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A Million Thoughts by drmind: 10:57am On Jan 11, 2019 |
A Million Thoughts � By Jireh Isaac Mark (Jirehdsir@gmail.com) I wrote this Piece sometime in November 2018 at about 11 pm, I didn't even write the date when I was writing. Because, I was so lost in a cloud of a million thoughts. I was in deep pain, despair, agony and faced rejection from even those dearest to my heart. Nobody could see or feel what I was going through. I was just lost, completely and totally lost. Then I picked up my pen, and began to write. As you read, it's my prayer that this poem inspires you. No matter what you're facing, never give up. I almost gave up, then I looked up and God heard me. His love changed and transformed me. ================================== A Million Thoughts � Oh what rage! Surging in and around me I can feel volts of tumultuous despair Running through my veins as I write this Is it pain? Anger? Regret? This feeling is so strong & inexplicable. What do I do now? Where do I run to? I am lost in an ocean of confusion Only if Magic was real; I would just wave a magic wand To make all these go away forever! I feel like disappearing! To be unseen and unheard Just wish I could fly away Thoughts of exile keep resounding Deep down I keep fighting this journey. If I go on this exile Would the voyage of solitude do the magic? If I go, many hearts I would break Yet, even I feel more broken. Oh! Broken ME! Helpless ME! When it all starts to make sense, Then I drift away and void of sense Void of meaning All these thoughts on my mind! A million thoughts on my mind. I can't think straight anymore It's all a facade, I feel empty. I need a way out of this A million thoughts on my mind. What do I do? My head is spinning like a carousel I need a place of solace. Staying here? Going there? I am lost and confused. A million thoughts on my mind. I need to cool off These emotional tantrums I won't let you weigh me down I refuse to let you bring me down I won't let you ruin ME. I am the owner of ME This night as I go to bed I wish I will be able to sleep Because I am lost In a world of a million thoughts. From now henceforth, I am making a decision I choose to ignore all the negativities around me I will rise about these storms I will soar on the waves of mockery I will make it. No matter what people say. Against every odd I will succeed Mock ME, I'll use them as stones To mold me ME a better & brighter future Laugh at my past failures It will charge me and make me stronger. This story is about me & my life Your words, thoughts and actions Cannot and will not define my ending I am rewriting this script. And at the end, my story will be told. My story will encourage billions of people I will be an icon worthy of emulation A legend that will forever stay in history. Watch ME! As I take this leap NOTHING! I SAY NOTHING! CAN STOP ME NOW! I AM A GENIUS! I AM AMAZING! I AM ME! THEY'LL NEVER BE ANOTHER ME! NEVER! Kindly share it with others. God bless you richly. |
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