Taking your life should not be contemplated AT ALL.

Follow the Doctor's instructions as other psoters have recommended and help your husband do same.

Men are usually not very consistent in following prescriptions but women usually do better -- so help him.

And do not carry yourself as if the whole world is on you, there are many living on them drugs and doing well ,

Besides all that endeavor to draw closer to God than ever before ,  God can do all things ,  You may also want to

attend the program I have herewith attached its invitation bill. Ask for a location near you.

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Be THOU exaulted. LORD!

,  Father forgive them for they know not what they do ,

REPENT AND BE SAVED

Do as you have said; but then to add to all said, try to be a little be more drawn to God. And take him too. It is only God that can actually change any one. What he did was a proof of man's depravity when he outlaws his resolution due lack of grace.

Find a local church in your area; attend church services and make him come along and read your Bible and pray together at home (may be morning or evenings) that way God's grace will enrich your marriage.

God be with you and bless your marriage.

Hail! freindship is good but let it promote true love and righteosness, otherwise it does more harm than profit. Peace!