Life they say is filled with ups and down.When will all this end I ask myself this question each and everyday I wake up.

You're the first friend and confidant I'll have in a long time...This is my Story.My name is Jumoke Cole the first child in a family of 11 and currently a final year in a reputable university in Southwestern part of Nigeria.

I'm...broken...Yes I have become a shadow of my former self.Been referred to and used as a joke by folks and siblings is enough to destroy anyone.I'm 23 years of age and an undergraduate and to my folks(a disgrace).My immediate younger sister is already a practicing lawyer and also two of my younger sisters corp members, my younger bro, a jambite, the rest in sec school and the baby of the house in Basic 3.