“Dear Mom, I love you with all my heart.

belatoxx:
“Dear Mom, I love you with all my heart. I just wasn’t meant for this world! I hope I can find a place of peace and happiness, a place I am child enough to live, yet man enough to survive. I love you! I hope you can truly believe me. Maybe on my journey I’ll find Jesus. Pray for me mom. Pray I will find happiness. I hurt so bad inside! I want it all to go away. I want a new beginning. I am not afraid to die mom. I’m just so afraid of tomorrow!
To all my friends and loved ones, I ask of you one last favor: don’t let my spirit die. Remember me for the laughs and the good times, the thrills we all had together. I hope I made a place in all your hearts and touched each and every one of you in a special way. I have chosen to die, but I haven’t chosen to be forgotten. I must find a new world, a world of peace and happiness. I want you all to know I am not afraid to die, only to quit living. I’ll miss you.”

Woah woah this is just a letter right?

It real thinking of ending it once an for all....

lovelygurl:



Woah woah this is just a letter right?

hey are you okay, how can you be considering such, these feelings don't last it dies quicker don't get sunk in it. we've all been there just remember it gets better.

belatoxx:

It real thinking of ending it once an for all....

Come on! That's ridiculous. I don't know what you are going through but this is not the solution

Are your herbal remedies not selling?

Belatoxx why are u writing the letter online as if ur mum and friends can read it here? Let me tell you where to write it, write it on Facebook and on a piece of paper and leave it in your pocket.
Whenever ur thought abt suicide leaves you, i want to tell you a story about a boy, its very interesting believe me, give it a try!!!

Emescot:
Belatoxx why are u writing the letter online as if ur mum and friends can read it here? Let me tell you where to write it, write it on Facebook and on a piece of paper and leave it in your pocket.
Whenever ur thought abt suicide leaves you, i want to tell you a story about a boy, its very interesting believe me, give it a try!!!

Thank you share me the story

lovelygurl:



Come on! That's ridiculous. I don't know what you are going through but this is not the solution

Thank you so much.....

belatoxx:



Thank you share me the story

One of the worst things about being young is the
way passing things seem somehow permanent. So
when an unnamed 16-year-old in China faced yet
another example of fate raining all over his
incredibly poor family, he decided to step out rather
than suffer a life of torment and misery. Climbing over the railing of a pedestrian bridge, he prepared
to jump. At which point a passing waitress named
Liu Wenxiu decided to get involved. Despite having never seen the kid before, despite
knowing nothing of his problems, she followed him to the railing and did the only thing she could: She listened. She listened as this random 16-year-old
described the pit his life had fallen into, she listened
as he listed the endless problems tearing his family
life to bits, and then she simply showed him her
wrists. As they stood there, surrounded by cops
and gawping pedestrians, Liu told him the story behind her own attempted suicide—quietly, firmly,
and without any contrivances. When she was done,
she leaned forward, hugged the boy, and gave him
a kiss. And the boy suddenly decided that maybe
life was worth living after all. All Liu had done was
something no one else had ever thought to do: She’d given the kid her full attention and really
listened. And that little slice of kindness was all it
took to save his life.