Nobleval:
you mean you've not received it yet? Then I must have given the "gift" [my heart] to the wrong person

How's vienna?

elantraceey:






How's vienna?

same as when I left it,nothing has changed,colder tho

Nobleval:
same as when I left it,nothing has changed,colder tho

Hmmmmm , do you need sweater , i can provide a natural one you know

elantraceey:


Hmmmmm , do you need sweater , i can provide a natural one you know

I'd appreciate that very much you know

Nobleval:
I'd appreciate that very much you know

hmmmm , coming

elantraceey:



hmmmm , coming

hehehe...be fast hon


when are you going back to school?

Nobleval:
hehehe...be fast hon


when are you going back to school?

In two weeks .

elantraceey:



In two weeks .

okay dear.

Nobleval:
okay dear.

What are up to?

elantraceey:



What are up to?

nothing much dearie,i've been at home all day. Am feeling very sleepy now,but I don't wanna go to bed.

Nobleval:
nothing much dearie,i've been at home all day. Am feeling very sleepy now,but I don't wanna go to bed.

Why don't you?

elantraceey:


Why don't you?

because I don't want to...I guess am just being silly tonight.

Nobleval:
because I don't want to...I guess am just being silly tonight.

hmmmm


Good morning


How are you this lovely morning?

elantraceey:



hmmmm


Good morning


How are you this lovely morning?

find dear.

How was your night?

Nobleval:
find dear.

How was your night?

Awesome , slept like baby


Yours?

elantraceey:


Awesome , slept like baby


Yours?

couldn't sleep ,even now am trying hard to get some sleep,but I just can't.

Nobleval:
couldn't sleep ,even now am trying hard to get some sleep,but I just can't.

Really , ever since? Why nah

elantraceey:



Really , ever since? Why nah

since 1am or thereabouts

I don't know,may be because I've not been myself since I came back...am just sad and I don't know why.

Nobleval:
since 1am or thereabouts

I don't know,may be because I've not been myself since I came back...am just sad and I don't know why.

Have you been through anything lately or it's just because of the stress during travelling?

elantraceey:





Have you been through anything lately or it's just because of the stress during travelling?

I've not been through anything that could warrant this mood of mine and it's not the latter either.

On a second thought,I think I was made to recall some certain events that I wish I could forget. I told you once that I hate visiting my hometown,well to be sincere to you,it wasn't because I hate going there but because of death . There are certain times in the year when I do feel sad and it runs into months...am never really happy anyways. Before the NL data loss I had a diary,the title reads "I'M LONELY",there I let out those things that weighs my heart down...and it wasn't a nice exprience hon. The NL data loss was a blessing in disguise to me because the diary went with it and I never had the intention of writing another. I don't think you really understand what I mean

You don't really know people until they open up to you...it's so sad,this life.

Nobleval:
I've not been through anything that could warrant this mood of mine and it's not the latter either.

On a second thought,I think I was made to recall some certain events that I wish I could forget. I told you once that I hate visiting my hometown,well to be sincere to you,it wasn't because I hate going there but because of death . There are certain times in the year when I do feel sad and it runs into months...am never really happy anyways. Before the NL data loss I had a diary,the title reads "I'M LONELY",there I let out those things that weighs my heart down...and it wasn't a nice exprience hon. The NL data loss was a blessing in disguise to me because the diary went with it and I never had the intention of writing another. I don't think you really understand what I mean

You don't really know people until they open up to you...it's so sad,this life.

Hmmmm , i really wish i read the diary , you know death is not really a thing one should be afraid of because it something that will definitely happen on day . Instead of living life in fear and depriving yourself of the happiest you can get why not choose to stay happy and live life till whenever death choose to come because you know it's nonavoidable , being afraid won't delay it's coming it will only deprive you of the joy that life could bring , i know it's not that easy but take a look around you , you'll definitely see a reason or two to be really , if it's just the air you're still able to breath that's something , there are people who don't even have that .

And i'll really love if you can open up to me

elantraceey:


Hmmmm , i really wish i read the diary , you know death is not really a thing one should be afraid of because it something that will definitely happen on day . Instead of living life in fear and depriving yourself of the happiest you can get why not choose to stay happy and live life till whenever death choose to come because you know it's nonavoidable , being afraid won't delay it's coming it will only deprive you of the joy that life could bring , i know it's not that easy but take a look around you , you'll definitely see a reason or two to be really , if it's just the air you're still able to breath that's something , there are people who don't even have that .

And i'll really love if you can open up to me

yea,I guess we have to be thankful for the life we have and there are millions of things which could make one happy,but we all have our fears..and mine happens to be death. Am not afraid to die...at least I try to believe that. It has hurt me so much,shaped up my perspection of life.
When I told you that I don't relish visiting my hometown there was a reason for that ,it's so traumatic...

Hehehe...there are so much on my mind,but I don't even know where to begin.

Nobleval:
yea,I guess we have to be thankful for the life we have and there are millions of things which could make one happy,but we all have our fears..and mine happens to be death. Am not afraid to die...at least I try to believe that. It has hurt me so much,shaped up my perspection of life.
When I told you that I don't relish visiting my hometown there was a reason for that ,it's so traumatic...

Hehehe...there are so much on my mind,but I don't even know where to begin.

I quite understand you .


You can start from anywhere

elantraceey:


I quite understand you .


You can start from anywhere

can we talk about this some other time,I don't wanna ruin my night hon

Nobleval:
can we talk about this some other time,I don't wanna ruin my night hon

Alright hon



happy sunday

elantraceey:



Alright hon



happy sunday

how are you love?

Nobleval:
how are you love?

am fine dear , you?

elantraceey:


am fine dear , you?

not bad..

where have you been?

Nobleval:
not bad..

where have you been?

i've been around.


How was mass?

elantraceey:


i've been around.


How was mass?

okay

Nobleval:
okay

hmmmm you didn't go?

elantraceey:



hmmmm you didn't go?

yea,i was busy.