I don't know how you see GOD.I may not know where you feel having a relationship with HIM will lead you ? If you're afraid of HIM as a Master that HE is,I don't know as well.But I'm here to tell you what I know.I'm Joshua,and this what I know.I've come to know GOD as one I must surely depend on for success to be a reality in my life.I'm always afraid of leaving HIM because I know if I do,there will be nothing meaningful I'd achieve.This is not a hype but its reality.I love HIM,HE loves me more,we love each other and HE makes life meaningful and purposeful for me.HE reminds me to read and study HIS word,and even when I'm reluctant,He doesn't let go.HE loves me,HE loves me,I pray I'd love HIM more.HE does something that baffles me.HE encourages me to study my school books and like I said it baffles me.All I know is that HE is always there for me no matter how odd the time may be.I pray to grow more in and with Him so I'll know much more.Now,how much do you know HIM ?