At your age

You were sowing profusely after been told it's the way up ..

A recession happened ,you lost your job and maybe things were bad

With your koro koro eyes you could see the recession happened to sowers and non sowers ,,

The same folks now said ,to get out of the situation is to sow again ..

And you started the same cycle ..

Now be rest assured the person "doing you "has been anointed purposely for this cause

Keep sowing till you became a sow .