Im sorry to bore you with my sad story, but i really need a few words to help me think straight.
I have been dating this girl for 7 years now. In this period i have never even thought of asking another girl. She was has been everything i ever wanted and i have made sure she has lacked nothing. I have deprived myself of so many pleasures just to ensure that herself and her family get the best. And i must say that in these 7 years i have never had a reason to regret loving her with all my life until now.
Just when i was beginning to think of marriage, another guy walks into her life and suddenly im totally worthless to her. Cant even understand what is happening. I ve been seriously devastated and dont know what to do. i ve taken to drinking and smoking heavily but it has not helped.
i wake up each day with no idea of where i am headed or coming from. its just as if im floating - i mean a ghost. for 7 years i ve not had a reason to look at any other girl and it seems impossible to start now. worst part is the only thing she could tell me is that she was under pressure to get married. this i only got to hear after she got a suitor. if she had told me i would have hurried up my arrangements.
Right now i dont know what to do or where to start. for a month i have seldom eaten anything except several bottles of legend a day. i ve lost weight seriously. only good thing is i was a bit overweight before. i had expected that by now i ll feel a bit better but things are only getting worse for me. the worst part is that i have lost the zeal to do anything for myself. my world has caved in on me.