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i had high hope and big dreams for life just few years ago.i never imagine myself in this situation (coming online to tell my story). i was working in a hotel and also running my poultry business and life was good and fun to live and i had dreams of going higher and going places so i decided to get an education knowing it is the best investment that came.but things started going wrong,first lost my job and had to fall back to my poultry and also foot my bills from there but i birds started dying at 4weeks,waking up every morning to see over 15 birds dead was hard to take especially when i collect feeds on credit to pay later.i lost everything and could not even pay my final year fees but still had to force my way to round up the program which till now am unable to do clearance and i have to move to a friends house for fear of being arrested by the man i collected feeds from.i have been doing menial jobs to sustain myself but at 29 getting to 30 i no longer have hope of going for nysc and still running from my house and confuse in life.recently came across some old time friends who are doing good but a certain their wealth is acquired illegally and so many things are running through my mind. Please i need advice on how to go about this kind of life as i do not have faith in myself or hope at this point


i want to use this opportunity to say thank you all for giving me hope and the strength to forge ahead.i went to school as adviced and was told there is still hope for me to serve this year (October) if am able to tidy up in time,my main aim of going for service is to acquire some skills during that period through the monthly allowance so as to build my self from there.after writing my final exams i was able to make some payment (alumni, security, student affires etc)which i still have the receipt with me,though there are still few which i hope to pay by Monday from the little money I'll get tomorrow and next from the site am working currently. Please i need help to upset the final year fees which is #47250 so as to meet up with time.i will be updating every steps hear and will also try my best to raise some money as part of the fees.thanks God bless you all greatly
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Chycebel:
This is not the time to give up , u should'nt allow ur failures to define u. First of all, u need to work on yourself and get rid of low self esteem, stop viewing urself as a loser and a failure. Man up bro, and stop hiding around,start doing something no matter how little or menial it is, learn some skills online and be useful to urself, be determined to succeed and see ur shortcomings as a stepping stone to ur greatness.

i have so much interest in learning a skill but were do i start from,earning 2k doing menial jobs will not help me acquire the skill.trust me i really want to get off this present situation.can't even sleep well at night. please if there is a way you can teach me,am very much ready to learn

ignis:
Are you male or female ?

male

i had high hope and big dreams for life just few years ago.i never imagine myself in this situation (coming online to tell my story). i was working in a hotel and also running my poultry business and life was good and fun to live and i had dreams of going higher and going places so i decided to get an education knowing it is the best investment that came.but things started going wrong,first lost my job and had to fall back to my poultry and also foot my bills from there but i birds started dying at 4weeks,waking up every morning to see over 15 birds dead was hard to take especially when i collect feeds on credit to pay later.i lost everything and could not even pay my final year fees but still had to force my way to round up the program which till now am unable to do clearance and i have to move to a friends house for fear of being arrested by the man i collected feeds from.i have been doing menial jobs to sustain myself but at 29 getting to 30 i no longer have hope of going for nysc and still running from my house and confuse in life.recently came across some old time friends who are doing good but a certain their wealth is acquired illegally and so many things are running through my mind. Please i need advice on how to go about this kind of life as i do not have faith in myself or hope at this point

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