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[quote author=movado19 post=108759015][/quote]Sorry, it seems that post is getting too long.

To buttress my point this is 1:43am and since I didn't use any drug ... No great urge to sleep.

For the fear. It didn't start as a kid coz I use to be bold If I could remember but I think I grew into it and I can't really pinpoint the cause, prolly coz I had some embarssing pimples then. Can't even say how and when it started. But I started noticing when I am faced with a decision to do tins. For example who gets their hearts pumping hard when in an ATM stand, afriad of people at the back. Sometimes it just get the anxiety for no reason or sometimes maybe I am thinking about sth.

The thought that precede that prayer own is I would make mistake and I don't want to... Ayah that I can read if them wake me from sleep up fa.

To add, I have used everything possible (not all though) from Ogun dudu to reading ayah to hantu to using a prescription drug diazepam.. which I got illegally.etc.

Thank you!!

[quote author=movado19 post=108759015][/quote]Thank you movado19 for your response Jazakumullah Khayran!!

I would have replied you like you did mine but am new to posting here,I d try my best to reply succinctly. Hopefully I d try my best not to bore you.

Insomnia:
This started 5years ago while I was in Uni, night class, watching movie late and browsing(most expecially). I think these things affected my sleep cycle.

It's not seasonal it's every night I can't get my body to feel sleepy by 10pm -12am (which was normal b4).

Also if I later get to sleep by let's say past 12 or 1am. I would wake up sometimes after just an hour of sleep or 2. Sometimes I sleep till 4 when I wake up to tahajud, and most times I can't even get back to sleep again. And the only time I almost always feel the necessary urge to sleep is after fajr prayer (an hour after). So sometimes it starts before sleep paralysis and sometimes after.

Yes! I have been using sorts of sleepless nights medication they work sometimes and I get longer sleep with no breaks sometimes nothing( but I am afraid of overdosing coz it's like everynight), and also sleep aid melatonin ( once I use this I get the urge to sleep but it doesn't last, any small mistake the urge will leave and I d be left rolling on the bed). This is the only step I have taken.


Paralysis:
This has been going on since I was a kid( I think a time I could actually place it in my mind it's a prob).

From my observation what I think triggers it is sleeping after fajr (coz this episode occurs often, this was how I could remember it started since I was a kid. I don't usually feel it at night sleep then that I get good sleep only after fajr time).

Also I think the occurrence at night is mostly after I wake up first round and I try to sleep second round and during the struggle to sleep I would be rolling on the bed and when I finally sleep it occurs( it will pain me coz Bleep I am just tryna get some sleep again) and with that I wont sleep again till morning most times sometimes I do sleep. ALSO I have to say my brain is like overactive even when I tink am sleeping I would be hearing things people r saying in the room or next and I would tot I m not sleeping it's when maybe the paralysis wake me up and I see I have been deep asleep that's when I would be like wtf so I m already fast asleep how' m I now making sense of the environment.

It occurs at any position... I v always sleep with the recommendation of the prophet and whatever way I try if it d happen it would. Even if I read kursiyy 99 and mauthatayn 99 each before sleeping( Although I believe kursiyy has lemme stop having some nightmare. Coz sometimes b4 I feel the paralysis i always have nightmare where I might be in a dark place sleep and trying to wake up but I can't.

(It's to be noted sometimes that I was on a dhikr I think la illaha illah llah eveI use to feel like my soul want to leave my body or like sth wanna manifest itself immediately I try to sleep after the dhikr and it always feel like paralysis too but not deep).
Also I d feel some energetic vibration around my head if I m to have the paralysis. These only occur at times I do long dhikr. Believe me those vibrations are very scary lol. I woke up one day reading the whole of baqara for midnight coz I felt like it's sinister presence not sure though.

Before I started taking extra action and caution it happens a lot most times twice at night and preceding morning sometimes more than twice in a week or more. But since I v taken caution by using sleep drugs and reading kursiyy and timing my sleep to when my body can't take it anymore but to sleep it has reduced to maybe during time there s no light and I m rolling on the bed.

No experience with sleep apnea. But when paralysis occur it comes with a choke like some one is tryna hold my breathe.

I have to gone to a doctor in a reputable pharmacy here and he doesn't seem to comprehend what I was saying he just gave me another set of sleeping tabs. Also I v gone to some of my Alfas... Some say it's Agbalagba behind it and I shud use some potions like Ebe awon agba etc. Two or three have actually says it's jinn related... That's y I read kursiyy even did some khatim to be placed around neck and under bed. Etc.

Salam Alaikum,

A great post this is, been following since page 1 and it's just full of insightful content.

May Allah Reward you all.

I have some questions?

1. I have sleep paralysis, who knows about it and what can I do stop it, although I have a sleep disorder(insomnia) and when I try to finally sleep, the paralysis wakes me up again. Pls is anyone also having this.

2. Secondly I get a lot of fear for no reason. Even most times when I lead prayer in mosque and am about to read a surah. My heart starts beating very fast and I would just rush it.

Any help would be appreciated. Thanks!!!