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And oh, today's my birthday. Wow. I don't know what to say but I just hope and pray for brighter and better days. I'm 24 . Like 24? Wow! I just hope for better days.

I just paid N499,999 for the solar. I wish myself the best as I bite more dust in the mission to eliminate poverty. I want to take this moment to thank God, fans, friends, and family. I just want to do this here — just me here alone acknowledging that I'm grateful.

I was literally so broke I couldn't afford airtime, I would never forget this. I would never forget the pain. That is why I'm always anxious. With God, wisdom, and critical thinking by myself, if I have steady power supply, I can easily ensure poverty is totally defeated.

My budget has been thoroughly decimated but I'm glad that I now have a super laptop and very soon a steady power supply. Thank God I don't watch TV — none of us do in this house. The kids don't need it.

I will be starting another channel soon and will document the process to help my siblings understand YouTube better. I like how my little royalties are motivating them.

My big sis told me she was proud of me about two days ago. She has always supported me. My sisters have always been my biggest supporters and I can't wait to beat poverty.

So help me, God. I hope everything goes well tomorrow.

And oh, my viewers aren't on YouTube at this time. Damn! Anyways, I choose to experiment.

Someone that's always reaching out to me for questions about YouTube is already selling a course. Anyways, none of my business but I'm grateful I no longer waste my time trying to share tips with time wasters. At least, he took action — I'm really happy. Worth it.

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I feel better today. After fetching water, I will be going out to see where I can find this solar in this town. I want everything done before April.

I must also try to spend at least 1 or 2 hours studying physics. I have been feeling sick for days now.

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If everything goes well, my target for YouTube next month (April) is to grow this channel to $5k to $10k. I was trying to upload a video yesterday but unfortunately I spent off.

I did something I haven't done in a long time. I uploaded the video this month about an hour ago, I normally upload videos from 4pm to midnight. I don't know how well the video is gonna perform. It's not looking good but it's part of the learning.

I experiment with everything. Talk later.

I would have to force myself to travel again because just to withdraw money. I will try to just bring home some dollar notes because it has never crossed my mind. Most people withdraw these bills, take pictures, and it's actually good to save memories like that.

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Currently try to fill everywhere with water now.

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I actually stopped replying to messages everywhere, even when my head was blowing up for those past few days; I kept getting messages. I'm not a fool, I used to respond everything even unpermitted and unsolicited calls from strangers, but not anymore.

I know I can never stop myself from helping because that's actually one of the few things I literally enjoy doing. But now, I want to really know I'm doing it for someone loyal, responsible, and absolutely grateful. You might help people believing you gave them the world but to them, it's meaningless.

Many people are not ready to focus so they just bombard you with questions to ease their anxiety or fear of failing. I have been there. I know what I'm saying and that's why I stopped texting others asking for help.

Now, the thing is I want to put worth on every word that come out of my mouth. When you become too available, people play with your worth. I have so much I want to do. Even my own siblings don't get the kind of attention I give to these strangers. This is because I'm genuinely happy to see people who want to legitimately get rich and help save people around them.

I'm so glad I studied every ilegendd thread, this man outlined every step he took even in threads they called "useless." I understood why he stopped trying too hard to make out time to teach people. I understand why people sell course and the normies are angry and saying they are gatekeeping but would never make efforts on their own to gain even a little experience.

The thing is, I want to teach but I won't be making the mistake of taking up people's problems. I have enough offline and online. People ask me how did I do this or that, but it's not just about these tips, because all of these things directly connect to my lifestyle. They all connect back to those years...

If I was to create a course now, I'm not just teaching people how to make thousands or hundreds of thousands of dollars on the internet, I will be investing energy, love, and loyalty because I really want to see you win. I don't want to deal with people that will suck out my energy. That's why some of these foreigners charge thousands of dollars for mentorship and they have to be sure you have the kind of mentality they want.

Creating a course would mean teaching them how I think, behave, and how it applies to my results. And I know how obsessed I can be, I could become depressed when I feel I'm not 'helping enough."

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But hey, I'm not there yet or ready for that. I'm still at that stage where I just don't want to ever go back to the bottom. Never! Never! God please! I'm at the stage where I should lock in more than ever before to ensure that no obstacle should be strong enough to weaken my progress.

Imagine if my brother's arrest happened when I didn't have money for internet subscription, not even N100. And did I tell you that one of our electric poles in our community fell down. This means I don't even know when our light is getting stable. Imagine if this happened when I didn't even have a penny to even eat biscuit? Just imagine.

This is the time to lock in and pray and hope I don't face any obstacles. I can only calm down a little when this particular channel (excluding others) has made at least $20k to $50k in pure profits. Until then, I'm doing exactly what ilegendd did, stay low-key, living like I have never seen N100 before, and make sure I don't overspend because I can afford to.

I also made it clear to my family that I won't make this mistake. Two of my little brothers (including the one that was arrested) aren't willing to calm down and learn from me (at least see how I make money off YouTube) and I haven't reached that effort where I beg people to win with me.

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So, that's what I'm saying. Focusing on myself, if I fall down today, nobody would give a shít. Hopefully, I come here to celebrate the $20k and $50k profit when it happens. Amen.

I just need that solar and hopefully things go well. I can also make out more time for physics and other biz. Lord help me.

Need to fill this place with water.

SuperOnyi:




Day 49.

I have gone 49 days actively staying away from anything that concerns séx, pórn, and mastúrbation. Honestly, my life has also changed significantly. Is it easy? Sort of. But it can be difficult.

Like today while working through the night, the thoughts of séx and those ugly stuff I have watched before tried to overwhelm me. It was so strong but I used a stupid trick.

I asked myself if it was more important than what I was doing now. I told myself it was stupid to allow something like that screw up my thoughts and work, and that I shouldn't even be allowing that thoughts when there are people dying in wars. When I have so much to do in this short life.

Is it really worth it? Will it make me more masculine and happy or miserable? Why would I want to destroy everything (including the research) I have worked for go in vain?

I immediately channeled that séxual energy into the work I was doing and ignored any form of that feeling. They will go away when I do not entertain them.

So, here we go. Day 49.

Day 53/100. I can do the impossible through God who strengthens me. It's very possible to break your addiction, I have a proven blueprint if only you are ready to follow it.

Let's get to Day 100 and start compiling exactly how I achieved this.

It's sad, unfortunate, and heartbreaking that we wake up everyday faced with a million ways to die. If your neighbor does not slit your throat for having a different belief, a rich and untouchable citizen would lock you up in prison and pay as much as possible to see you rot away until you die.

If that doesn't happen, you get murdered with a car by lunatics who cannot even explain the concept behind how the cars they drive around works.

Who do we blame? Of course, certainly the entrepreneur. She would have still be alive if she didn't choose to be born. So, I don't blame the benevolent killer at all, what exactly did they expect them to do?

I'm grateful to God for everything regardless... I just received my royalty payment from YouTube and it's 4 figures. The tax is just so big but nevertheless I'm still grateful because I'd have to work tirelessly like a robot for years to make what I now make in a day.

Now, I'm budgeting 400k to 500k for the solar light. I just hope I don't face any more obstacles. The past few days were highly unproductive due to my brother's arrest.

Now, I'm fueled with more anger and I will do anything to escape poverty and never ever let anyone play with my short time on earth.

FreeStuffsNG:
They know but the hypocrites are just filled with hatred and evil that Jesus warned them against.

In the crusade era, the Pope decreed that christians must hate muslims and fund war to kill muslims if they want to make heaven. They believed him except St. Francis of Assisi.

That’s not true. No pope ever taught that Christians must hate Muslims to go to heaven.

During the Crusades, Pope Urban II called for a military campaign to help the Byzantine Empire and take control of Jerusalem. He framed it as a religious duty and promised spiritual rewards like remission of sins—but that’s very different from commanding hatred as a requirement for salvation.
The Crusades were driven by a mix of religion, politics, and personal gain, not a simple “hate Muslims to enter heaven” doctrine.

Also, Francis of Assisi wasn’t the only Christian who didn’t support violence. He’s just one of the more famous examples because he actually went to meet the Muslim leader peacefully during the conflict.
So the claim is exaggerated and inaccurate.

You think you could talk shít about Islam if the Ottoman empire controlled the world today?



(I asked ChatGPT to make my texts more factual)

Mcslize:
Are you speaking for all of us? Cuz the last time I checked, I haven't masturbated since September 1, 2021 and I haven't copulated with a woman since Oct 2023.

Mind you, this is a repentant OG.

Ignore them. They can keep deceiving themselves.

Youonlyliveonce:
What's your email bro?! Would really love to speak with you

Unless it's for business or very serious reasons, I no longer share my personal or business emails. And my personal email is connected to my Nairaland account. I don't do that anymore. Sorry.

Day 49.

I have gone 49 days actively staying away from anything that concerns séx, pórn, and mastúrbation. Honestly, my life has also changed significantly. Is it easy? Sort of. But it can be difficult.

Like today while working through the night, the thoughts of séx and those ugly stuff I have watched before tried to overwhelm me. It was so strong but I used a stupid trick.

I asked myself if it was more important than what I was doing now. I told myself it was stupid to allow something like that screw up my thoughts and work, and that I shouldn't even be allowing that thoughts when there are people dying in wars. When I have so much to do in this short life.

Is it really worth it? Will it make me more masculine and happy or miserable? Why would I want to destroy everything (including the research) I have worked for go in vain?

I immediately channeled that séxual energy into the work I was doing and ignored any form of that feeling. They will go away when I do not entertain them.

So, here we go. Day 49.

I wish myself the best and pray for God's help and wisdom as I push this channel to $50k earnings. Once I get to $20k +, I will start building more and more channels.

The video did well but not that well but we thank God for everything. It's at over 9k views. The light came on today and off (it came on just now I slept off on the corridor), let's see (by God's grace), if I can hit over $2k this month. This means I have less than 12 or 13 days to cover up.

Tomorrow is my momma's birthday. 26 will be the day daddy left this world. 28, the day I was born. This month?

Did this dude intentionally ignore the part where I asked him if he was now monetized? Anyways, whatever... I just help but I'm focused on my grind anyway. I share tips and things with people, if they don't wanna share theirs, who cares? As long as I'm making my own dough.

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That's by the way... So, I went to the charging store yesterday and tomorrow, and surprisingly I was well received more than I thought I would. I politely explained my predicament and they allowed me. I paid N300 yesterday and the same price today. Glory to Lord, I was so happy.

I couldn't finish the work yesterday and I reluctantly went home because I badly wanted to finish it. Man, video editing isn't for the impatient .

Anyways, I just published the video. Hopefully everything goes well. I pray for 100k. I wish myself the best of the best on this video.

This channel has crazy potentials, it's so sad this light issue is trying to drown my progress. I have only published one video and the channel has made about $800 already this month. I just need the account stability, light, and I will grow it to $50k befire the end of the year.


I will start another channel soon, and will go into Snapchat and Twitter. I just need to fix this light. So help me God .