Over the generations, the one true God has always shown mercy to mankind even in clear cases when man did not deserve such. Take a look at this article:
https://www.beliefnet.com/faiths/christianity/galleries/7-important-biblical-people-that-messed-up.aspx
I don't know what you may have done that men are condemning you. The goodnews is that Christ is the difference and solution to all issues of life.Jesus is Lord over all. There was a difference between Peters boat before Christ came around and Peters boat after he met Christ. There is profitability in Christ.