I am a 25 year old girl and in a dilemma which has made me open an account on this platform to seek advice.

I started dating a 38 year old married man 3 years ago.

When we met I knew he was married and his wife and two kids live in Canada and really didn't want to be serious with the affair but as time went by this guy a gentleman that he is became so nice to me and showed me so much care and love and has been so committed to me as if I am his wife.

There is nothing I ask for in cash and material that he does not not give me just to see me happy as he also never ignored his family abroad.

He was always in touch with his wife and kids and obvious that he also loves them.

In summary,I fell in love with this guy and I am still in love with him that his relocation to his family to Canada has been so depressing for me that I cannot even feel anything for another man.

Even while we he was still in Nigeria,I did what I could to kill d feeling I have for him by dating another guy I was also intimate with and even when he found out,he was very broken and he overlooked it and still continued with me as he said he had no right to judge me as a married man and we still continued the affair.

Even after his relocation,he still keeps in touch with me regularly and even sends me money as he has always done and still shows concern for my welfare.

He told me some days ago that while he won't leave his marriage,he is very willing to marry me and sincerely that is my wish too but I feel so guilty and confused at d moment b'cos this is another woman"s husband but I just can't stop loving him.

He is such a rare guy to find.
Not the money he gives me but that love and care is unique.

I have read books and articles on how to forget an ex but I just can't stop loving him or forget him.

Please,I need advice in this regard.