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Omo I don’t even know if anyone would see this or provide help..never thought this would be me..I created this profile just to seek help
I have known my girlfriend for 4years now we dated for the first 7 months and broke up after like a really messy situation I treated her so badly she actually used her 2 legs to leave after about 6 to 8 months I tried everything possible for us to reconcile then we did(this was late 2020 around October), during this reconciliation period I asked her if she has been with other guys she affirmed that she only made out with one guy..I was ok with this then...our relationship hasn’t always been rosy but one thing I know for sure that is that she has been good to me and she doesn’t cheat(I always check her phone and see random guys always hitting on her but she just ignores and all..so we were having a normal boyfriend and girlfriend conversation last week and I asked her about the make out session and told her to tell me the details and she told me that a Mouth Gig was involved...since then ihv not been myself,ego has been crushed having anxiety and being depressed...she never lied but she never told me the full story..I feel like the last 2 years of our new relationship has been a lie..is it right to feel this way even though we were broken up when it happened..should I stay or leave??