Oh death why are thou so cruel?
You mock me, you laugh at me,
They say it's inevitable, how about a little delay?
Would that be too much to ask?
You took her from us without asking if it's okay,
You pulled her when we needed her the most,
And yet people say it's for the best.
Who are they to say that?
How can it be best when my heart is shattered into a thousand pieces.
When I can't feel my heart beat.
And you say it's for the best.
Don't tell me that. You have no right.
You don't know what it feels like and you don't get to tell me it's for the best.
I know what's best for me and it's her in the picture, her laughter, our moments, cooking together, laundry, gisting, she loves to gist and I loved her. I wish I can tell her that I love her, I was never able to.

I feel so numb, I feel weightless, I feel sad
I don't want to feel anything anymore,
Don't tell me sorry, it doesn't help me,
They say tears make you feel better,
I have cried till my eyes hurt,
But the pain in my heart aches so badly and am far from better. The pain is much, almost unbearable
Bring her back to me and I will feel something, anything maybe I will feel alright.