You carry God's calling over your life. You were once passionate about it. You even made many verbal commitments to God. But now, you have become so comfortable under those air conditions in your office and have forgotten about the calling and your commitment. Your pocket has grown tremendously and your oil has declined consistently. Your passion for souls, impact, and divine calling has been replaced by work, career and family. You would celebrate grace over others while Heaven weeps over the grace that was ordained for you but being wasted. And because you have not fully heeded, the many lives tied to your obedience have been hijacked. Beloved, you may be smiling with the luxurious car(s), flamboyant house(s), executive office, and all the travels from one country or place to another, but Heaven mourns over your "failed existence". Those things you celebrate as " blessings " would be evidence of disobedience.
So, am I saying you should quit what you are doing and do what? No no no. I am simply saying, go back and obey God. And let Him determine the price of obedience in your situation. This message was given me for you. Eternity would judge existence, whether it be for God or for self. Blessings.