the same time i know a lot of people who say they like mom. i hope they really do. or i don't even care how they feel. personally she has tried to make up for marrrying our sadist dad by being extra nice to us. i said i would tell you bout dad buying a new cane each day yea? well that was because whenever he left for work the next day, we would take the cane bought the previous day and go throw it away. sometimes we even cut the cane into pieces, lit a match stick to them and smoked them. so he knew he would never meet the cane he bought the previous day...... (to be c'ntd) (PS: @Neduzze5 it is fiction true true o) |
Artist: Rascal Flatts Title: Stand You feel like a candle in a hurricane Just like a picture with a broken frame Alone and helpless, like you've lost your fight But you'll be alright, you'll be alright ‘Cause when push comes to shove You taste what you're made of You might bend ‘til you break ‘Cause it's all you can take On your knees you look up Decide you've had enough You get mad, you get strong Wipe your hands, shake it off Then you stand, then you stand Life's like a novel with the end ripped out The edge of a canyon with only one way down Take what you're given before it's gone And start holdin' on, keep holdin' on ‘Cause when push comes to shove You taste what you're made of You might bend ‘til you break ‘Cause it's all you can take On your knees you look up Decide you've had enough You get mad, you get strong Wipe your hands, shake it off Then you stand, yeah, then you stand Every time you get up And get back in the race One more small piece of you Starts to fall into place, yeah ‘Cause when push comes to shove You taste what you're made of You might bend ‘til you break ‘Cause it's all you can take Yeah, then you stand Yeah, baby Woo hoo, woo hoo Woo hoo, woo hoo Then you stand, yeah yeah This song is shares some similarities with my first song reviwed, 'fix you', in the sense that it is inspirational too and can lift you up. but unlike fix you, this doesn't fit into a situation where you've lost someone, rather where you ave taken enough and you deserve better so you make a decision to leave. it could be a relationship, work, friendship, anything at all. 'when push turns to shove' means when it gets really bad, and thats when you know how strong you actually are, and you don't give it all up because you are broken or you've been defeated, rather you do because it is time to do that. i dedicate this song to people in abusive relationships - and abuse isnt when you are being hit oo, its when you are treated less than you actually deserve. |
Artist: Coldplay Title: Fix You LYRICS: When you try your best but you don't succeed When you get what you want but not what you need When you feel so tired but you can't sleep Stuck in reverse And the tears come streaming down your face When you lose something you can't replace When you love someone but it goes to waste Could it be worse? Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones And I will try to fix you And high up above or down below When you're too in love to let it go But if you never try you'll never know Just what you're worth Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones And I will try to fix you Tears stream down your face When you lose something you cannot replace Tears stream down your face And I Tears stream down your face I promise you I will learn from my mistakes Tears stream down your face And I Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones And I will try to fix you The first time i heard this song,. i think i almost cried. the words so beautiful as the tune. it's calming and soothing to me. when you get disappointed or you fail an exam or you lose someone or something, this song helps. it doesnt make it all go away, but it shares the pain and the feeling with you. 'when you try your best but you don't succeed, when you get what you want but not what you need'.....we have all been there, havent we? and if you havent listened to this song ever, -shocking as it may be-, download and listen just before you sleep... again, it is a beautiful song |
Hi, i want to use this space to review songs i love. so in each post i would pick a song,. post the lyrics and a download link for the song if i can find it. then i talk about the song, what i like about it, what i dislike, what it reminds me of, etc. you can also share your songs and what you think about it |
I still cry when i remember zoya. omg dt book was something else. i cried and cried while reading it. i was 17years then ![]() |
MY name is tracy. you probably know me. i'm that girl next door. I live with my parents and two brothers and two sisters in a three bedroom apartment in oshodi. i am in SS3. i am a very bright student, infact i am the head girl of my secondary school. i want to study medicine in the university once i'm done with secondary school. My parents are very proud of me- out of all their children i seem to be the hope of the family. i shall be taking you through how my life goes, from now till twenty years later. i shall refer to the past often for you to understand how i have come thus far. in my next post i will talk about my parents, and the one after that, my siblings. see you later, i have to go read. i read a lot, thats why i am this intelligent (ps: THIS IS PURELY FICTION) |
1) please can someone passing out of the NYSC in october apply? 2) what are the documents that must be sent to the school before the july 17th deadline? Thanks |
you can pm your email address or your phone no |
when did you finish your nysc? how much did u save up during that? how much can you raise? even if it's 1000 naira lets save you from financial bondage. you will work for yourself and make money for yourself no matter how humble you have to start. |
raining heavily here in ikoyi |
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Please send mtn unlimited idea to me. Thanks. dbrowncat@yahoo.com |
Please I also need the shl materials. Godbless you. dbrowncat@yahoo.com |
yes deadline is 27th. confirmed |
There is a small job for a freelance html5 mobile developer to work on a small project. Project Timeframe: 2weeks. Pay: 10,000 Send an email with subject 'Freelance developer' to admin@ivobble.com to apply. |
are you also a programmer alongside? because i have a programming job for free. |
There is a small job for a freelance html5 mobile developer to work on a small project. Project Timeframe: 2-3weeks. Pay: 15,000. Send an email with subject 'Freelance developer' to admin@ivobble.com to apply. |
Enitsua: Your poem brought tears to my eyes...Very nice poem ![]() |
lordZOUGA: Remember if you create a crappy software, nobody will use it.Lol. I promise you. It'd be awesome. Dts y I need to kn hw to go abt it |
spikes C: It depends on the app itself. If it's more about content where u can offload processing to a web server, then use phonegap.thank you for ur reply. for features, lets say everything you have on instagram. |
please i have an idea for a mobile app, a million dollar idea, and im scared of paying anyone to develop it until it is launched, to avoid the idea being stolen. so therefore i am taking it upon myself to learn html5 and create it. i know about google, so please don't suggest that. i just want to know if there is an easier way to create a mobile app like using a solution like dreamweaver etc. one that a novice can easily get in tune with. PS: i know my basic html, css and a bit of javascript. so i quite have an idea about coding. thanks. every help would be appreciated |
Hehe. Amaka picked out these shades for me. She convinced me it looked perfect. On getting home my sis says I look like a blind mallam .Which is it? Perfect or blindect? |
I have searched, and no words can perfectly describe everything I have and want to say to everyone who have been in my life these past twenty-four years, more than the lyrics of honor's society's 'where are you now'. (Modified by me in some cases) To my favorite teacher, told me never give up To my secondary school crush, who I thought I really loved To the girls I miss, and the guys we kissed Where are you now? To my ex best friend, don't know how we grew apart To my favorite band, and sing alongs on my bed To the face i see, in my memories Where are you now? Where are you now? Cuz I'm thinking of you You showed me how How to live like i do If it wasn't for you I would never be who I am To my first boyfriend, I thought for sure was the one To my last boyfriend, sorry that I screwed this up To the ones I loved and didn't show it enough Where are you now? Where are you now? Cuz I'm thinking of you You showed me how How to live like i do If it wasn't for you I would never be who I am I know I'll never see those days again And things will never be that way again But that's just how it goes People change, but I know I won't forget you To the ones who cared and were there from the start To the love that left, and took a piece of my heart To the few who'd swear, I'd never go anywhere Where are you now? Where are you now? Cuz I'm thinking of you You showed me how How to live like I do If it wasn't for you I would never be who I am If it wasn't for you I would never be who I am If it wasn't for you I'd be nothing Where are you now Tempted to include names, but I feel everyone knows where they belong ![]() And if the song is all u care about, http://a.tumblr.com/tumblr_lgjh0v9FXr1qbh0d8o1.mp3. And if u're thinking of the perfect birthday gift for me 2mrw , just book a room for me at the radisson blu. I need to spend the day reflecting in luxury .Love, Mama. |


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