For me the most shameful thing I have ever done I wished it can be wiped off and never existed was when I was about ? My brothers usually have this book don't remember what it is called but anytime I come in the room they hide it . Pictures of naked men and women indulging in sextuall intercourse. One day I checked their bag and saw it. For the first time I didn't know what it meant . But it's like the more you look at it the more picture of it you develop in your mind
Trying to praticalize it at a young age. I didn't understand what it meant and the implications. Just once i tried to praticalize and do what is there with Someone my age who simply didn't understand it too decided to tell the parents the meaning of trying such which then my parents heard of . I was beaten so bad of what I didn't no about and what I saw in a paper and not educated about and never heard off. I regret that day. I wished that day never existed . I wish I never knew or saw that book . I wished I never went to check their bag. I wished for so many things. At that time I wish I will die so no one will remember it ever happened. Sometimes when I remember it I still feel regrets. I still remember it sometimes I think the other party will remember it too. Will it disturb that person as it disturbs me too.
No matter how little a child is better they are educated about this things . Don't try to hide things immediately you see them . You just created a crave to know what it is. All those say this channel is for children the others for adult. When you are not around they will want to know what is it about adult channel anyway. Rather keep them busy with books , educative toys , story books , colours and all.

Becoming a NL member while is not that bad.lols

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Ave Neva done any shameful thing in my life

falling in love. I can't believe I ever fell for it.

Falling in love and dating. I didn't actually know what loneliness was until I started dating. I have given up on that part of me but I feel lonely every once In a while. I just wish I never started it at all.

I wish I didn't have faint memories of how I was sexually molested when I was 4. I wish it could be wiped away.

i wish I didn't drink to stupor when i was in ss3 and while undergoing my industrial training in my second year in the University