All he did was tell her he was going to spend the night at her place today.
That was all.
She nodded, smiled and went away to arrange the place for him. Just like that
No please or attempts to persuade her.
But me, I'm watching from the 3rd row, wishing ...
Wishing for just a chance to talk to her; for her to know how much I think she's beautiful, smart and appealing.
As I watch her leave to have an eventful night, it stirs my jealousy to unimaginable heights. I want to be him. I want to be him so bad.

I know I'm not saying the right things, I know I shouldn't envy but I do, from the depth of depths.

Do you relate? Have you crushed on a girl so hard to know a boy who has his way with her effortlessly?
Maybe not but we, at some point have given nights to thoughts, days to dreaming about someone we consider out of the ordinary. I have. I have desired, wanted in its entirety a girl but now, I know better.

What do I know better?
That the more a person values his or herself , the less likely he is to crush hopelessly on anyone.
Let me explain....
Everyone is flawed in some way or the other;in character, appearance, cognition and all sorts. And also, everyone is beautiful in some way or the other. The good and bad news is life doesn't give room for stasis, you're either getting better or spiralling down in your flaws or beauty.
If you agree, then this means we all ought to know ourselves through and through; know everything that makes us uncustomary, peculiar, salient ,notable. Know and improve on it Till you crush on your own self. Nothing is more mystifyingly sexy as Confidence. No one is above the appeal of confidence.

There's this girl I admire, allow me to objectify a little bit. She has a relatively fine face with medium sized "assets" but alot of boys wanted to you know...
She had THE APPEAL. She didn't have anything in superfluous but she moves with effortless Grace. It is a complete show of confidence. Confidence has a body language and everybody can understand it. Improve yourself till you walk and talk confidence.

Conclusively, It's owkay to admire a quality or two but it's not fitting to desire without bounds, to give too much thought and adrenaline to a girl or boy. It's primarily just another human being; someone who has a weakness for someone else, someone with masked flaws and some measure of insecurity.

What do you think?


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