Oh God, my life, that of my sibilins and parents have been a life of poverty, struggle and stagnation. Making our lives very very tough, difficult and at this point uninteresting. For instance i was able to gain admission into the university after 12 years of passing out from the college. I graduated with a third class despite my effort to make a second class upper. I took it in good faith. Its one year now after my graduation and am still owing school fees, that means i can't get my result. Everything i have done to comeup with the fees has failed. As i type this we don't even have what to eat for today. I don't have a wife, i don't have money, i don't have a job, i don't even know what to do anymore. I just don't even know what to believe anymore. This has been our case since i can remember. We av prayed, fasted, sown seeds. My mother is even said to be too spiritual and our family is seen to be a nuisance in our neighborhood because of our constant prayers. All we are desiring is to have a better life. But the situations are rather getting worst. Oh God what are we expected to do at this point? Is it that we don't have a Father? Is it that we are the most sinful? If that's the case, then forgive us our sins and let us have a peaceful and better life a caring and loving FATHER would wish for his children. Where our efforts shall yield result, where we shall be able to eat, foot our bills and possibly show love to others. Oh Father come to our rescue as this is too much for us to bear.

Lamentation of an oppressed man to his Creator